[Y]ing [H]ui: September 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Tired

Work in OUB was really really very blur for me. Dunno wad happened to me, i actually alight at city hall station and when i was abt to tap my card, suddenly i remember the place is at raffles instead of city hall. but i found my way there. the shop is really really very small, everything is so cute. That includes the small tray, small oven, small fridge, everything also small.

think today in OUB is a nighmare for me and daphne after juli left. Over there, lunch period was really really very busy, cause of the small tray although we did alot but is still not enough. imagine we actually bake e cookies from 12 all e way to 7pm and we actually say sorry and get scolded by customers lots of time. and we cant find alot of things cause is my 1st time there.

i actually went all the way down to bugis to take some batter, cause customer wants. Well, after juli went off me and daphne was so worried. today end month lots of tHings to do. in e end was suppose to go back 8pm, we only managed to finish everyting at 8.15pm.

oh, the things over there were expensive too, daphne brought one cup of fruit juice for $7, i gt a shock when she come back telling me this.

can see that wei li is so sleepy, cause one of their best friend is back for only 10 days, so daphne, wei li they all have been staying out late till very late den come back den next day got to work. so wei li actually ask me to help her work tml. actually i was so scared la, cause i nv work morning alone b4 lei. and somemore i nv do muffin b4, but daphne roughly tell me how just now, so i am going to try out tml, hopefully it turn out gd.

So going to slp early cause i am tired too, have been working everyday since sat and all e way to thurs. This is the 1st time i have been working like tHis.

Going out with media pple tml after my work, not going to work until too late. well, my leg not ok yet, like 1 week plus. Aiyo, my sch timetable is out already which means sch starting already.

Happy B'day to my Uncle

was so tired yesterday which i slept abit earlier and is like 2 plus in the morning. Work for me was really really very tired cause i was tired. yesterday the whole shop was like a mess. cause pple order hamper den gt stock coming in, got no time tat we just leave it all around. thank jenny for coming down to wrap the big hamper cause all of us dunno. had fun chatting wif daphne and an qi again, but was still feeling very tired. Due to hari Raya our sales is abit better. Somehow i feel like a fool again cause of somethings.

was chatting with han hong on the community service part. suddenly i just feel like giving up all. my day tml is kept for the media pple and sun for the guides pple. Imagine after 1 month of holiday den we gt sometime to meet up. Miss all of them.

Fun email with judith

Me: Can send me the application form by the next meeting

Judith: No problem, try to do it before end of this month, means tml la..hahaha

Me: Thank Judith

Judith: ying hui done as promised, tomorrow, now is tomorrow, 12.07am.

Me: Thank alot

Judith: Huh? You also slp late? Panda eye tml hor. I have hubby already, so never mind. You hor....Nite Nite.

Later going to OUB with daphne to work, all malay pple not working. will be very busy today, end of the month, den need to change the price on the cashier. everyone will be very busy. Anyway OUB close at 8pm so i am only working until that time dunno if i should go down to cc to pass joanna something.

This is what i got for suraini:

Pooh Fan

Pooh one

Got her the green colour one, hopefully she like it

Our New Bags:

My grandma

My auntie (most expensive one)

Finally Mine

Monday, September 29, 2008

Pictures

Dunno which pig complain i nv put pictures, here is the pictures. yesterday morning went to see the chinese physician den my auntie come my hse and we start choosing which bag we want to buy, cause my friend going to send the order on tue and in 2 weeks time our new bag will arrive. Each of us have choose wad we want, including my grandma also want. Then my uncle fetch me to simei to meet someone to take pooh fan for suraini. Then went straight to work. Although work was so tired for me cause i have been working straight 4 days but luckily gt an qi and su wei, we keep talking the whole day. then we ask su wei abt their life in china then su wei ask us abt s'pore.

actually is so nice to work in bugis, with so many pple coming down everytime and we keep talking and laughing. Jenny b'day coming soon, each of us chip in $32, think is e 1st time i chip in so much. 3 shop pple sharing but we buy very expensive things for her. think yesterday me and an qi have the most fun dinner together, whenever we sit down and eat 1 mouth, there will be customer de and we walk up and down cause su wei haven learn English yet.

although was so damm tired when i reach home, but managed to finish the proposal for xin ci, cause tat justin so bad dun wan to do. after that went for some online shopping and saw alot of cute things will upload some picutre next time. then was talking to neil, han hong and zheng kang. Helping han hong to look for some old folk home as promised.

