Time flies. So fast today is already sat.. and tml will b e last day of this yr..morning help to pack all e things, clothing tat cannot b wear or old, shoes tat re spoilt, etc..den after tat went bedok inter wif my sis to buy something den we also bought durian for my grandma to eat..both of us feel veri bad..haix..den in e afternoon went for FD meeting(graduate students)..cause will b having a FD performance on e 21 Jan so must come ok..and it will b our last performance in FD le..i think we will b singing a song and skit..not many pple went today..but need onli actor for e skit den we will b helping out in e other thing..
We watch some part of e human revolution movie..is so nice..but is in Japanese so e FD i/c explain to us wif e help of e book..this movie is abt Soka..and is no longer selling in Singapore..it can b onli purchased in Japan now..so part of e skit will b abt tat..had a lot of admin update etc..and know more pple today..den we also had to write a essay on dreams..think I got a lot to write..
Tml will b e last day of this yr le..is it a gd thing or bad thing? Every yr my wish is e same..is to have peace in my family without having to quarrel, fightning etc..but it wil nv come true after 10 over years..and soon something bad going to happen during New Year again..every yr e cycle sure repeat one..No peace again..will it get better or worst next yr?? I really dunno..i really dun feel like imagine..dun feel like celebrating New Year cause everybody asking e same thing and I got nothing to say..maybe I should not stay where I am staying now cause this hse contain too much bad memories already..when I am borned my parents already treat mi so bad..and 17 yrs of bad memories re all in my brain..somehow I think a new year makes no difference to mi..tml many pple might b veri happy waiting for e new yr to start but I dun feel anything..i jux cant stop thinking or put down all e unhappiness thing..feel like going east coast tml..
But I am really happy tat I got so many friends who help mi when I got difficulties..and so many pple who care for mi..many pple have been asking mi out and I still haven go out wif them and sch going to reopen le..den those going for 3 mths JC also going to start sch le..
didnt blog e past 2 days..e day b4 went home veri late den was too tired to blog.. den yesterday something happened so didnt blog..wanna thankx jin guang and ying chee for helping mi yesterday. thankx alex for e msg today. was suprised..so sorri to trouble so many pple..was supposed to arrange wif yc e time tat we meeting yesterday but ... we didnt..so this morning den we arranged e time..didnt slp well last night..wake up dunno how many time..b4 meeting yc i went to metta to collect e CIP letter which i left there for veri long le..den went to tecc bus stop to meet yc..den i went to sch 1st to pass e letter to li fen..den we went to paya lebar to have our lunch den shop for veri long..den after tat went to bedok inter to shop again..den we went back to tampines..den yc went home den i meet koo jee to go for e Chingay practice..was supposed to meet joey they all at 6.30 but we were late..today practice was quite relaxing..didnt dance much..b4 starting we had exercise.. and e exercise really must stretch one..den my whole body aching now..after tat we brush up our dance abit..den we had e formation thingy and how to come out..mine is A14..den we had a dance wif e music and our new formation..so fun..after tat we had a short performance by e RHQ 1..den we played a game and e guy re so cute lolx..den we had briefing and home sweet home..b4 tat we had to take our measurement for shoe size..i think abt those thing again..those thing seem appearing in my mind..shall not say anymore.. i really veri tired..going to b panda soon le..
have been staying alone at home yesterday night..den at ard 4 plus like tat in e morning recieved a bad news from my friend..her father passed away..den i was rather tired and slept again..den mrs liu also sms mi whether we re going for her wake..in e afternoon went for work after tat went home had a bath den meet yan teng at tampines inter..cause wanna go popular 1st..after tat we went to VCD shop to see something den we went for dinner.. we ate roti prata at century square..den saw ying chee there too..after eating went to meet michelle at lay ting hse bus stop..cause we going for e wake..reach there ard 9 plus..den chit chatting, had some fun den went home abt to 12..today alvin tan and mr sim also went..was shock to receive yao xing sms asking mi whether i got go e wake anot and ask mi when..omg.. he going tml and i also going tml lolx..but he staying until morning i dunno whether i staying wif my friend until morning anot..was quite suprising tat he will go..haix..must see him tml..so tired..going to work tml..think i meeting ying chee they all at night after tat den go e wake..tml will b a tiring day for mi..quarrel wif my mother in e morning again..and i somehow think i no longer treat her as wad i did last time..speechless..
