Tuesday, July 31, 2007

well.. didnt blog for almost 1 week le.. cause was too busy to blog.. so couldnt really remember wad i did e last few days..

Friday

met up wif those pple who will be going for harmony walk on 29 july.. give them t-shirt, cupons and briefing on e place and time to meet.. it ended veri fast.. afterwhich some of us stay back to study and do our own things.. den cassandra show us her friend blog, e gal which she dun like.. den all of us spam her blog.. almost all of us tag her blog.. although i dun like her but from wad cassandra and clinton say, i also dun like her.. soon, cc going to close alreadi.. so we went to e basketball court to find jg, give him his shirt den went for supper together.. as usual i was force to eat again.. cause jg say as long as he is there i must eat.. went supper wif jg, kevin, desmond and dear.. after tat went back to cc wif dear cause he still got somework to do.. after tat went home..

Saturday

study at home in e morning den went out in e afternoon wif dear... we went to waterloo street 1st after tat went to suntec city to walk walk... den saw vincci.. omg.. she recognise mi from my back.. so smart..

Sunday

study at home, doing all my report etc.. and by doing my report i spend 1 whole morning to finish it.. den gy came to our hse.. den after my lunch we went to cc to find dear.. den after tat they went to play basketball.. den after tat went wif dear to kheng chiu.. omg.. e kheng chiu pple damm fast lor.. when we reach, they re preparing to go up e bus.. luckily those who volunteer to help out in kheng chiu came early.. so help the old pple get up e bus, and bring up all their wheelchair..

soon, we set off, we went to changkat cc 1st to drop 20 old folk down e bus... den e other 20 will be getting down at festival park..den when we reach festival park, e kheng chiu pple so funny lor, he ask mi where is my volunteer, he say y so late.. den i told him judith told mi to ask them come at 5pm de.. but luckily bernice bring some of them here early.. e kheng chiu people pass mi all their cupons.. den help them to collect their food.. den e staff say since u re collecting for them might as well collect for mi too.. den after they finish eating accompany all of them to the toilet..

den we had warming up 1st b4 we set off.. den each of us have to take care of 1 elderly.. den mi, bernice, jg and desmond oversee and help if they need help.. when we reach tampines stadium, den e staff start asking mi have i collect e goodie bag for them.. den we stayed back to watch e performance cause e bus will b coming at 8.45pm.. i was veri tired tat day.. cause i woke up too early and yesterday night i sleep veri late also.. not enough sleep for this few weeks cause have to much sch work to do le..

sorri dear.. was really veri tired tat day.. promise u next time when i go find u, i try not to b so tired.. i know u didnt mean it cause u got too much work to do also..

going to study veri hard for this 1 month for my sem exam.. den after tat can enjoyed le.. think will b studying everyday outside cause cant concentrate at home.. cause my siblings is so noisy.. and i need quiet enviroment for mi to study..

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

yesterday had IDEA presentation early in e morning..everything go smoothly.. yesterday is e 1st day tat everyone in our class brought labtop to sch.. cause yesterday is really compulsory.. left 3 more grp to go for e presentation.. so next tue we can go sch at 9am.. yeah.. and i have been using labtop yesterday for all my lesson except bio.. hahax.. we been playing games, chatting etc..

den sch end early yesterday.. cause Mr tank onli wan to see our reports den tell us where go round.. den after sch went to cc to look for dear to accompany him for dinner.. den after tat went home.. as usual things happened again.. SAD..

went to sch today as usual.. use my brain alot during chem lesson.. cause ken lee give all those thinking qns.. den after tat went for CPPB lesson.. but e teacher onli tell us wad to learn for chapter 4 after tat we can leave le.. omg.. den we end at 10am and had to wait for CPPB exam at 3pm.. tat teacher damm lazy lei.. nv teach us all give us more qns to practice for our test later.. den went to library to study together..

overall e test is ok la.. think will score better den my previous one.. den after sch meet 1 of my friend at dover.. den when to meet my dear den we go changi airport together.. study my math there.. den dear do his own stuffs.. den after tat went home.. as usual things happened again.. SAD..

thank dear for those words tat u said in MSN.. thank for walking this difficult path wif u..