Just send my bag order to sze en only, help yan teng to send too cause she charging me cheaper. Also just finish my minutes for Sentosa Links. As for my inter-generation meeting this fri i yet to complete everything. so tired but later going to work again.

Look out for my next entry, things i got for suraini.

Photos: Outing on the 25th Sept

Orchard MRT Station

We drank

and ate this for the whole day. The only meal for me.

Lay Ting & Yan Teng

Me and Lay Ting

Poor Photographer. Guess who?

The 3 of us and the most nicer picture

3 of us, but poor background.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

tired & fun day

Went out in the morning with my sis, we went to suntec cause she wanna play arcade and win the dolphin for her friend. We win without spending lots of $ and we also exchange the sweet for a new prize. den we went walk walk together b4 i meet the person to collect my clothes.

den after that i went to work. was talking the whole day again. now got 1 china girl join us for 2 yrs, well, she cannot speak english, so she cannot do alone until she learn how to speak English. But she is a nice girl, chat with her too.

was so tired to blog in details, just now xin ying call me to ask for help cause her sis xin ci need to do some volunteer job so will try to help as much as i can. then was chatting with justin on the phone just now. Nice person to talk to, was talking on lots of things but the main topic was girls again. His favourite.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Excited

Went out yesterday with yanteng, b4 that went to Singapore post to do something 1st den go to POSB bank to change my address. We went Orchard 1st, but we only went to far east plaza cause the rest too high class to go le. But we brought nothing. None of the shoes i like but that person got shoes she like but never buy.

Then after that we went to white sands 1st, yanteng got e box she wants. Den still thinking whether to buy that pooh bear cup for suraini anot. Will upload the photos what i brought for her, not secret cause she dunno i got blog. den went to downtown to meet lay ting b4 we head over to E-hub. They wanted to play bowling but so many pple, my leg not ok yet, so nv thought of playing.

We went arcade to play lots and lots of games. cause i still got lots of coupon, top up $10 get $10 free. so must use finish since is free. Was so excited when some games we play gt the coupon coming out one, is a long time since i saw le. Felt so bad that i left them halfway.

Meet my sis after her work den we went to arcade to play again. then we went to cc for meeting. but none of them turn up. Only kelvin and cassandra was there.

was so excited talking to joanna in MSN, we going to use CC kitchen to do cooking and baking with the WEC cause ingredients free de, den we trying to bring in some project during nov so can bring in more $, den we going to use room 1-1 for karoake and wii. then while discussing we were waiting for rezal to say YES. den we thought of asking alvin and jason back to play, so i actually ask msg alvin. the both of us were so excited we cant wait for the things to happen. Going for baking and cooking with verlyn, guess so far only me and verlyn like.

Just finish some of my leo club report. tml and sun going to work.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

My legs are tired

Went to work in the afternoon, was so call slacking in the morning. Work was enjoyable for me today but all of them bully me. was chatting wif jenny abt henny, den she gt kicked to tampines mall den we say after awhile we ask steven see whether he work wif her gd anot=)

then all of them disturb me wif e guy opp la. den now tat guy keep giving us free food, i felt so bad lei. Really had alot of fun time chatting wif all of them. But as usual some of their conversation i dun understand cause all branded stuff one. All of them buy those branded stuff one, so i told them if gt unbranded stuff one tell me. Image they can buy 1 bear over $1000 like tat, wa, i see le also heart pain.

my legs are so tired when i walk back. oh, si jing came and find me and we exchange notes. den later on chu zen, nuan qin and mui hoon came and find me too, and they keep coming back and find me den we keep chatting. i think i chat more den i work.

going out tml, although i still got lots of things to clear. anyway me and joanna was so eager of something, let check out during the next yec meeting. But most important the 2 main pple must be there. and i was busy buying pooh bear tHings online for suraini.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Sentosa Links Meeting

Applying medicine the whole day on my leg and took medicine, hopefully i can recovered fast. yesterday finish up all wad i wan to finish until 2 plus in e morning. Manage to make all my way down to cc for meeting. Had dinner wif steven and kelvin ong at mac.

was quite happy with today meeting, really thank kelvin ong for helping out in this event and of course really thank alot tat alvin came down today. everything goes on smoothly, except was very angry of something. really very angry.

chat wif kelvin ong and alvin while waiting for their bus, den i took cab home, cause my leg was very tired and weak to take bus home. How stupid i can be i am actually chatting wif kelvin ong online and i am crying.

was so touched, really thank for everyone concern lei, esp joanna, hyder and suraini whom i dunno them long. well, although i am not fully ok but i need to go work, work seems more important for me.

oh was looking some online shop and was finding suraini b'day present, her favourite pooh bear, going to find one very nice one for her.

