[Y]ing [H]ui: January 2007

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

think i am quite mad in drama show le..continue watching my show.. den in e afternoon meet christine at bus stop after her 3 months JC..den we went for our lunch den meet cui fen.. den all of us went sch together.. i keep on disturb christine cause she wearing sch uniform but got e TPJC badge la..

ah.. guides was terrible.. cause e sec 4s having test today until quite late.. so e teacher ask e sec 3s turn by turn to do e roll call.. and it was terrible done..actually also dun feel like talking to them much cause we dun quite like them except some..den e sec 3s dunno do how many time roll call..keep on repeating.. den e teacher wan us to scold them if they did wrongly..wa..ask us to b e bad pple..yeah!!! heard xin ying saying tat we will b having a combine camp wif e scouts.. cool.. but is in june..will b going back..think we wont b having combine camp for thinking day ba.. saded..we use to have.. gao yang actually wanna scared mi..but i dunno y i can sense somebody is walking towards mi so i turn back and saw gao yang...den gao yang was like seeing christine wearing e sch u den ask her 'thought u graduate le'..den i point to gao yang her badge..

omg.. O lvl results most probably coming out next fri lolx..die...die..so scared..den willie say he going to take too..cause he re-take his O lvl science.. omg.. elmer is so scarly lor.. whenever i not happy or not feeling well he also know..den he will like always talk to mi, joke wif mi.. den work closing today den he ask mi to wait for him awhile den he wanna send mi home..so gd of him.. den he also tell mi tat patimah wan mi to go simei there work..maybe few days..cause simei long john will b opened this fri..den they need strong pple there..

haix.. big headache now.. someone ask mi out on e 14 feb.. should i go??? is like we re 10 plus yrs friends..chingay training tml..

Sunday, January 28, 2007

ah..this morning my grandma vomit..den my auntie brought her to see doc..den chatted wif willie on e phone for 1 hr..thankx for helping mi..but i still think they wont let.. den afternoon went out wif my mother..den was so angry of my bro today.. dunno wad he wan.. later walk veri fast later walk veri slow..den go hide somewhere make us go round finding him.. den we went tiong bahru to see some clothing.. but alot clothing damm expensive so we didnt buy..den my sis say wanna take neoprint together..so we went to take..other day den upload..after tat we walk walk awhile den went back.. cause i have to work..and later my sis working too..

spend my time today cutting and pasting pic..cause tml 6 manager will b coming to look around.. omg..is 6.. and elmer put mi in.. so i will b facing e 6 manager..die..die.. so we must put up everything neatly.. omg.. think e board got alot my pic lolx.. den do closing wif my sis today.. den have to put neatly everything..omg.. yesterday some of them stayed until this morning 4.30 den go home.. cause they went to splash e whole floor during detailed cleaning.. den have to dry them..poor thing..

so scary will b facing them for 3 hrs..hopefully nothing goes wrong tml..yeah!! will b going back on tue for guides.. it have been a long time since we go back to visit them.. looking forward to tat day..

Saturday, January 27, 2007

[ChinGaY traIniNg]

ah.. burn midnight oil yesterday den cannot stand le so went to slp..den 5 plus in e morning woke up to help mi sis do her things..den type out e minutes of meeting for yesterday meeting.. den in e afternoon went to meet chau liang..den went long john to teach him study.. wa.. was so tiring..keep on wan to fell asleep..omg.. elmer cut my pic den paste on e board..is so funny lolx..

den after tat went for my training.. cause we meeting at 5pm at PA..den so gd of jessica she bought dinner for us..was chit-chatting wif willie while eating..he is so nice..den after eating we went for our training..ah..was raining again.. we had our physical training.. after which we tried our shoes..den was raining so heavily tat we cant have our training outside..so after we have tired our shoes..all of us chant until e rain stop.. and after 25 min e rain have stopped..so happy..and i kneel for 25 min den cant get up sia..

is so nice to have our training outside..yeah!! our grp is e most high today.. omg..our grp guys re actually making e our grp gals so high lolx..we have been laughing non-stop like mad pple..and our trainer re so happy.. cause they see us so high and we did veri well for today training..indeed all did veri well.. all of us have mastered it..well..next wed will b e last training b4 e pending..so we must really do veri well in order to keep this dance steps..was feeling veri dizzy after e training..cause was runny around and didnt have a gd slp.. den took some medicine..den we went for supper together..wa..we really damm high today..den after our supper we went home..

thankx for chee meng concern..ah..have not been eating at home for many days le..damm busy.. have to do some true heart stuff too..

Hopefully ouR chIngaY wIll b a sUccess!!!

Friday, January 26, 2007

yeah!!! i finished watching e show alreadi..den meet yan teng and koo jee.. we went to eat 1st den we went to orchard walk walk..we walk around e whole orchard..see clothing etc.. had fun today..cause think 1 month later den we managed to meet..bought something too..den after tat went for suPernovA meeting..

today meeting was ok..cheryl was like so excited when she see mi cause we nv see each other for veri long le..den i was appointed to become e secretary...i am sort of tired and busy to elborate more..after e meeting alex talk to mi abt True Heart thing and was suprised tat chee meng was there too.. den after e discussion went home.. my bad headache is bad againl..y??

i felt so bad..after so long he is still waiting for mi.. but i dunno y i currently cant faced any relationship..haix..and he say he will continue waiting..it took mi so long to actually type this entry..cause at e same time i am talking to yan teng, willie and michelle..and having bad headache now..now trying to help michelle..

den tonight going to burn midnight oil..ned to type out e minutes of meeting for today meeting..den mi sis got hw but she dunno..so going to help her do all e research everything cause she need to hand in by sun.. den she going to work tml and i cant take over her cause i have to go for my chingay training..so i going to help her tonight..ah..i am so tired now..

not going to continue le.. need to do lots of things..