Sunday, July 22, 2007

back blogging.. jux realise tat i nv blog for almost 1 week le.. well.. dun really remember wad i did e last few days.. so shall blog from fri onwards=)

frIdaY

actually there no sch cause we finish our practical le.. but i had to go back sch for 2 hrs cause of e dchem pple.. den we have our make up chem lesson from 3.30-5.30pm.. jux go to sch for 2hrs... in end we end like b4 5pm like this.. den change into my formal clothing n make up.. den go desmond class find him to take e supernova 07 jacket.. den after tat went to e bus stop to meet my dear den he fetch mi to siti's wedding hotel.. den was helping out e registration table wif kee ping for siti side.. dear was busy helping out in e program side.. den chat wif kee ping too.. i am suprised tat she can still remember mi although we didnt met like a yrs le.. we talk more of supernova side.. den after tat help them to look after e $ and present tat have been given by e guest.. well.. sit at e table wif some of e zone's chairman.. den they keep laughing.. den help dear to take food cause he busy wif his thing.. dun really had a proper dinner.. den talk to e person in-charge for e harmony walk too..den after everything.. help siti to bring up all her things.. den after tat went swensen to eat.. den after tat dear using for of her colleague car to fetch christoper home 1st.. den we went back..

saT

yesterday afternoon meet faizah and hui shuen at pasir ris mac.. cause we re going to discuss our IDEA presentation.. tue have to present le.. had lots of laughter while doing e presentation.. well.. thankx hui shuen for helping us wif e drawing of all e 3D diagram and hui shuen is not in our grp.. she helped us.. well.. cant meet faizah today to continue e presentation.. den things tat happened after tat dun wish to say anymore le..

really appreciate how dear show his care and concern for mi..i am veri happy when i go out wif him.. despite all e family problems tat i have.. i really love him alot.. thankx for standing by my side when i have problems..

change my URL to 'found my happiness' cause my dear has given mi e happiness

shall stop here.. need to study le.. will b veri stress for e coming 1 month.. with all e projects, test, reports etc..

Monday, July 16, 2007

well..back to blog requested by some pple.. on sat went for my 1st therapy session, thankx steven for accompany mi there.. den e doctor for the therapy veri gd, she actually check both of my leg even though i onli say my right leg pain.. but in e end both of my leg joint re loose.. but my left leg not as loose as my right leg.. omg.. den she teach mi how to do some of e leg excercise and ask mi to practice at home.. after tat went to chinatown for lunch, den accompany him to ubi to see car, den to whitesands and meet gao yang at bedok inter to have dinner together.. all of us had fun.. Lol.. i got this rule.. when i go into NTUC after tat i have to go to sheng siong.. hahax=)

on sun met my dearest christine and shu chun to study together.. and shu chun is late.. didnt see them so long le.. have many things to chat abt.. miss u pple.. den after tat go cc to find steven and both desmond and cassandra was studying there.. after tat cassandra and e 3 of us went to tampines to meet ee sheer and si jie.. as usual, jinguang is late again.. all of us went to have dinner together at jap.. after tat went to watch 'Transformers'.. we watch e movie at 9.55pm.. and it ended at 12 plus.. den after tat took taxi home.. once again, thankx steven for sending mi home..

was veri tired today, but didnt fell asleep, cause my class guys keep making mi laugh den i cant slp..today lesson was quite slack..den after sch stay back awhile to do e presentation.. den meet steven in e evening to have dinner and home sweet home.. ah.. i am so stressed now.. if all e things tat i have to do.. and my sem exam is getting nearer and nearer.. die le.. jux now help to shift all e things in e small room out to e living room.. den b4 tat was chatting wif gao yang on msn.. den he ask mi to ask my sis do.. but in e end she is watching tv.. so nvm.. i do lor.. in e end gao yang went to msg my sis.. and.. anyway thankx for gao yang concern.. thankx tiffany for her concern abt my leg too..

ah.. i missed guides alot.. all e fun tat we have.. all e planning part.. e time when we played wif andrew they all.. when we discussed how to improve guides.. i still remember all e fun tat we have in guides or together wif e scouts... really miss u gals.. missing my sec sch... all e events, fun, memories tat we have.. i hate like POLY life..