Monday, September 22, 2008

My leg hurts

was suppose to collect shirt from that person but cannot find e person so we end up eating in clementi, after eating went to work. work was ok for me but later on something happened, dunno wad happened my leg loose joint gave me problem, so i thought awhile only. so i actually rest for awhile, but e pain is still there. while working was enduring the pain, when we have big order to do.

wanted to go pharmacy to buy some medicine to apply, when i walk out of the shop i cant walk any further already, thank bee chin for buying for me. was so suprised after that tat guy actually deliver free food for me. dunno wad to say. then wei li ask me how i going home later when i am like that so i actually ask joanna for help. but in e end it was diverted to another person. anyway still thank for coming to fetch me. is the 2nd time i trouble him already, felt quite bad over it.

think my leg should b bettter ba, whole night did not slp at all, keep applying medicine hopefully i can be ok by tml. cause i gt a important meeting tml that i cant postponed. just hope that by tonight my leg will be ok. is quite difficult to get pple like alvin, verlyn and kelvin ong to come down for the meeting.

i am already feeling quite bad that i cant help hyder and suraini today. but really thank suraini lei, she actually me whether need hyder to bring me to see doc anot. i think whenever i started to talk about the topic, i get very angry and very upset over it. Like wad someone say i am even more busy than him. my schedule is all so packed that i dun have much time to go out wif friends.

still half way through all my proposal etc, things to get ready for the coming meeitng. maybe is time for me to take some break after this yr. how i wish someone can be there when i need help in all ways.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

The world is so small

As usual work in my aunt office 1st, well, spent the whole day yesterday help them to pack all their things into box. den after that went to FA to work. oh, the world is so small, my new colleagues not only same school as me, but same course, same CCA as me. But she is only 1st yr student. Although she is in leo club, but so far she only went for 1 activities. Her form teacher is tat ng su ling, the teacher that i hate the most. cant believe that we are actually working together.

1 of my shirt is here already, later going with yt to collect, must take hers and wear. then going to work later as usual. well, told daphne something yesterday, really thank for some advice. Well going to take si jing notes and study 1st, pple like me need more time. Well, once again my schedule is so pack with lots and lots of things that i got no time for other things.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Felt Better

Went my aunt office to work in the morning, just dun feel like getting up in the morning. Was so tired that i almost fell asleep while working. After that went to cc, was suppose to meet joanna b4 that 1st, well, just dunno y whenever i gt into cc i started to think of things and those things werent e happy one anymore. Told her about our plan, after that we set off to Chinese Garden 1st. In the bus, was updating verlyn on the inter-generation games cause we couldnt meet up. It was a long journey there.

Bernice was so excited, cause is a favourite fan. Was telling Joanna that i actually look forward to, but my mood actually turn nt so gd after i am being stress up and sad over somethings. Had a very good chat with verlyn, dunno why our 1st topic is always relationship. So we actually talk about relationship at chinese garden. Yeah, finally brought for Min Min her Hello Kitty Umbrella, she wanted it, hopefully she like it. There is lots of kids games, but too bad i am nt kids anymore, how i wish i am.

Then we proceed on to Geylang Serai, meet rezal, hyder and ken there. Jia yi and bernice is mad over the games in Bernice iphone that they just cant stop playing. It was so crowded over there and is a very big area, so we just went around to see. Is my 1st time there. Then we left the place at 11pm and e bus driver actually send us back to cc.

Was sharing some of the things with verlyn, thank for your listening ears. Really thank verlyn for helping out, i am so thankful. Jia Yi also asked me 1 qns which i really dunno how to ans. Oh ya, we plan to go KTV together on the 28 sept, together wif jia yi, bernice and verlyn.