[Christmas Day]
went home early in e morning to change and do everything den when for work..work early today and finished late..den ying chee meeting mi 4pmat my bus stop..but was suprise to see ying chee and jin guang appearing in long john..they came here to eat..den today e most pple is ard 2 plus to 3 plus..den was supposed to finish at 3pm den alot pple so i end later..after tat when to yc and jg there..den nicholas call mi alot of time..cause he wanna ask mi whether i wanna go out wif them..omg..and didnt know tat michelle is e onli gal going wif them..i went home 1st to change den went to vivo city by cab..was supposed to enjoy myself but 1 call from her and she spoilt my whole mood..i really really hate them alot..
didnt enjoyed myself today..had dinner at e hong kong restaurant..and thx jg for e treat after which we took cab to chua chu kang to meet him and he told us e wrong blk(actually not his fault la)den we had to call andrew cause we lost our way and we decided to buy a street directory..after tat andrew went to mac to buy food and we took cab home..
had alot of chat wif yc..is a secret..we have been sharing alots of things..when i reached home she called and quarrel wif mi again..i am really veri tired of listening le..wad i am today is all cause of their fault..they made mi become a different person from wad i am last time..i find tat i have change alot in myself..i see no point in staying le..alot of pple have been asking mi to cheer up..i tried and i failed..so sorri..shall not post all e unhappy things here..
[yesterday entry]
yesterday went church(city Harvest) wif my sis cause she ask mi go..den i also nv see her cell grp pple veri long le...and is also a christmas celebration so i went lolx..my cousin and gao yang also went..finally my cousin can come le..his mother dun let him come..later on..gao yang sms tat his parents also going..so we meet them at a different time.. actually we meet earlier cause we wanna queue up and book 2 row of seats..den we dun wan his parents to wait too long..
omg..we went there early but there are so many pple alreadi..so crowded..but we managed to book 2 row of seats..yeah!!! den i went to bring gao yang in..and suprise to see tsiu chen(scouts leader)..gao yang mother and grandma came..when everyone settled down..e service is going to starts le..each of us have a candle..we started by sining a few Christmas song..1 thing tat is so funny tat..we keep on say Merry Christmas to so many pple around us..is like after each song we have to say Merry Christmas to e pple around us..after which we had a skit(nice)..in between had a bible session den we end of wif songs and lighting up our candle..so fun..everything ended from there..so mi and gao yang send his parents back 1st..omg..cant believe tat so many pple still remember mi when i didnt come for like 1 yrs le..some i cant remember their name le.. den sis karen talk to mi(cell grp leader)..so glad tat xin jun, damien, june, karen, still remeber mi..
after which we went separate ways..but we took MRT together..gao yang and my sis going to watch movie(cause nothing to do), my cousin going home den i going kallang. we boarded e MRT at tannah merah and something happened..e MRT door open 2 time and doesnt move.den gao yang say too heavy le, later they aunnoced e fat pple plz go out(hahax). den when e door open again, they finally accouned tat e MRT cant work, we have to go to e middle side to take e train.. luckily e MRT doesnt spoil at places like bedok or else all will to wait for veri long..
meet joey and jasmine at kallang MRT station and it is raining..den we were thinking where will b our training..when we reach PA they told us tat our training is at e auditorim..when we reach there we mark our attendance 1st den we went in to talk..our trainer willie is so funny and cute lolx..cause he ask us whether we have christmas party after training..den joey got so he ask can i joined u, i veri bored no where to go..den he keep laughing..he same age as mi too..soon our training start..not everybody turn up cause of christmas eve..our dance step today re quite easy to learn..after training we had a sharing session..
thankx trainer for e gift..our grp attendance is e best..den we had pple from RHQ6 coming down to play games wif us..he say tat after playing e game, e santa claus will come down to give us present..e games is so fun and so difficult..we had to pass e bottle using knee caps..after e game.. he said tat there is 15 santa claus today..cause e PA pple told him tat anybody wearing red today is e santa claus..den all e trainer re wearing red(hahax)..den they have to sing 3 songs using HO!HO!HO! den we have to guess e song..e so called santa claus gave us a bag of sweets and chocolates..after everything has ended our trainer also gave us something..they gave us christmas card and chocolates..thankx! den when we went out of e auditorim, they gave us a pack of swetts and chocolates too..receive so much things..and all of us re celebrating christmas eve in e auditorim..