tml got formal presentation to do.. die la.. e presentation must be veri gd de.. likewise those presentation i have done.. wish mi gd luck den=)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

[ suPernova meeting]

gd tat sch started late today.. cause i was veri tired.. but i still woke up early cause i cant slp.. haix..den went sch early to ask mui hoon help mi tie my hair cause i cannot tie alone de.. den all e gals wear white.. den when e guys come they got a shocked.. cause all of us tie e same hairstyle and wear white colour shirt.. today practical finished quite early.. but we have to do e inferences etc.. so in e end we ended late.. den after practical went to have lunch den went to moberly to do our RWP presentation.. den after tat went for supernova meeting and i am late.. but is ok, they haven even start e meeting.. den i got a shocked when suddenly alex wan to talk to mi den ask other pple go away.. i thought wad happened.. but actually he wanted to ask mi whether i agree to b e chairperson for supernova..

today meeting was mainly e committee and things that they should do.. dun wish to elaborate much cause i was veri tired.. den chat wif gao yang awhile.. ee sheer talk to him too.. den after meeting went for a drink.. den after tat steven send mi home..

Thursday, July 12, 2007

[sicK]

will be blogging 2 entries today.. but wont b blogging too much content cause i am not feeling well..

yesterday was SP big event, poly 50.. actually i wanted to participate but due to my leg i cant join..hopefully can join u guys next yr.. after sch went to plaza sharing wif chu zen, finally she is going.. den know alot of new pple..wa.. didnt know tat SPSD have 8 teams joining in e race..cool.. there will be insitutional meeting on e 21/7.. hope to see u guys soon.. went to take e poly 50 shirt..it felt so cool cause is e 1st shirt tat have chinese wording..lol.. den went for leo club meeting.. after tat went back to find SPSD.. actually i can predict i am going to fall sick soon, den i went to shout and cheer for them in e end i am loosing my voice now.. i seriously like SPSD teamwork and spirit.. although e gals onli need to run 5 rounds, but they insisted on helping e guys to run.. den i had to shout for them which colour tag is coming so tat they know when is their turn to run.. it was a chaotic plus e running track is not veri big.. started to love SPSD le.. from now onwards will try to attend more soka activities.. i have let too many pple down, rejecting them..

den went to meet steven and went to orchard..e journey from sp to orchard is not veri gd cause we argue over a issue..nvm..it over le.. accompany him to meet his ex student and his last time colleague.. den had dinner together den went home.. omg.. do i look tat old?? nvm.. i think i am young can le.. Lol.. was feeling veri sick, took medicine and went to slp..

went sch today and received a bad news.. when i went in e class i thought i went to e wrong class cause i saw a new teacher after which i saw mr chua.. den he say he got some other mattar to do wont b able to teach us alreadi.. den we got new teacher Mr. ong.. i dun really like him cause he is actually talking to us abt gambling stuff... i still like mr chua.. will miss u.. today bio prac was quite fun and ended early.. but worse thing is formal report again.. haix.. i hate formal report..

after sch went to watch 'Harry Potter' wif steven.. ah.. my voice is getting worse and worse.. think tml i cant talk le.. sad case.. i wan my voice back.. is so uncomfortable..

was veri angry wif my mother.. my grandma went to told her abt my leg thing.. and she ans back tat last time when i am young e doc told her my leg thing.. den e doc told her tat when i grow older will get ok.. den my aunt alreadi notice long time ago tat e way i walk is not e same den she told my mother and she didnt say anything.. wait till i have to go do therapy all this den she say.. if not i wont have to suffer now.. everyday my leg will b veri pain at least twice a day.. i seriously dunno wad she thinking.. and she actually wanted to sell away e flat.. she did things tat really made mi veri angry.. y should i help her last time?? suffer for them and all because of their fault.. very sad..