Some of us went to have a drink, hyder and suraini was asking abt my results. they were so happy for me, cause b4 that i was telling them i was so scared. Thank. Thank for suraini concern, i am really grateful that you actually want to help me, i am also really very grateful for hearing wad is e problem now.

although tears might just drop whenever i go, but taking in mind that i still have pple like verlyn, suraini, hyder, joanna behind me, supporting me i continued. If not i really break down. Ever see i break down b4? Thinking this yr going to end soon i am so happy, cant wait for everything to end.

When hyder was asking abt the dates, i just thought of is just a 7 days difference between each other. 23, 30 nov and 6 dec. How am i suppose to survive. I really need some help, some encouragement.

Just reach back nt long so decided to blog awhile b4 i go slp. tml is a full working day for me. Going to sleep soon.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Stress

Was suppose to meet jerelyn at 12pm den received call from my grandma tat no one fetch her back. So i call steven to help me, suddenly i felt so bad, he cancelled his lunch appointment wif his friends lei. ok, i was late for a few minutes, someone was early. While waiting for my grandma medicine, someone so bad, keep playing with my mickey mouse file.

send my grandma home 1st, after tat steven then send me to vivo to meet jerelyn. felt so bad too when i have to meet her later. But really thank her for her effort for doing some of the things b4 hand. After settling down going through some of the station we went to recee. Damm tired, but was so happy that something is done. really thank jerelyn for helping me if not i guess i will be doing it alone. After tat i left to meet yanteng. We went to ang mo kio to watch movie cause watch cathay only $6, den she also want to buy her shoes.

so tired now, just finished doing some of my things. tml going to work den after that need to go down to look for joanna for e Sentosa Links project, den when going for chinese garden need to discuss wif verlyn inter-generation stuff. i wonder am i going out or am i doing things. my brain is never resting.

Well, i told steven something which i am very angry and not only me. Sometime i am so tired of all this things that i dunno whether i want to continue anot. Received judith sms to ask me to hold a meeting asap, stress up. Tell me who can i find a person whom i can trust to help me, who will always be there to help me. i am so glad that although jerelyn is not a YEC member she is helping me alot. Sometime when doing all this stuff i get so angry of myself that i just throw my temper. Have you all taste this feeling b4 where tons of things is on you, when your committee have abt 20 plus people. Why i can find sometime out to do while others cannot? Arent we human too? I know whenever i think of this things, i will get so angry of myself and whoever talk to me at this time i am really very sorry about it.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Backache

Monday went for Nicholas Birthday Chalet, b4 that went white sands to walk walk 1st, den si jing and qi ming came to find me. After that then we meet the rest den we walk to coasta sands. felt quite bored there cause did not know e other half. But had a happy time wif si jing, mui hoon, nuan qin, samantha, leanna, zheng heng, qi ming, choon kiat, jackson cause is quite a long time since we last met. Den we went to e-hub together, had fun in the arcade. Then went to mac to eat ice-cream. den we started to play zhong qi mi man, until tired of it, den we play UNO card, until we all miss the last train back. So jackson, leanna and zheng heng took cab back. Den qi ming, si jing, mui hoon and nuan qin came my hse and we took bus back.

they had a bath at my hse, den watch show. After washing the clothes i intend to iron the clothes, den so suay my iron spoilt. den nuan qin cant sleep so we talk through the night until about 5am den we slept. Then we went to long john for breakfast. After tat qi ming and si jing left 1st, so the 3 of us continue talking and talking. All of us was so scared of our results. Then we end up playing UNO card again. After that then left to meet chu zen while i went to tampines to meet keni and yan teng.