Thursday, January 25, 2007

ah..e show 'smile pasta' is so nice...so funny and touching too..cant wait to finish watching everything..watch from morning till afternoon..also chatted wif jackson while watching..think by tml can finish all le=) den around evening went to long john to find my sis to pass her e shirt and pants..den gao yang was there too..

den elmer ask mi go in den chatted wif him..omg..aisyah say mi and my sis re twins..den nasri say we dun look alike..den elmer also say we abit look like twins..den do some stuff in long john den went for my yoga course den after tat went back there to wait for my sis.. den all of us chat..den aisyah went home at 10 den i help my sis in e closing..den help elmer abit also..wa.. 1st time i am doing everything in home clothes..so nice..

yeah!!! gonna meet yan teng and koo jee tml..so happy..think we gonna b mad le..den after tat den go for meeting..so nice of my trainer she actually tell us e download link for e chingay song.. and wif tat song i am gonna pratice veri hard..and make sure tat on e 3 feb e PA pple will b happy wif our performance..ah..i am so tired now..somehow i felt sick of eating so many medicine le..eat and eat but still not ok yet..

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

[cHinGaY traIninG]

went woRk slightly early cause elmer waN mi to help him..was quiTe buSy todaY.. jasMine so funny she say aisyah come so many things happened..e 2 counter tat she went botH got problem..den took e shirt from elmer for my sis..deN saw pei fen at long john..den after work quickly went home, changed den went for my training..meet koo jee at kallang 1st den we went PA together..

todaY training was not too bAd...ah..my leg is so pain now..omg..our grp is e 1st grp to try our coustume..got shock when they give us our skirt cause is like so short lolx..omg..den we went to try den some more must come out..worst is we must wear tube..luckily still haven finish making..cant believe tat..our trainer, jessica is angry of us again..think we re not up to her expectation yet..and she kind of scolded us..so this sat we gonna meet earlier.. so gd of our trainer, they actually wan to help us buy dinner..den willie wan to volunteer to buy.. 3 and 10 feb will b e most important day for us..so we must really have full attendance..

when i reached home received a bad news, my bro told mi tat my grandma went to e hospital.. haix..my grandma is getting more and more sickness..keep on sick..anyway she alreadi old.. i really cant bear to leave her..really..tml not working..wad shall i do???

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

[GrP 1 traIniNg]

continuing watching my 'smile pasta' in e morning..den got a shocked when i recevied phone call from long john..den jasmine ask where am i den she was like thought u working at 9am den i say nope..den she realised tat she made a mistakes..was so quiet e whole morning..omg..many pple re sick..cause we re breathing in e bad air..all because of e kitchen fan spoilt..yup..so ended late today cause too many pple..

so went home to rest for awhile den went to soka near e sarfra..cause sudden change of venue.. thx to willie..he went to buy a cake..cause today is brian b'day..well happy b'day to him..was so happy today..cause grp 1 is e most united grp.. always have e best attendance..so glad to see so many pple come today..and some pple actually stay as far as yishun..had our prayer today.. and it started wif 4 pple den slowly more pple come..and today willie led us wif e prayer..

after tat had our practice..and i was in willie grp..yeah!!!so happy tat i mastered my steps alreadi except tat i have to catch up wif e music..our IC comment on us and we comment on e IC too.. after tat we went down to have a celeration..had a cake..den suddenly jessica ask us whether we re in a relationship..den willie was like asking mi re u sure u dun have..he keep thinking i have a bf lolx..den we also chat abt wad is your longest relationship..and how long u crushed on a person etc..den after tat we went home..

well..gonna work tml again..after which going to meet koo jee den going for training..and our grp meeting early again..hopefully it doesnt rain tml..so happy..gonna meet yan teng and koo jee this fri..yeah!! finally we re going out..looking forward to see them..it have been since a long time since i last saw them..

Monday, January 22, 2007

started watching a new show named 'smile pasta'.. have been watching e whole morning...yup.. e show is so nice and funny..enjoyed watching..den went work in e afternoon..everything goes on smoothly..den give elmer 2 pic of mine..ah..cause must give..so no choice lor..

den went home in e evening..and do some of my own things and watch tv... later going to watch smile pasta again..tml going to work in e morning..den tml going to soka HQ at tampines tml.. cause our grp going to brush up our dance step tml..yup..so we not going on fri le..wonder who will b going tml lolx..den help to fold paper crane too while watching tv..think this few night almost everyday i also got something on..so i can onli teach my friends in e afternoon..

ah..i miss everyone..must really go out 1 day..anyway think will b going back sch next weeks ba.. cause this week alot pple cannot make it lolx..saded..