had alot of fun yesterday..and i receive too many sms and call le..so many pple have been asking mi to go out today...mostly all my class pple..but later i going to work until 3pm after which i dunno i will go out wif who le..
wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS:p
[Christmas Carnival]
think last night manage to catch 2 hr slp onli..den mi, my sis, li fen and qi hao slp in e living room..den i woke up quite early cause meeting yc to buy strawberries..we went giant to buy cause they sell 1 box for $1.99 which is veri cheap lor..den when i reach there 1st they haven take out e fruits..den when i took 10 box they stare at mi..think this is e 1st time seeing pple buy so much..den yc went my home to carry all e logistics thing..den gao yang came in e morning to help out..
when we reach cc we arrange all e tables, put all e table cloth, buy all e necessary things..after which we went to e kitchen to cut all e fruits, wash, mixed all e fruits and melt e chocolate..omg..while cutting e fruits i accidentally cut my finger..so painful and not onli 1 is 3 fingers..but e other 2 not so pain..until now my finger still so pain..after everything has been done, christmas carnival is abt to start le..cheryl ask mi to help her wif e changing of e santa gal clothing..soon, pple start coming in to buy things le..
there were not many pple in e christmas carnival..mostly is all friends from their own sch.. den serene and her friends came too..had alot of fun wif them..den my son also came..den serene also told mi tat next sat got zalankai and need to buy something to exchange..hope serene they all enjoyed themselves..during e carival i have to run up and down..cause have to melt e chocolate.. so tiring..after e carnival we had a short briefing on tonight program..after which we have to clear e refreshemt side so tat e catering can b put there..so sad...we had so much food left..den have to wash up everything..after tat we went to heat e turkey and cut it..
time flies..after we finish cutting e turkey is time for them to have dinner le..we took pic wif all e organizer..e kids is so cute..mi and yc chatted wif e small gal and her bros..den i feed her wif e noodles, chicken...so fun chatting wif them..how i wish i am still as young as them..dun need to worry so much things..and i will feel happy more..after eating, their mother came so they went home..den we went for meeting to end e christmas carnival..thx ee sheer for e christmas card, den they also gave 1 to everybody, ken for e chocolate..i did enjoyed myself..after today carnival we wont b seeing each other much le..
after everything has ended, they went to play war game..i didnt play cause my finger veri pain den i also wear high heel shoes..den i was so tired tat i fell asleep when they were playing..after tat it time to go home le cause e cc is closing..have been eating fruits e whole day for my breakfast, lunch and dinner..den jin guang brought home e banana..we didnt have supper all went home, guess everyone was veri tired le..we went home wif pei fen and michael..and i fell asleep inside e bus..
finally christmas carnival has ended and e next one will b supernova camp le..think everyone has enjoyed themselves one way is another..and more things for mi to settle le..when can i have a rest???
morning went to meet e refreshment pple..den we went to buy e drinks den YES supermarket dun have 7up..so in e end we went to t-mart to buy..and finally got..after tat we went to room 1-3 and chit chat awhile den we went for lunch..omg..while eating karmun call mi den i realise tat i meeting them at 12pm..so 4getful of mi..and my tom yam ban mian like nv eat like tat although i did eat(hahax)..den while eating jin guang came..and he made pei fen laugh like mad gal den she keep on banging e table..after tat we went back to TECC to meet karmun and cliton..(hopefully jia jin and cliton will b ok)
den michael, pei fen, kelvin and mi chit chat while waiting for e fruits to b fresh..omg..michael cut my hair(hahax)..he went to trim..when is time up, mi, pei fen and michael went to take e fruits.. and we had so much fun talking to e fruits stall auntie..today was suppose to eat tang yuan den i spend my whole day outside..den jux now gao yang went to buy..den we all share..(hahax).. den we had a chat wif qi hao, gao yang, li fen and my sis..after which we went to KFC for dinner..den mi and my sis share..den later on hui hui came to meet us too..finally she came..had so much fun today..cause they keep on make mi laugh lolx..while waiting for e meeting to start den gao yang so funny, he went to wear e mascot shirt and walk around e whole place..