Yesterday went to sweensen for lunch, thank keni treat. But this treat was delayed for so long already. Had fun eating and chatting but at e same time i was so scared of my results too. so went walk walk and keni left at 3pm, so i went to BEST to buy iron. the brand was recomened by keni. then i went to hospital to visit my grandma. Dunno where i go and i so call lost my way. okie, i was dumb in some ways.

reach home and fell asleep while watching tv. Yet to say out some of my feelings. Tml going to sentosa, hopefully we are able to come out with something and finalise our things. Feeling quite giddy now but still i have to go to work.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

3 more days results will be out

As usual friday went to work, was so tired that i went home straight and slept for awhile b4 i do some of my things. Went to work yesterday, went my auntie office 1st den went to FA to work, 9-11pm. yesterday was also tasha ROM, that y all of them nt working, congrat to her, cant wait to see her newborn babies. i almost fell asleep while working, thank siti was there, den the 2 of us talk and laugh together. Don't even know how to communicate with that si min making me headache. She can just stand there the whole day one, nv prepared anything. Even worse, credit is about $10, den she actually use credit for like $2.10. She dun wan to ask the den act clever.
Yesterday break fast wif siti together, 6 plus we went to buy food, den we eat together. As usual close early, cause i still need to help that si min to clean, although she is like bigger size den mi, but i got more strength den her. Omg, going work wif her today.

was so tired that my head knock onto the wall. painful.

going to work 12-11pm later. den cant accompany my grandma to hospital. I think i seriously need lots of help. by the time i reach home going to like 12am le, den i still need to help wash the clothing, help water my grandma plant, help to do all the housework. i think pple must be scolding me mad, do housework in the middle of the night. Den my grandma gt operation tml and tue, still need to go visit her too.

I told wei li yesterday if you see i come in without saying hi or nv smile means my results is very bad. Den i told siti, if you see i nv smile or nv say hi when you come in means my results is very bad. Everyday dream of it i really scared that i will failed some of my module lei. As long as i can pass i am happy le. No mood.

Going out wif my pig family on tue, finally everyone can make it. But we have to cancel our swimming due to some reasons. The palau ubin project have been change to sentosa. Going to sentosa to recce this coming thurs, thank jerelyn and kelvin can make it, any of you wan to join us?

the skating training start this thurs and until now i cant find a time to go publics, suddenly holiday pass so fast. Who? I ask him to name out Who too? thinking of all this things just make mi upset, make mi fan only.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Rest day

Well today did not work. Yesterday manage to cancel the whole stack of registration form for the skating b4 i went to slp. This morning manage to fold the whole stack into half. Well 4gt that joanna had a meeting wif TP and she 4gt to remind me too. So i went cc den she say she gt meeting wif TP and will only be back 3 plus. So since there is like 2hrs of slack time so i went tampines mall and century square walk walk 1st. Nothing better to do i walk to cc den i received a call that Joanna nt feeling well went home le, so i went back to century square and find somewhere to sit down cause dun feel like going home so early.

So the moment i sit down i start to think lots of things. Call alezec and ask him a few things. Msg Judith to ask her some stuff too. Msg jerelyn on some stuff too. yes, i am so stress up by all this stuff.

call min min just now too cause she say i received must let her know, so was just updating her. Speechless. Anyway was spending like 2hr of my time doing something, is a secret. But for those who wan to know can ask me, provided you are the person who are allowed.

Sometime keeping so many things is not gd, but i must find the right person to say.

Working & Working

Went to my auntie office to work in the morning den after that went to FA to work. was so tired tat i almost fell asleep. One funny things actually happened, is e 2nd time verlyn msg me to wish me happy b'day. Dunno why she think that that 2 days is my b'day. was so tired that i close the shop early yesterday, too tired. Oh, our price going to increase from the effect of next wed. then have to re-memorise the price again, after next wed.

must be thinking why am i at home but not working. cause i was seriously very tired, my whole back is aching, den later need to go pass joanna something and discuss wif her something too. den my aunt actually told mi to go work after that, should i go, or should i even rest today? suddenly so many things have changed, either it is brought forward or push to a later date, which means everything actually crash together, i cant imagine what will happened to me for that 2 weeks. where can i source for help?

Lots of things to clear asap:

publicty for longest skating chain
training for skating
logsitics for inter-generation games
recee for FLC cum SD project
meet my sch skaters club
planning for YEC outing
final proposal for inter-generation games
GRC youth day
meet up with wee siong

Lots and lots of things unclear. felling asleep soon.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Busy Working

Thank Joanna, Min Min & you

I am busy working during this holiday, work the whole day yesterday, den today went to my auntie office to work e whole day, den evening went to cc for palau ubin meeting. Suddenly i am feeling so tired. My sis dun even wan to work, happily going out to play. My grandma quit already and she need to go for operation. Should i take up a 3rd job, although i know i will be very tired. i actually loose my temper last sun, my sis and bro need $, i give them straight, they want something now, i quickly go and buy. do they ever treat me as sis anot?