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

[didnt went to scH todaY]

had appointment at general hospital today so didnt went to sch.. was still feeling veri tired tat i dun feel like waking up again.. went to general hospital wif my grand,a den took e shuttle bus from outram to general hospital.. den had to register 1st b4 seeing doc.. and is so weird after i get my no.. cause my hp rang and i received a msg from general hospital tat b4 mi got 3 pple waiting.. hahax.. cute ritex.. den when i went in to see e doc.. e doc ask mi to go for x-ray den go back to him again.. so i went for x-ray and i had to wait every long.. like 1hr plus like tat.. den had to take 4 pics altogether.. after tat i went back to e doc cause they will send e x-ray through computer.. high tech now.. den when i went in e doc nv tell mi abt my leg but ask mi to lift up my hand den he suddenly bend my finger den he try bending e nurse finger but cannot.. he started to say tat my hand is flexible and have loose joint too.. den he explained to mi abt my leg using e x-ray tat has been taken.. omg.. my bone is actually not at e correct place.. and e joint is loose.. den e doc told mi tat i had to go for 3 months therapy.. if after 3 months still not ok might have to do surgery.. and my bone has been like this since when i am born but nobody noticed tat y have been delayed until now..

after tat went to take my next appointment which is 2 oct.. den had to go to e rehabiliation centre to take my therapy appointment and which is this sat.. after tat went to have lunch wif my grandma and took e shuttle bus back to outram and back home.. really have to thankx my grandma for accompanying mi there although she is old and her leg also got problem.. den i told my grandma tat e therapy session i will go on my own.. thankx to steven for your concern too and he actually wan to accompany mi this sat..

have been studying e whole afternoon and tat is wad i should do now.. cause my exam re coming.. den did my math tutorial.. did some bio too.. and i am so tired tat i wan to fall asleep.. and tml my lesson is so early.. den after sch going for plaza sharing and briefing for e poly 50.. cause wen man msg mi and she say she need my help.. den after tat go for leo club meeting 1st den go back for e poly 50 thing.. finally chu zen is going tml.. and she ask mi to join soka NDP next yr.. considering..

and my leg is so painful, can feel e bone inside.. and i am having a veri bad headache now.. took painkiller also no use..

Monday, July 09, 2007

[1sT daY of e weeK]

ah.. i jux dun feel like waking up in e morning, i feel like sleeping.. cause i do not have enough slp.. but in e end i have to wake up cause i still have to go sch.. den during today bio lesson i was so sleepy tat i jux feel like sleeping in e class.. den everytime during math lesson, time flies, is like so fast end lesson le.. den had 2 hrs break today.. went to fc 4, and we chase e guys away dun let them go wif us.. bad ritex.. den after tat went to our excel class and chit chat while waiting for our lesson to start.. den suddenly 1 side of my stomach get veri pain..it will b veri painful if i laugh.. as usual, our excel lesson always end so early.. dunno wad tat teacher teaching also.. den finally our last lesson is chem.. we do not have time left le and we still have so many topic to study so must chiong.. den today finish 1 chapter.. and our chem lesson will b cancelled on next mon, cause Dr.Ken got course.. den there will b a make up lesson..

den went home after lesson and met into desmond in e MRT.. desmond msg mi and say he saw me in e MRT, den i ask him come over, he say he shy.. den in e end i walk there and we were chatting lots of things.. den met steven at night..

ah..i felt so stressed, there re lots of things still left undone.. got tests, presentations, reports, tutorial etc.. and my sem exam is round e corner... die.. more and more tests coming up.. need to chiong everyday le.. must find pple accompany mi study everyday after sch.. cause i cant really study at home cause of my bro, so noisy.. cant even concentrate.. think i will be keep on studying until my sem exam is over.. 1 more month plus to go den i can relax le.. will b going wif steven for a holiday..

~thankx for giving a fruitful day everyday.. although we may argue sometimes but i am still veri happy.. you have given mi lots of happiness~

Sunday, July 08, 2007

[NexT chaLLenge]

woke up veri early this morning around 5 plus and i slept around 3am last night.. den wake my sis up at 6am..den millicent called mi at 6 say she, karmun and clinton at tampines mart le.. they damm early.. den after tat they took 28 den we get up from our bus stop.. den in e bus alex called say meet novena instead of tao payoh.. lol.. den after tat we took mrt from tao payoh to novena to meet e rest.. omg.. al of them were late.. onli alex and kelvin was there.. den in e end all of us was late.. we go in 2 grps.. cause got a few will b veri late.. so we reach there around 8.20am.. den ken called and ask where re we cause we re late.. den i was in-charged of helping all e grps to register.. den at e same time have to call their parents too..