Sunday, January 21, 2007

gonna let u pple know tat today my blog will b quite a long entry..but u pple might not need to bring..somehow i feel like sharing my own testimonial..anyway woke up early and i am so tired.. think many pple also late..well..help to do something b4 tat..den we had meeting for like 1 n a plus hr..we talk abt lots of things tat is needed to b improved and our upcoming promotion..quite a meaningful meeting..den after tat all of us had our free breakfast..den went home to change..thought it would end quite early so didnt bring my clothing..ah..think today got some event ba..damm crowded today and thx elmer for e schedule today..wa..luckily he stay to do some admin work den can help us..if not think we die le..den we need to hand in 2 pic..omg..will b working less days next week..cause most of e night i will have something on..

below re some of my thoughts:

den went to meet jessica and eunice in e evening for a dialogue session..yup..had really a gd talk wif them..all of us shared our own experience so tat we re able to learn from each other gd points..wad all of us shared re some meaningful things which might b able to help us..for mi, i think i learnt quite alot of things..and somehow i know wad i should do next..and i am sure i am able to make it..really thankx alot to eunice who gave mi a newsletter on testimonal and many meaningful things..she also gave mi guidance..i am so glad tat i have trainer like them..really have to thankx willie, jessica and eunice for telling mi lots of things..

in my mind i have thought lots of things..i juz going to get on wif my life..is time for mi to set my prayer everyday and chant..and make sure it does help mi..think i am going to write down everyday prayer..i think my joinging this religion(soka) it did help mi alot from last time.. i am so happy and glad tat many pple out there re trying to help mi..and my friends re also expanding.. it means tat i have more friends to talk to..i am so glad tat i am friends from media, guides, Supernova, YEC, FD and chingay who re there to help mi..and i believed i will see my live changed..we shall all work hand in hand together..think i continue writing some pple might feel boring..

btw..got bad news..jessica say e PA pple will b coming down on e 3rd feb to see our performance..if they think e steps, music and formation re not gd we got to change everything.. so let us all pray tat we dun need to changed..cause we got no more time.. in order to put up a gd show all of us need to work hand in hand..

eunice jux came mi a inspiration poem and i will always remebered..

when u face an obstacle in life,
And you tried to strategise a solution,
solving the problem with your head instead of your heart.
making light of Daimoku
You will be defeated in the end.

It is diamoku.
Everything begins and ends with Daimoku.

rather than receiving million words of gratitude or
reading million philosophy books,
chant daimoku and pray.
everything will become as you envisioned.
everything will open for you.

after all,
it all comes down to how much daimoku you yourself chant.
if you chant,
you will naturally want to study.
if you chant daimoku,
your task at hand naturally become fulfilling.

there may be times when everything is just so hard for you.
there also may be times when you just feel so sad and
you cry yourself to sleep.
there may be times when someone hurt your feelings badly.

but at such times,
just come and knock on the door of my heart;
that door is always open for you.

my ears will always listen to your heart intently,
my eyes will fill themselves with tears of you.
if you are happy, you dont't need to say a word.
i will see that in your face.
but if you are unhappy,
just come and tell me everything.

i will carry the load for you,
and we will proceed together

BY: Daisaku Ikeda

Saturday, January 20, 2007

[TP oPen hSe anD ChIngAY prActiCe]

yeah!! enjoyed myself today.. today meet up wif shu chun, christine, cui fen and darell..den christine was e latest..den we went in to TP..when i 1st enter TP, e student were cheering..same as when i entered soka.. we went to all e sch except enginerring.. and e design sch we jux went in see see den come out le..lolx..actually not much thing also.. went into IT school, den guo wei came to find mi cause he was in tat sch..den we went business school..omg.. and actually one of e course your eng must b a A1 or A2..den saw serene, ying chee and terrance.. den after tat we went for lunch and walk walk around den we went out of TP..as wad some of e pple say.. this yr open hse is more lousy den last yr one..i think so too..

we went tampines mall and spent alot of time in e music juntion..hahax..den was veri tired den went to food court to see down and chit chat..oh ya..shu chun wanna organised a BBQ for e graduate..den maybe next tue we going back sch..cause dunno tue or fri e sec 1s guides coming.. den after tat we all left..den i went to PA for my training..and it rained..omg..den we went to e container room wif air-con..den we did warm up inside..after which we went out to e ground cause e rain stop..think some of e trainer and helper veri poor thing..they actually clean e ground so tat there will not b water cause they scared we fall..so we went out to practice..den after awhile it suddenly rain..although e trainer ask us whether we wan to go back in all of us insist den we finish e dance 1st..all all of us were dancing and running in e rain..although i am sick i continued..when e rain get veri heavy den we went in..omg..we re all wet..jux like we jux come out from a bath..think e trainer re veri proud of us..knowing tat e chingay is near we wont slip any chance of training..cause e container room is so much smaller den our exact space..den all of us chant in our heart and soon e rain stop all of us went out for our practice..

so happy today..we complete all our dance steps and formation le..omg..is so tiring..cause have to run here and there..e remaining days we will keep on rehearsal e whole thing le..today we also played one funny game den really make all of us laugh..e game is damm nice..all thx to tray kor kor..den after tat went back..willie and jessica say wanna meet this coming fri for brush up.. den is like which one should i go??haven decide..thankx to paul..he actually said tat he wanna accompany mi to chat cause i going home alone..

tml gonna wake up early..got meeting at 7.30..den afternoon back to work and evening going to tampines to meet jessica and eunice..omg..my day will b gone jux like tat..so sorri tina and mei hui..cant attend e FDGM tml..tina actually called mi to ask if i going tml cause i going to take my FD cert..so sorri..and thankx for passing mi e cert other day..

well..all e best to those who performing tml..and hope more pple will attend tml..is a 1 yr once thing..all e best to e graduate who will b putting a skit on human revolution and all e best to vivene who will b seeing tml.. there will b lots of nice song tml..