Alezec going NS already which mean i got to help him in the project. Although i gt alot of things to do and try not to take up tat project but who is willing to? Whenever that long story comes i get very angry. I find it so difficult to face a few person, i am lost. Lots of things to be done. I understand joanna why she will loose her temper cause the both of us seems stress up wif some things wif some pple. Like just now, she can ignore everything and say it out loudly, i seriously understand how she feel cause tat is what i am feeling too.

Really thank alot Joanna for doing so much things, she actually print out alot of form and when i reach cc i help her abit b4 going for e meeting, trying to help her in all ways, later on we found some mistake and we actually need to cancel a few words, so i actually took and bring back and help her to do, although joanna actually ask me not to bring and she say she will ask her staff to do i dun really believe her. den in e end she also took back to do. I really cant bear to see this, what i can say that is she really do alot of things for us already. As a YEC member i will try to help as much as i can. Like wad rezal say, some of the things should not be done by her but us.

Anyway there is a agreement between me, min min and joanna. Min min told me this "just remember to be happy, there always a path for everybody, never give up and bear in mind there is a lot of friends out there for you. truthfully i told them this " i am very glad that i know you all"

Not forgetting one more person also, although i might hate that person for some reasons, but still thank alot. I know that you have been trying very hard to help me, i can feel it. Work is more important den anything else for you so jiayou ba. I might understand or might not understand you. my wish for this yr have been kept for you. you should know who i am referring to.

Sunday, September 07, 2008

1 week holiday has pass

Had fun yesterday going out with yanteng. We went Swimming in the morning, was suppose to meet at 10am but last minute we met at 11am cause i could not wake up. thinking of that is really the 1st time den the 5 of us so mad talk all e way until 4am. We went tampines swimming since we have nv been to the new one. everything inside was so nice. oh no, now i cant swim as fast as last time already due to no practising. Shall make full use of this holiday to go swimming. Got sunburn again, although the weather is not very hot.

After that went for the Youth Revolution for awhile to pass them something. Although i told myself that i should take some rest and not going to care about for this event, but i will still keep thinking over it. Really thank shi chang for the last min performance. Anyway me and joanna was so high cause we want a circus art sub group. i really like their performance.

Went IMM after that, omg, IMM really change alot, i remember last time i hate going there cause nothing to walk de, but at least now is so much better den last time. realise that there gt alot of cute stuff. Haven brought my long sleeves shirt. den we took the shuttle bus back to jurong east and home sweet home. So tired, even is holiday now i do not have enough sleep.

Started to think alot yesterday while watching show. Their is a few things i wish and feel like doing. Going to work later.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Swimming

Going swimming with yanteng soon and i was late cause i woke up late. know the reason why i was late? Yesterday went FA to pass some books to siti den head off to TECC, b4 that went to check some prices for my logsitics stuff. Meet joanna and do some stuff too. currently their are like 4 events on my hand one, 1 of them actually i dun really need to help much is si jie project. was talking to verlyn and told her that cant wait for this yr to end.

Went inter-generation meeting 1st wif verlyn and ken, everything goes on smoothly and they re very nice people too. But dunno y i am still scared of 1 person and joanna ask mi not to scare about him. Although i know that he is a nice person but i so call scared of him. den after tat headed back to YEC meeting. seriously i very very blur already. When rezal told mi is my turn i really dunno what am i going to say. cause got inter-generation, grc youth day, and e mid-autum festival.

Yesteraday meeting end very late around 11pm and is also one of the meeting that most people turn up and we took a grp pic too to celebrate 1 yr anniversary. den we went to coffee shop to discuss further. quite a few of us went, until 12 plus, most of them left and left wif mi, suraini, hyder, joanna and hyder where we keep talking on lots of things. talk about relationship etc. They told me that i lack of confidence and all of them very funny, they suddenly talk about when i enter YEC i was very quiet and slowly grown and they say that i got e capablilty to do only lack of confidence to say out what i have to say. Omg, i am so touch when i heard this. Thank people for guiding me too.