after registration, soon e event start.. den mi, alex, kevin, kelvin and ying ying went to change into our shirt 1st den help ken to transport e food and e drinks into e car den go together wif ken to give e food and drinks to all e station.. den on e way no mattar which stop we go we will met into our own pple.. den at e same time support them.. after giving, we went back to e HQ and chit-chat.. den steven came and appear beside mi lor and i got a shocked.. den help my sis grp to find some item tat is needed for e scavange hunt.. soon, e whole event end.. den my sis, karmun, clinton and millicent went to bath, den i help them to take food, scared later they hungry.. in e end i 4got to take drink for them, den my sis say y i nv take drink for her.. haix.. b4 e event actually end, there is prize presentation 1st.. none of our team won, but they alreadi did their best..

after tat mi, desmond and gao yang sit steven car and went out.. den on e way bernice came up den send her home 1st.. den we went to east point.. there is lots of malay is east point today.. den we went to burger king for drink.. den after tat went to safari.. lol.. they scared mi.. i dun really like animals, especially those tat re big and fierce.. after tat steven send desmond to tecc 1st, den gao yang back home and den send mi back home.. had been studyng e whole evening at e same time i fell asleep like 15 min like this.. was really veri veri tired.. i cant really even concentrate.. tml have to go sch le.. wa.. time flies.. my weekend is gone again..

ok.. i am here to blog le.. went sch yesterday for 2hrs onli cause we managed to finish our prac fast.. and it was supposed to b a 3hr prac.. was damm angry wif my prac teacher yesterday.. he actually wasting our time n dun let us do our prac lor.. he wanted to person to stand behind to read e procedure and 2 person in front to b e actor like tat operating e machine.. den somemore he keep repeating.. den went home after tat n rest awhile 1st... den went to change into my formal clothing and meet steven 5pm at TECC cause was helping out in a event, 'Citizenship Ceremony'.. den b4 e briefing start mi and shi chang help them to slot in e paper into all e file tat will be given as sovenir.. den after tat had a briefing by steven when everybody come... actually i was suppose to direct Mr. Ma up e stage but cassandra was not in her formal clothing so i had to replace her job and she replaced mine.. den in e end i had to go up wif jg for e demo for taking e pledge and e way to receive e cert from Mr. Ma.. den had to direct Mr. Ma where to stand for giving up e cert.. After e event, went to coffee shop to have a drink b4 going home..

den today woke up and did some of my prac report and update my photo album which is like didnt update veri long since e last time i update.. den meet chau liang at bedok MRT station 1st den we went to douby to meet e rest of e pple.. den we went walk walk together.. den after tat meet steven.. den we went orchard to walk walk den went for dinner together and home sweet home.. tml going to wake up early for another event, 'Next Challenge'..

Graffiti photo:


pic taken wif Classmates:













Thursday, July 05, 2007

i am finally back to blog after a few days.. yupx.. was veri busy e past few days.. didnt even have a nice sleep.. on wed, i went for industrial visit and is a visit to YAKULT.. was kind of lucky tat we went there instead of others like e biscuit factory where they complained is veri boring is like onli spend 1 hr there.. had alot of new experience after e visit.. know more about yakult.. is suprising there are many other things like medicine, comestics which is also from yakult.. den we went to see how they make e yalkut too.. and is so nice.. e way e yakult was made and e packaging is so cute.. den after e industrial visit went to TECC for a meeting but was a suprised celebration for Alex..

Alex was late and he really thought tat we re having meeting but we did after e celebration.. lol.. like wad jinguang they all did too me during my b'day last yr but it wasnt a meeting but to accompany him go buy things.. alex is old, 19 yrs old le.. after tat short meeting i went to study my bio and i cant absorb much things cause was having headache..

den had 2 tests today, worse of the day.. had math cad test for e 1st lesson and ya.. i managed to do although i did not go sch last week.. den had bio test at 5.30pm today.. omg.. i failed my CPPB test.. quite a few pple failed.. but our class did better den our buddy class.. den after sch went to boon lay to study for 4hrs straight.. and i am damm tired after studying den went back sch for exam.. wa.. nothing to say abt e bio test.. i can do e test.. but i think i will get 1 grade lower from e 1st test.. i study all e diagram and all e procedure so hard.. and is like those simple things come lor.. i study like 3hrs for 6 diagram, explaination and procedure.. but haix.. den went out after my test..