Friday, January 19, 2007

[SicK]

omg..couldnt breathe yesterday night den couldnt slp too..den this morning went to see doc wif my grandma..and e doc say my nose inside got swollen also dunno y sia..tat y i got difficulties in breathing den must use my mouth to breathe.. tat y i will cough onli at night and not much in e day..and e price of e medicine is also scary lolx..omg.. is a total of $185..and is 1st time my medicine is also ex..den my grandma one $100 plus..haix..too ex le..no choice???den i also dunno so many medicine lolx..must take total of 7 medicine..ah..dun feel like taking le..i nv take so much b4 too..

den went work in e afternoon..half way through my work manager, jasmine ask mi accompany her go buy new yr stuff to b put inside long john..yeah!!! had a nice chat wif jasmine..and she is nice too..so sorri cant help her to put up all e decoration cause i end early today.. den after tat went home to bath den meet li fen, nicolette and qi hao..den we were chit chatting cause quite long nv see le..den jin guang called n ask mi to bring them to blk 209..den some of them was complaining...they ask mi y go there i also dunno..i onli know tat must go there..after their event all of us settled down at e coffee shop..den suddenly got fever..feel like going home but haix.. den we also celebrated andrew b'day..at e same time also vote for chairman and vice-chair.. aNdrew will b e chairman den alex and chee meng will b the vice-chairman..den after tat went home..i cant stand e surrounding..thankx qi hao, li fen, nicolette, alex and chee meng concern..omg..cant believe e bus fare is so ex..

somehow i think i have lost everything and yes everything...i also dunno y??? i simply lost..wad went wrong wif mi?? everything suddenly changed..not a period of time but sudden change.. i really dunno..i dun care how u all wan to b.. i onli know tat tml i shall enjoyed going to tp open house wif christine they all..

Sometimes friends may not b by your side when u need help or maybe talk to u.. when your friends found someone tat she/he like to go along wif they will jux dump u one side.. maybe tat person treat her or make her/he more happy den u do..and i think he/she will nv b one of my best friends..

Thursday, January 18, 2007

haix..still coughing every night..den my grandma ask mi this morning go see doc den i dun wan go cause i take so many different kind of medicine le still not ok..den my grandma say later lung got problem den know..haix..she forced mi to go see doc tml..help to do housework again..

yesterday chat wif willie until quite late..we chat alot of things..had a nice chat wif him.. and thankx everything..

den went work in e evening and jux came back not long..being a spokesperson not too bad..i enjoyed myself..today help to translate again..den e auntie ask mi ask elmer when he was born.. den jux nice he e auntie daughter same age as him..and he is also born in e year of snake..same as mine..den e auntie say we must b careful next yr if not alot of problems will happened.. den she also say for pple who was born in e yr of snake better not eat watermelon..omg..i love watermelon..from today onwards i shall not touch watermelon le..den elmer ask mi to ask e auntie when he will b able to find a gf..den e auntie say actually not is a gd time to find a gf onli tat maybe he haven meet e gal..den today there is a new gal..she came here for training den she will b going to simei..will b working tml again..

omg..think i will b bored to death tml..tml my hse supply will b cut off until 5pm..den i cant do anything..do housework also cannot cause need water and electricity..ah..think i will start thinking far tml again..how???all because of e upgrade..ending my blog wif a pic taken wif my bro sometime ago but haven upload..

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

[ChinGaY traIning]

was lying on e bed e whole morning..couldnt get up..cause i was so dizzy..until my grandma come back from work in e afternoon den i can get up..omg..really had a bad flu and cough..must b due to e weather..always rain..haix..den after i took my medicine i went back to slp..

after tat woke up and go for my chingay training..meet joey and vivene at e control station den we went to PA together..dunno today got wad event at PA..suddenly so many pple and e MRT station is full of pple..as usual b4 all e training we had physical training 1st..den after tat we had to go to our formation..den mi, vivene and joey was like standing at e end den we could hear e raining sound..and soon after tat it started to rain..den we wear to e studio room to practice.. some of e steps have been changed..and gosh we have 6 formation altogether..today one can make mi veri blur le..but i believe i practice more i wont b tat blur anymore..must have confident..cause like wad jessica say our grp will b facing e VIP most of e time so must really perform well on tat day..thankx willie for his concern..he also told mi tat he know 1 of my friend cause he see my friendster pic..

vivene going to perform this sun FDGM..i think i try my best to go down to support u all and attend my last yr FDGM..was suppose to help out in e skit of human revoultion which is going to perform by FD graduate..but was working so couldnt help them in e skit..and i felt so sorri..anybody also can go..although we have ticket but is not compulsory to have e tickets.. going to work tml evening..

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

omg..e flu medicine tat i take is so strong lolx..when i wake up..i cant even walk properly den i went back to lie down again..den tidy up e whole hse again..dunno why i keeping tidying up things lolx..den play audition and check something..haix..my sound turn bad sia..cause got bad flu..den those who call mi also know..den went for work in e afternoon..haix.. everywhere i go i see pple selling new year things..hate to see those things lolx..

den after i reach there awhile it started to rain..den jasmine so funny...she say i so heng..i reach den rain..den she going back soon..today got 2 new pple coming for training den they will b going to simei to help out..so today everything was quite slow..cause e new pple learning..den they cant take too fast so have to wait for them..have fun working today..didnt have appetite to eat again..thankx elemer and e rest of e pple for their concern..thankx elemer for his concern abt my safety..he keep asking mi whether i can go home alone anot..den today also got a few pple come for interview..

bliss sms mi whether i wan pei her go back for guides this fri..so sorri..cant go wif her cause working..yeah!! i am off tml..but at night going for my chingay..haix..my schedule is all full.. everyday also got things..not working means got other things to do..going to take my cough and flu medicine le..

