Graduated
So happy, I am finally graduated after 3 years of hard work. Was on 1 day leave that day, after the ceremony took pic and went home 1st, bath and get change and went to meet my clique for dinner at Crystal Jade. It was my 1st time having buffet there, not too bad and they ate lots of xiao long bao, keep ordering and ordering.
Have been working in the company for a month le, I have learn alot of things and I am still quite slow now. I think sooner or later I will get the hand of it.
I miss all my friends, and there is always 1 that I can't miss. Your promise seems to be a lie to me.
Another busy week, but so happy Friday is a holiday. Saturday going back for half day work den going home to get prepared and meet my YEC friends cause got the PAYM award dinner to attend, finally can see them again. Sunday going out with my leo friends another happy day. Friday most likely going to eddy house for bbq with my poly clique. Another happy day.
Still have not catch up with lots of my friends, must find 1 day.
Mother's Day
I am 30% Happy and 70% Sad today. The day start of well by having accompany from my grandma, we went shopping at tampines mall for awhile before heading to my aunt house for dinner. Brought myself a pair of shoes cause my shoes sole is gone already, brought socks for my grandma cause she say my brother one, brought a 4 roses for my mother and all my aunt.
They were very happy to receive rose from me and I am very happy when I see them smiling, but later on it become a totally sad mood for me cause something happened, so I cried too.
I am very tired with all the things that have been happening again. I just started work and I am really independent now, beside asking $ from them I even pay for whatever things they want. When people ask me why I work too places, am I not tired. The true is I am very tired but why do I want to work. 2 reasons why I continue to work in famous amos is because, the first reason is I can bring extra income, second is because I felt happy with them.
With my income now, I am paying for the flat rental, my own daily meals, my expenditure, my bus fare, my brothers school daily meal and sometime my house grocery. I already try my best, I will do whatever I can, even if I have to find a job to work in the night I will not think but do it.
I think I am now getting to look like my mother. 1 of my auntie say just now because of my mother character that why she can't stand her. I started to think back, this is also part of the reason why he left me too.
Cried for a few hours already, although my eyes are so red and swollen I just can't stop crying.
I am Sick
Its my 11th Day of work already. Saturday was a half day work for me, manage to finish my work on time but stay awhile more to clear a few things so that i got lesser things to do on Monday. My determination and goal now is to do my things fast and nice so that I can finish my things on time. Can't wait to have outing with all my friends.
My next outing with my famous friends on the 14th May 2010 and my next outing with my Leo friends is on the 30th May 2010.
Yesterday after my work went to the CC to meet shi chang to get from him update on the supernova things, there is really still lots of things to do and people are not doing their part. So people like me will go and do the things. Was so tired so didn't want to stay at the cc with the rest.
I still owe him alot of favour, so will use all my Sunday to help him if he have things to do. My tables is still left with alot of undone stuff, tell me how am I going to clear them.
Going my aunt house to eat later, I am going to help all of them celebrate Mother's Day. Wish all mothers Happy Mother's Day too.
How come I didn't manage to see you? But at least I am able to see 1 of your things after so long.
8th Day of Work
I have ever think does this job really suit me although it abit far for me? My answer is yes for now. Cause I have told someone what I hope to find in my work. Firstly, I want to be busy in my work. People must be thinking I am mad right, is better to find a relax job. But I am the person who want to keep myself busy. Secondly, I must not have much free time.
Although why after working, I lost my appetite. For my lunch I only manage to eat half of a packet of my food and for dinner I just ate a bread. This is what I eat for this 8 days.
Yesterday met han hong and his cousin at causeway point and we had dinner together. But I only manage to eat the burger, was so full to eat the fries too. Anyway thanks say kiat and han hong for the souvenir from taiwan.
Still busy with all my YEC things, did not really touch on it. Anyway we got ourselves award again, which means we are the top 10 YEC now. But I got the feeling it will drop for this coming term cause I don't have much energy and our YEC is slacking too.
If I end work tml going to join zone 4 to go block visit, is my 1st experience. Saturday got to meet shi chang after work to discuss about SuperNova things and Sunday got a mini celebration for YEC and also a short meeting if most of them can make it.
I am sick now, have been sneezing throughout the whole day. Just took medicine so I am going to rest early later cause I still want to work tml.
~I really have no confident in relationship anymore, I prefer to be friends at least we can be friends forever. Have I really make a wrong step? If I have made a correct step, I might be in a better mood now. For those who are in a relationship now really treasure it cause I hope you all have not made a wrong step.~
