Sunday, August 22, 2010


SSA Lean Walk 2010

Woke up 6am in the morning, and get ready for the Lean Walk organize by SSA which will be held at West Coast Park. So, we actually get a bus for those who want to take from Tampines. Before that meet faizah 1st den headed over to the HQ to wait for the bus to come.

I am so healthy today, I actually walk 5km, but i didnt know that the 5km is really very long. Really had fun walking with chu zen, leanna, si jing, mui hoon, nuan qin and faizah. Thanks for coming down early in the morning and walk with us.

After the walk we head of to IMM for our lunch while waiting for my mother to come.

I went to Malaysia just now to see doctor, cause my mother friend say the chinese doc very good. When there, whatever the doc say was true, so he actually draw my bone behind to tell me my bone is not straight and because of this actually causes all my body for not functioning well. So he actually put 3 needle on my back and the feeling is really very pain. He actually put 1 needle in 1st and he turn in, the feeling is like a screw being inserted into your bone and screw in, there is really sound coming out. After that i hardly can walk and was feeling very giddy, but after awhile it gone, but the pain is still there.

Really hope i can recover cause I want to be a healthy person.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


I need a rest

My grandma is still not recovered yet, but there is still lots of things waiting for me to do. Beside working, have to come back and do all the housework and also have to brainstorm on project. Imagine Intergen event is coming on the 26th Sept, I am left with 1 month, but I have yet to touch any.

I think I do not have enough sleep cause I am having very bad headache this few days.

I am starting to miss everything of YOG. I should go and see one of the YOG competition too, if not don't know when will I have the chance to see it.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

14 August 2010, the day where I will not 4get.

All of us were expected to reach TBSC at 10.30am. We got our Delta 4 t-shirts too from our trainer. Was so touched to receive the t-shirts with story behind it. All of us change into our new t-shirt. We started chanting for free weather, our victory for the night show but lastly we have to chant for the speedy recovery of one of our member in the fire grp. Due to too much inhale of the flame she is in hospital now and couldn't perform on that day.

After that we have lots of show line up for us. We watch the NDP show under Soka item, follow by our own performance on the 11th Aug, the last rehearsal. Following by that we have our KAH who perform for us a korean dance, it was wonderful. Lastly we have all the trainer sing us the YOG theme song. All their performance were great, it really touches my heart.

Have to thank also all the WD and MD for their support, all of them chant for us from 1pm-7pm. Thanks so much for all the chanting.

Soon, we have to set off and head to F1 pit cause there will be road closure so all of us have to reach there early. The most trouble thing is we have to go through the security, the security is very tight. Reach there 1 plus, had our nice lunch. They actually show us the video for the whole performances. After that all of us were ask to take a short nap. So we actually had our nap, we was a wonderful short nap. After that we had our dessert Ice Cream. Follow by our young lion and byakuren singing us a song. Then shortly we had our dinner and get ourselves prepared for our performance.

Before we went down to take our prop, the sky wasn't in good condition, so started chanting. Soon, we went down to take our prop and get ready for our performance, wanna thanks all the young lion and byakuren we cheering us. To be frank I was really really scared, i did not feel confident at all. Although I have perform Chingay twice, but this time is really different, the whole world is looking at us.

The moment when we step into the performing my heartbeat was beating fastly, but I chant in my heart is really our last show, no mattar what we have to do it.

Know what our result? We score victory. Especially the dragon head really did a good job, they managed to went up the slope and also drive slowly so that all of us are able to form the dragon body. When i saw the moment, my tears really drop, cause out of all rehearsal we had not perform so well.

Yes, Wei Hao say we scored 500%. Thanks everyone for putting up the wonderful show. But then It is really a very sad thing, we won't be back to CHIJ, Mandai cap, Marina Bay platform for our training and rehearsal again. We won't be able to meet our trainers so often. After this few months of practice, everything is worth it. I must say i nearly cried but i didn't cried out. I really miss all of them.

As a group we went for supper and chit chat but not all came. When one by one leave we hug each other, the feeling is really very very bad. Suddenly i don't feel like leaving them. When can we meet again?

Another sad thing is that my grandma is in the hospital, dunno when will she be recovered. But I want to thank my trainer for supporting me all this while despite all the struggles I have faced.

A VERY BIG THANK YOU EVERYONE!

I LOVE YOU!

Monday, August 09, 2010


Happy Birthday Singapore

Surprise that I am home? Got to look after my grandma at home cause she is sick and also I didn't help out in any of the National Day. Firstly cause wanna let the junior to experience it. Secondly cause I am very tired due to my SYOG preparation, all my rehearsal will clash with all the national day rehearsal etc. Maybe shall take a rest next year so that I can help them.

So happy, holiday today, no work for me. But tml will be back to work again. The next happy thing is that Wednesday I am on leave due to my SYOG last rehearsal, is a very important rehearsal which I must not leave. Lastly I am taking leave on Saturday which is the Opening Ceremony of SYOG.

Although my leg hurts after all the rehearsal but I will not give up. I am going to put up my best show on the 11th and 14th Aug. I will miss all of my friends & trainer in Delta 4.

Sunday, August 08, 2010


Last 1 SYOG Rehearsal

Kind of miss everything now, miss all the time I had spent with them for this few months. Yesterday was my last second SYOG Rehearsal.

My trainer was awesome, never failed to provide us foods and sweets for every single training and they even made t-shirts for all of us. Feel bad if we don't need to fork out single cents.

On Saturday as usual went to work so i try to finish up my work quickly and left about 2 plus den i decided to meet them at the F1 pit cause i think by the time i reach TBSC they are leaving already. Reach there get ourselves change and get ready for our dinner. My grp member is like hungry ghost, keep eating non-stop. Dinner was not too bad. Soon after our dinner, we had our music run on our seat itself my counting aloud. Follow by that we are another music run but all of us stand up and starting to do the action on the spot. Actually was feeling quite nervous. After that we get ourselves prepared and went down to do warm up. Our costumes are really heavy and the prop is even heavier.

While queuing up for our turn to perform at the marina bay platform suddenly i felt very tired and having bad headache. But thanks to my trainer for the panadol and the water. Actually they wanted to replace me and ask me to rest but i insist on going down. Soon after it our turn, i really made it throughout until the very last moment where we have to run up very fast cause there is another performance. While running through halfway I almost wanted to give up. The Delta grp IC, Xi Yi wanted to help me to take the prop but I insisted of taking it myself. In the end Kenneth took away my prop, and Rui Ling too my helmet and my shirt for me. While Chu Zen accompany me. Thanks to all this people who have help me or take care of me.

I love you Kenneth and Rui Ling, thanks for being a good trainer of mine. Thanks for the encouragement along the way. I am so lucky to have known u all too.

I will make sure I will not fall Sick on the 11th and 14th, I will put up my very best show. I will continue to chant more and even more.