Monday, January 15, 2007

Change my blOg thIs morninG..cause wanna occupy myself by doiNg somethinG..den plaY audition too..yeah!! i lvL 12 le..actuallY quite slow la..cause i spent too much taking e teSt le.. den in e afternoon went for worK..todaY business was gd..causE not raining heavily..den around 9 onwards not many pple le..cause most of them have sch tml so have to slp early..

den today e stock came..so stock up everything wif aisyah..den thurs e stock coming again.. oh ya.. we also had a new manager today called jasmine..she is quite a gd manager..cause manager patimah going to simei on 22nd..so jasmine will take over her..now we have veri gd manager le.. den sad to say some of them will leave us and go to simei.. think 3 of them ba.. den my sis coming to work on 22nd..was suprise to see my sis, ying chee and jin guang come..cause i nv thought they will come.. didnt have e appetite to eat..cause i eat also tasteless de..den auntie tay see mi nv eat den ask mi to bring all e chicken back to eat..but couldnt eat so ask jin guang and ying chee to bring home..was coughing and having running nose today..thankx elmer for his concern..he treat mi veri gd one..thankx jin guang and ying chee for accomany mi home too at late hr..after work when i see my hp i see so many miss call..and i am not going to call back also..den this sun morning going to have long john meeting early in e morning..everybody must come..

received a letter from tina and mei hui..they wan mi to go to e FD concert on 21 jan which i was suppose to help out but do not have e time..ah..i nearly 4got tat this sun got e concert..den i working..should i change e schedule??and is also e last FD concert tat i will b attending to.. after which i will b going to SD le..den jessica suddenly ask mi when i free to have lunch or dinner.. den i meeting her this sun after my work..dead..cause they will sure talk alot of things one..and was suprise tat she say eunice will b going too..omg..think i am going to slp soon..jux taken medicine..

jux now see jin guang folding e crane i began to think tat i always fold crane cause i hope one day i will have a perfect family..actually i am daydreaming..tat y i got alot of crane..no mattar how much i fold it will nv come true..

[sUn: cAssanDra b'day]

was watching 'shen qing mi ma' e whole morning..den afternooon went work..ah..e weather this few days so cold..den got flu and cough..today my work quite relaxing.. cause not many pple.. den we going to check all e stock today..den spent most of my time counting..so fun.. had alot of fun there..den we finish everything around 12.. den we went home after tat..

haix..i going to work until veri late everyday den couldnt see my siblings..so sad..didnt have e chance to talk to them..wonder when will i have e chance to talk to them..weekends???finally i finished watching 'shen qing mi ma' le..omg..e show is so nice and so touching..and it is so touching tat made mi cry..actually i veri easy cry de.. wonder which show will i b watching next??there will soon b many new show coming out in feb..all in channel u lolx..i am tired, but i cant slp..wonder when can i have a happy family??? there isnt once when i come home my parents re in..i got no parents to talk to..well..as wad i say b4 i wont post e unhappines thing here..and now i am going to write another entry in a book..

Saturday, January 13, 2007

[Metta Flag Day]

here to blog again.. dunno y today so early blog..maybe too tired le after doing some True Heart stuff..went for CIP in the morning..my sis went today cause her basketball cancelled.. so we meet gao yang and yong lin at pasir ris MRT control station..den yong lin was late so we waited him..omg..yong lin pro sia..go cycling wif his friends until this morning 6 plus den he overselpt..den we went to fill up our names and take e container..after tat all of us decide to go to simei..we thought nobody was there but got metta student there also..

my sis and gao yang went together den mi and yong lin together..hahax..both mine and my sis one is heavy..den yong lin and gao yang one was like..had fun there.. den after i finish chatted wif yong lin..den he saw his friends and they thought i am his gf..omg..wasnt true.. den gao yang came to find us..den we saw bernice..after tat we went for lunch..thankx yong lin for e drinks.. den after tat we went back to whitesands..enjoyed ourself today..den they gave us souvenir..it is a torch light..den after tat yong lin went back cause he meeting his friends later..den e rest of us went tampines.. bought books for my bro, den my sis bought stationery, den gao yang wanna buy books but couldnt buy..see wad book i can find den give him..den we went century square to watch movie..alot of NC16 show den my sis couldnt watch..so we watch kongfu majoing 3.. e show is so funny lor..thinking back...think 1 yr i nv watch movie le..den we walk walk around after tat went home..

wanna buy christine present which is alreadi over..too busy le..den wanna buy something for xin ying too..cause she bought mi christmas present..like abit veri bad like tat..ah..realli looking forward to our outing on e 20th..i got alot of children home contact...should i organise one day to visit e children home???wad should i do tml morning??onli know tat tml afternoon i working..oh ya..my sis going to work on mon, wed, sat and sun..cause my grandma keep on spending $ on us..its time tat we use our $..every shop tat i went they play e New Year song.. i hate New Year..cause something will sure happened de..they will quarrel this quarrel tat..NO PEACE! i really HATE New Year alot..