jux finish doing my CPPB report which need to b handed in tml.. omg.. i jux realised tat i will not have time to enjoy myself all e way until my sem exam finish which is like end of aug.. all teacher is rushing b4 e sem exam start.. and is like keep on got test, presentation keep coming up.. cant imagine tat i have to do 3 presentation jux for e IDEA module, e last one will b like in 2 weeks time.. and my RWP and EXCEL also in 2 weeks time.. wa.. how to finish den still got test to study.. i think study in science course is e most stress one..

i didnt even have time to go for my religion.. i am so sorry to all my leaders out there who have been asking mi to attend activities etc.. i am so sorry Mr koh, who wanted mi to attend events wif him.. i will try to take some of my time to attend e plaza sharing this coming wed and help u all in e making of poly 50 souvenir.. althought i cant atted poly 50 but i will support all of u.. SPSD can do it.. suddenly thought of going for morning gongyo every sun morning at 8am.. who wan to go wif mi?? i nv chant for veri long le.. ah..i am so sleepy.. feel like sleeping le..

Monday, July 02, 2007

actually this morning dun feel like waking up de.. cause i also wan holiday.. see my sis sleep until so gd i also feel like sleeping.. but i tell myself i cant sleep..

went sch and found out tat chu zen and jackson actually came at 8am cause they thought today lesson start at 8am.. during bio lesson, go through all e tutorial ans.. den during math lesson, discuss on PTN more.. on all e BBQ stuff.. den had 2hrs of break.. and study chem during my break.. had so much fun talking during excel lesson although i am veri tired.. and as usual our excel always end so early de lor.. den we had so much time to play while our buddy class always end on time.. den go through tutorial during chem lesson to get prepared for wed exam..

den after sch went wif hui shuen, faizah and 1 of her friend to Singapore expo to study.. had so much fun there.. yeah!!! tml dun need to wake up so early cause IDEA has been cancelled.. but den still got make up lesson.. haix...ah.. i am really veri tired.. so many sch work to do.. didnt really have a gd time sleeping.. den was forced by clinton to join 'Next Challenge' on next sun.. and my weekend is gone again.. i am waiting for a weekend tat i wil be free.. hopefully e next 2 weeks weekened i will b free.. think abt to sleep soon le.. veri tired.. dun feel like studying le..

Sunday, July 01, 2007

[graffiti]

woke up early in e morning and as early as 6am.. den meet kor kor 1st den went to e field near tampines mall.. cause we having our event there.. and this event is organise by Tampines East CC YEC.. went there to slack abit 1st den keep on disturbing ying ying.. den after tat mi, jing kai, andrew, small steven and alex went to help give out e handouts for e voting.. den after 1st round we went to drink bubble tea 1st, rest time..

i am so impressed in their creatvity.. i will nv be like them.. they really veri pro lor.. and most of them are veri nice.. i admit tat i am not a design person..lol.. den after tat went for 2nd round wif desmond to give out e handouts.. oh ya.. we bought a nice book for desmond which he need it next yr.. is abt NS.. we help him get prepared 1st.. gd ritex???

den my job is to help charmaine wif e counting of votes.. den was supposed to count e vote at 1pm.. but in e end shumi say 1.45pm.. so listen to her lol.. than in e end jinguang and desmond help too.. cause we need to check tat 1 person do not vote more than 1 for tat team... den have to count e vote infront of them.. in e end we got no time for e crowd control cause Mr. Ma coming at 2pm.. den we have to rush cause we need to tabulate e score and tell e emcees e winner of e team..and yong zhi is still our photographer for this event.. and we took lots of pic too.. without shumi except 1..

soon.. everything is over.. next fri have to help out the citizenship ceremony... ah.. i am so stressed wif my practical report.. I HATE REPORTS.. studying in science course is so STRESSED.. so sad.. tml got sch.. i am also YOUTH so i also wan hoiliday:p