Joanna also actually say that now i am more closer to hyder and suraini, true, cause we meet often. and also realise that me and suraini have the same horoscope, common thing that we have now is we tend to dream very night, tend to think alot of things, cry easily and many more. yesterday was like a realtionship lecture by them, telling me next time what i should do. Joanna also told me a lot of things in between.

Guess what time we stay there until? 4am in the morning, was so damm tired, den mi, rezal and hyder cab home. slept at 5am and i am really very tired now, well going swimming soon, den going down to tampines mall to take a look at the event and pass them something, i seriously need to take a break for today event.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Happy B'day Ying Ying (3rd Sept)

Was busy working yesterday, so did not celebrate for her, but just got in time to get a small gift for her. Work was always fun for me, they always brighten up my day. I never regret working there.

went to make my spec today, and i got scolded by the optician cause my this spec has already been 4 yrs, cant imagine tat ritex. But expensive still ok cause it last me very long. Den went to check out the popiah ingredient, thank kelvin for his accompany. walk up and down just to look for that shop. Den accompany kelvin to east point to collect his handphone. den we head of to cc. Went to reading room 1st to do abit of my stuff while waiting for joanna to come back. Felt so relieve when things are going on abit by abit. manage to send a email to guinness world record gt their reply. just now just sign and fill in some of my particular and ready to fax over. and will wait for another 6 weeks for them to reply us. den iskandar had done the design of registration form. really felt so happy when things is going on, finally is not hang on. Despite the singapore book record actually told me that is too late to apply, i still give it a try.

of course thank Joanna for helping me one way or another. although their re still lots of event for this yr, but i will just hang on there until this yr is over den everything should be fine and a big rest for me. Went out with Steven after settling what i have to do today. Accompany him to see his car accessories, his car is very important. after that went to have dinner together. den went back home. It brighten up my days once again.

Truthfully i am really worried for my exam, i dun even dare to know my results. I feel that i am so useless, i study and study but i just cant do it. i am struggling, i felt so stupid. what am i good in? studies also cannot make it.

anyway was smsing wif joanna on the latern festival at chinese garden, we was so eager to go cause this yr theme is hello kitty den wif passion card gt $1 off and a free latern. we re met over this topic. den we actually promise something, we was saying if any of us feel stress must tell each other. Suddenly we became so close to each other after our meet up and our discussion. never regretted knowing joanna, thank for caring me, always ask me whether i eat already or wan to have meals together and always buy something for me to eat. Glad to know you people.

yet to finish up my proper proposal for inter-generation meeting, going to finish up tonight cause i am doing this alone. As promise to joanna i wont be helping for this sat event cause me and joanna felt some weird feeling. daphne gui is getting nicer to me, not use to it, she treat me so nice from next challenge onwards.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Tired

It have been a few days since i blog. well, on Monday went to work, of course i enjoy myself at work, had alot of fun playing, chatting etc. Yesterday was suppose to be the pig family outing, den koo jee had to went back to Malaysia, so left the 3 of us. den later on lay ting msg say she cannot make it, so left wif mi and yanteng, so sad.

We went to tampines 1st, see whether the push cart still there anot, den walk walk around den we went to bugis, yeah, managed to get a present. Brought a simple one, cause i am so confused over a few things. Walk walk around den we went to arcade to play games. omg, so fun playing those games. den someone wan to eat mos burger so we went to tampines and eat.

After that we went to buy some stuff for swimming, although we have already got our swimsuit, but we feel like getting a new one. We shall buy the next time. is like finally we re going swimming after many many months, cause we just could not find some time to go swimming together. so we re going swimming tml.

this few days have been spending my time watching online show, reading email, reading sms, sending email and guess wad. I have yet to touch my inter-generation game which i had to present this friday. Just apply the guinness record yesterday, hopefully everything goes well, when the time is getting shorter we cant afford to change.

Lots of things i have to start doing tml, have to finish up my inter-generation stuff, printing for the phamplet for supernova camp, get ready the stuff to present for palau ubin project. and some of the grc youth day stuff. i am going to complete this by tml and fri b4 the meeting.

Seriously i am really very confused, what i say and wad i did is it wad i want? All the while i am just acting, was thinking whatever i did is it wad i wan or i am i forcing myself. Finally i got the answer after thinking through last night.

anyway going to work later. my grandmother going for operation soon. need to work also need to look after my siblings. hopefully everything is fine.

[Y]ing [H]ui