Friday, January 12, 2007

[raIninG agAin]

ah..i am still veri tired..in e morning continue to watch 'Sheng Qing mi ma' den after tat went to east point popular to buy books for my bro..den still got 1 couldnt find..haix..stupid rain..when i go out not raining..so i 4get to bring my umbrella..den after tat rain heavily..and i am so wet..den come back tat time still raining..den after tat rest for awhile and went for work again..no pple when there is rain..den when e rain stop there is alot of pple..have fun working today..

den have been translating alot today..cause my manager onli understand eng and e auntie speak in chinese..so have to help them translate..and most of them there re malays..so funny lolx..e afternoon shift auntie say alot of thing abt e morning shift auntie..wa..e morning auntie not gd sia..she so bad de lor..den today have to count all e $ for e 3 counters..

so tiring..tml have to wake up early for CIP..den after tat dunno do wad..den at night going for chingay..my sis say she not going tml instead she wan to go basketball..maybe to her playing basketball is more important..

Thursday, January 11, 2007

[RaiNinG]

went work in e afternoon..ah..today weather was bad..rain heavily e whole day..so not much pple come today and we re so relax..finally saw wei fen today at long john..so long didnt see her le.. spend most of our time chatting..my manager, elmer is sick yesterday..hope he is better..see him today like not veri gd like tat..spend abt half an hr talking to elmer...den today stock come..so help to put everything in proper place..so sad..some of e pple will b going to simei..cause simei opening soon..

den at night went for my yoga class wif my aunt..when i see how tired my grandma is i get veri upset..she have to go work every morning..den now she still need to go look after my 4 yrs old cousin..cause my aunt jux send her maid away..den my grandma still cook for us..and this morning she having headache and stomach pain..den she still have to look after my cousin..haix.. her stomach still haven ok cause didnt go for operation..when i see my grandma i cant slp every night..she veri poor thing..

tml morning going to buy books for my bro to do..hopefully i wont have headache..if have also must go..den i also have a new friend called 'YES'..den today chee meng told mi tat ken wan mi and my sis to attend course on 20 and 21 jan..

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i am still feeling veri tired..den actually this morning wanna go buy my bro books de but got headache so didnt go buy..think tml or e day after den buy ba..my manager called mi and ask mi go early..but need to cook and wait for my bro to come back for lunch so went after my bro came back..and today is also my bro 1st day of tution..

damm funny lor..yesterday not much pple..den today suddenly so many pple come..cannot estimate whether got pple anot..had fun working wif all of them..wa..didnt know tat got 1 gal like my manager..she came here to eat everyday lolx.. den after my work..walk pass mac and saw li fen inside so i went in..den help her to solve some math qns..she damm hardworking..everyday go there do all her hw 1st den went home..tml got sch and is alreadi 10 plus and she is still there..start watching a new show yesterday at you tube..veri nice lolx..e show is silence(shen qing mi ma)..think i am addicted to e show le..

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

[veri tireD]

went work in e afternoon..and know 2 new gal today..omg..got 1 gal i thought she onli 17, 18 yrs old but she 21 yrs old..cant believe tat..had fun chatting too..actually e manager wan mi to work more hrs today but i cant cause have to bring my bro to my tution there..den suddenly today got 4 pple sick lolx..today got 1 big grp of guys veri funny lor..1 of e guy say they have long john member den e friends say u thought u eating at KFC ah..cause KFC got member.. den they ask us to have a member card den got 30% off..hahax..

after my work den bring my bro to my tution teacher there.. cause my grandma ask my bro tution there as he will b taking his PSLE this yr..den his results is damm bad..den my tution teacher wan mi to help my bro buy 4 books..den tml he will start tution..so tml morning need to go popular buy books.. so tat he can do tml..ah..i am so tired today..dunno y..keep on yawning but cant slp..going to work until veri late tml..guess tml will b a tiring day for mi..this few days my headache is bad again..and is really veri pain..like got something in my brain like this..

Monday, January 08, 2007

was slacking e whole morning..clean and tidy up everything..did some of True Heart thing.. den going to have 2 CIP coming up..finally i come up wif e committee table alreadi..but going to do some editing 1st..den play audition in e morning too..wanna chat wif pple in e morning also dun have cause all went sch le..den in e afternoon went work..so sad.. i went for work den my siblings come back..so didnt have e chance to talk to them..den when i came back they slp le..my work end at 11pm today..damm tired..

enjoyed chit chatting today..den always disturb pple..my manager always sure make pple laugh one..den today know 1 more new gal..den tml my manager wan mi to teach e new gal tat will b coming tml..we owed our manager a chinese girlfriend..so sad..he off tml den no fun le..cause e other manager quite fierce..i'm veri tired alreadi..hopefully i can slp well..

Sunday, January 07, 2007

[aVeraGe moOd]

weNt work in e morning..today my work was so funny..e manager is learning chinese den we had alot of fun chatting..cause he like one of e manager trainer den she left yesterday and went to other branch le..den we keep on make fun of him..den he say he cannot like her cause she go bf le..den he say he wan a chinese gal more preetier(hahax)..den tml will b working until veri late..

den my sis came and find mi, later on gao yang came..den we went to city hall 1st cause gao yang waNna chanGe his shoe sizE..den after tat we went to taMpines maLL..caUse i wanna buy thingS from popular..deN ying cHee ask mI wanna gO find her caUse she alsO in tamPines maLL..omg..we saW yao xIng again..actually after tat wanna gO watch movIe..but alot NC16 den my sis cant watch so didnt watch..den andrew called sO we meet hiM at e 1st floor..den gaO yang weNt home cause his motHer will sCold him..den my sis, andrew, jin guang, ying chee and mi went east point..we went arcade den they play e basketball game..deN after tat they went for dInner den we went home..dunNo y...suddenly feel like spending moRe time wif my grandma, eat e food tat sHe cook etc..

so tireD today..den i slePt in e buS..need go seE doc le dunno wad happEned to my leg lolx..looking forward to see christine, shu chun etc..will all b goIng to TP open hse on e 20th.. e daY where wE will enJoyed ouRselves..

[YesterdaY enTry]

well..didnt bLog YesTerdaY cause was playing audition uNtil veri latE den was vEri tireD so went to sLp..was sLacking at home yesTerday moRning..den watch 1 movie calleD 'The Host'.. e shoW quitE nicE to watch..deN in e EvenIng went fOr ChingAy practIce at PA.. weNt to meet joey and vivene at KallAng MRT staTion 1st..but vivene wAs laTe so wE went 1st and meEt her tHere..deN our grp wAs e spirit bOoster for e ChingaY..deN our leaDer asKed us to sIng a soNg..

our eXcerise wAs daMm tiring sia..dO all e strechiNg, ruNning, juming jet etc..afTer tat we praCtice back our last week formAtion and bruSh up soMe of e steps.. AfTer tat we hAve e 2nd forMation..and e Steps is e sAme excePt tat e odD no Have to dO e opp siDe..after tt aLL e grp will have a tiMe sLot wheRe e leadEr will knOw them mOre..deN our grP practIce e sOng tat we gOing to siNg..omg..our wiLlie kor koR so cute lolx..we also had spirit booster froM RHQ3 den theY play games wiF us..afer whiCh is our tuRn..everyThing turNs out gd..aNd we had ChingAy cheer b4 we enD e daY..

deN saW aNdy at PA also..caUse he gOt dizi there..sUddenly this feW daYs keep Seeing hiM.. den afTer taT went baCk wiF joey..deN plaY audItiOn wiF yAnteNg..

gOing worK laTer den goIng to taMpines maLL to buY thingS..stiLl noT suRe whO wiLl b gOing..

Friday, January 05, 2007

did not work today so went east coast in e morning..actually jin guang wanna accompany mi there but he was too tired so he fell asleep..actually i use to going alone le..is quite nice to sleep over there..after tat my media juniors call mi at they at mac..ask mi go help them..so i went to meet them..had so much fun..den kuan hon talking all e nonsense..den after tat i meet jin guang for lunch...den went back to sch..

had alot of fun chatting wif my media and guides junior..miss them alot..thankx for missing mi too..will visit u all when i have e time..den yong lin say he wanna come back today so he meet mi in sch..both of us have e same thinking..we feel like coming back to sch again..den both of us chit chat for awhile..den help them to set up e PA system..wad happened to our media teacher?? they didnt assigned duty for tonight campfire in e end they volunteer themselves..in e end chau liang and kuan hon stay..den gao yang ask mi whether wanna go t-mart wif him to buy things..den yong lin and xiao mei went too..haix..is a sad thing tat most of e teacher left le.. cause most of them re gd teacher..maybe 1 day i come back i dunno most of e teacher..

den yong lin keep on asking mi i wanna eat anot he wan to treat mi..so happy tat we re all still in contact..den he say next time got CIP must ask him go..dunno wad to say abt him la..ask him to smoke less but it seem dun work..anyway thankx for your concern..den after tat went to bedok cc to help my sis collect her scholarship..den went i wear back sch u..like abit funny funny one..maybe too long didnt wear le..den bee cheng was also there..

somehow i think we re getting further apart..or maybe i am thinking too much...did i do something wrong or???think is time to put aside all this things..i dun care alreadi..

i realli veri e pek chek..my mother jux now came to collect e letter and say so much thing..they think they still small..if u still wan to fight e case up to u..anyway there will not b any benefit to us..i am getting veri frustrated and get angry easily...i really dunno wad to do...i am lost..my auntie they all starting to mistaken mi as my mother..they say i look like my mother alot..they were worried i will like my mother..will i follow her footsteps???i really dun wan to b like my mother.. sometime i really dun feel like blogging those unhappy thing le cause dun wan to let so many pple know..maybe i should write it somewhere else all my unhappy thing at 1 go..dun feel like continuing le..shall planned my day tml..

Thursday, January 04, 2007

feeling much better today le..thankx to all my friends for their concern...wake up veri early this few days..cause e moment my sis wake up, i cant slp alreadi..in e end i wake up e same time as her..went work today..somehow i find tat my work place is same as my classmate..had alot of fun chatting ard and disturbing pple..had also a veri gd manager who joke wif us all e time..

after work brought food for my grandma to eat..den after tat went for my Yoga..so tired..tml got sec 1s orientation campfire..so sorri, i cant attend..cause have to help my sis go collect her scholarship award at bedok cc..den tml i also going to collect my Eagles award..shall go down tml afternoon due to too many pple asking mi to go le..shall pay them a visit too..den e Media pple wanna mi to help them wif e proposal..i see wad i can help them den..den after tat maybe going to visit my guides junior..miss all e fun and laughter while spending e time wif them..suddenly miss all of them alot..b4 going to sch i going somewhere 1st..

sometime i really hate to open e letter box but i have been telling myself, if i dun open i cant jux let it full and do nothing to eat..and today i receive a government letter tat is for my mother and is from legal aid..those pple who know wad is tat will know wad going on..sometime i really hate them y must they do all those stupid things..and in e end is we e one who suffer..have been receiving government letter now and then..y???

haix..my grandma is alreadi old..she cant possible live tat long..cant imagine if my grandma 1 day will b gone wad will happened to mi, my sis and bro..my grandma have been looking after us when i was borned..i cant bear to leave her..and my grandma health is not tat gd anymore..i am so scared..

Here are some of my wish and dreams for 2007:
1) Good health for my bro, sis, grandma and auntie
2) Get good results for my O lvl
3) wish tat my bro, sis, grandma and auntie will b happy everyday without worrying
4) wish tat there is no more cases(dun wish to attend court anymore)
5) wish my parents can do their job as a parents
6) wish tat all e unhappines and bad memories will b all gone
7) hope tat my parents dun give us any more trouble
8) hope everything will b settled by this yr

*cant think of others yet..my brain is tired..think of other den updates..

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

well, not going to update anything abt today cause i am SICK..having fever and bad headache..when i am better den update..going to sleep..hopefully i can sleep..

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

decided to blog early today cause was veri tired..my eyes wanna close le..as usual went work in e morning..den actually thought of after work going home to take a nap..den when i reach home my sis ask mi whether i wan to go wif her cause she meeting her church pple..den she say today so called last day go out le(tml sch reopen)..so no mattar how tired i am i decided to go..she meeting her leader at city hall den one of them say meet at suntec starbuck in e end is city hall there de starbuck..haix..

today my sis leader ask them to write down their goals and dreams for 2007..den they also give mi a paper..but i cant think of any..den they were talking to my sis den i was so tired tat i fell asleep awhile..i nv see so tired of mi b4..den after tat she say wan go walk walk awhile.. den we meet gao yang at tampines..we went popular to see things 1st..feel like cooking for my grandma to eat..den we walk to 201 cause gao yang wanna buy e cloth for e orientation..

i am really veri tired to blog somemore..i got no more strength..shall update tml..

Haix..felt so weird staying at home wif my sis onli..den couldn’t slp well so woke up early..den I continue watching e show ‘1 Litres of tears’ is so touching lol..and I cried.. and suddenly I feel like going a lot of place this fri..i also dunno y I wan to go back those places..who wan to go wif mi?it will nv b a happy outing..need to find at lest 1 pple to go wif mi or else I will become mad de lol..had a lot of fun working..

Went out in e evening to celebrate my uncle b’day..so gd..he was born in 1 jan.. All of us went for dinner together at mount faber..and is my 1st time there..so nice..we had steamboat..den so gd of tat restaurant..they gave us free fish cause they say we got a lot of pple..den after tat went to Kbox..somehow I think tat I become my auntie child like tat..cause whenever we went out our parents re not there..den pple might think we re my aunt child..1 thing I hate my father thinking tat in his heart I am not e biggest child..i am e fifth child..long story..wad e use of having a parents when they dun even care and take care of us??

Somehow I wan to b my cousin like tat..he is onli 3 yrs old..den dun need to worry anything also..cause he dunno anything tat y he is leaving so happy now..i think when he grow up he will b sad too..e next day my sis and my bro will b going to sch le..den my grandma also go for work..cant imagine when I wake up nobody is at home..somehow I dun like e feeling of staying at home alone..due to….

Wad I wanna do now is to do anything or give up anything as long as my aunt, grandma, sis and bro re happy..i dun care anything le..as long as they re happy I am also happy..will b changing my blog skin soon..cause wanna waste more time..

Monday, January 01, 2007

[End of year 2006][Starting of year 2007]

was actually thinking of waking up late today..but i received a call from long john tat they wan mi to work earlier cause got 1 person cannot make it so i went down..know new pple today..kelvin is so funny lolx..keep saying jokes and make pple laugh and today will b his last day cause sch reopen soon..den 1 of our manger is also leaving cause she dun wan work le..had so much fun there..

den gao yang and my sis came to meet mi..den so kind of auntie, she treat us eat..den after tat we went to meet jg and yc..yc told mi tat they will not b late so we reach there in time..but they were late..so we went to whitesands to walk walk..had alot of fun there too..den we went to e coffee shop to meet them(last time my aunt stay near there)..den we waited veri long for them so we played games..when they came, they order some food.. i onli ate half of e rice and e other half gave to my sis..after tat went to downtown east..and we went to find cheryl..omg.think too long didnt see bing hui le tat y he seem to change alot..den after tat we were wandering abt and couldnt think of wad to do..so my sis ask them to come my hse as my grandma and bro not at home again..den saw samantha working there den when andy wave to mi den i realise tat he is working there too..(tat is e past)

watch ghost movie at my hse den after tat they left..cause is alreadi late..haix..somehow i dun like my hse too quiet lor..dunno y..and my sis is sleeping now..wanna thankx all my friends who wish mi Happy New Year..love them lots=)think today i might b more happy den e past few years..somehow i think there is a big gap between mi and him..my brain not functioning now so cant think of wad my goal or dreams for 2007 think next time den update..working tml again:p

oh..was edited to e show "1 Litres of tears"..e show is so nice and touching..think it can really make pple cry tat y is called 1 Litres of tears..haven finish watching e show..shall continue tml:p oh ya..nearly 4got something, Chee Meng wanna wish all his friends Happy New Year cause he is not in s'pore so cant tell u Happy New Year so he ask mi to tell u all..

HaPpy NeW YeaR to All! wIsh aLL youR dreAms wIll cOme trUe anD suCcess in evErytHing u dO. TaKe caRe frIends:p

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