nicholette and li fen today bully mi sia..they went to msg their ah gong den anyhow call mi ah ma lolx..when i dun wan to b..den after meeting we clear up all e things..shift e table for e games room and den vaccum e floor cause is so dirty..after tat we went home..den qi hao and li fen come my hse(hahax)..den we had so much fun..and finally we had finish everything le.. den tml going to wake up early cause i meeting ying chee 7.30 at bedok inter to buy e strawberrie.. den so kind of gao yang coming my hse early in e morning to help us take things..damm tiring today.. really have to thankx li fen and qi hao 4 helping out when qi hao is not refreshment de..
was suprise tat yao xing called mi..and he ask mi how am i going to melt e chocolate and whether we got e machine anot..dun wan to blog le..i also 4get alot of things le..think going to chit chat wif them ba.. and congrat gao yang for being e troupe leader..and he is willing to give up his SC for not being e president..
Damm tiring today…I am so tired painting e thing so decided to stop for awhile..den going to continue back..morning went to work 1st den Michael say dun go meet him le, he meet mi at TECC..so after tat I rush there to help..cause in e night I have yoga course den cannot stay too long..so when we reach there we straight away go take book..my sis, qi hao and li fen, Michael and alex went..i purposely wear sch shirt and shoe today or else e security wont let mi in..den my sis also dunno where..den Michael and alex wait outside.. thankx for helping us carry.den after tat help them to hang up all e things..den left mi and li fen..so we went to measure e table and draw out e template..after we finish everything.. mi, qi hao and li fen start chatting again..cause qi hao got nothing to do..den I realise I going to be late for my yoga le..den I went to confirm wif alex e manpower list den I left.. den li fen and qi hao also left wif mi..
Den I bring all e cloth home to do..den suddenly li fen say wanna come my hse stay so anything lolx..anyway left mi and my sis..didn’t stay at my aunt hse cause got a lot of things must bring den have to reach so early also..den tml maybe going to help sharon wrap present(so nice)..den my auntie bring my track pants there for mi..luckily I am not late..juz in time..e yoga course is so relax..i almost going to fell asleep le..
Den juz now chatted wif ying chee on wad we going to buy and do tml..den Cassandra have to left early tml den also still not confirmed how many pple will come tml…so tired this few days..have been sleeping late and going home early..i think if I pay e $ also wont b long de..i am so frustrated this few days tat I going to lose my temper..den I have to control myself..so better dun talk to mi..maybe after this sat event I dun wish to participate in anything le..i got too many problems le dun wish to bring e bad mood there..(so sorri)..unless I am able to somehow solve my problems..have been making so many pple worried and angry(so sorri)..think my auntie should not save mi when I am small should juz let my parents kill mi den I dun need to suffer now..i HATE them a lot..
[yesterday entry]
yesterday meeting e refreshment pple to do e decoration..den onli cliton, karmun, jia jin and ying chee came..Cassandra couldn’t come out den pei fen was sick..somehow we re frustrated on e decoration cause…(dunno wad to say). In e end we decide to decorate onli e wall near e dance room and e table. Then saw chee meng in e cc den he ask mi to go also cause they going to buy things..so we do some of e decoration den went wif them.. so many pple went.den cliton and karmun say they dun wan to go so they stay to decorate e words..thankx a lot. We thought we could come back early once all things have been bought but in e end it delay until night time. Had so much fun playing wif e toys..(I am still small)
cant imagine tat we actually spent $1000 on all e present for e needy people..more to go..1st time I have been going spending so much $. After everything we went back to cc. Den jia jin draw e deer while I help Sharon on e present..i learn to wrap in a new ways. We see how other pple wrap den we follow. I love wrapping present. Den also help Sharon write all e name on e present. After tat I am so tired and I fell asleep.. den after tat help jia jin by outlining..finally e deer have been done..more to go..shall continue tml. Den I onli can go down in e afternoon. Actually alex wan mi to help him tml but I dun think I can le..actually jux now having headache le, wan to go home 1st..but I cant throw jia jin and ying chee there.
Took bus home wif Michael..den we chat a lot of things..den he ask mi whether I wan to work wif him anot. Den he ask mi to meet him today den go cc together..omg..i made lay ting worried for mi..and have to go collect e letter tml le..actually got chingay practice today but in e end dun have..and today really veri gd lor..didn’t rain..
Andrew also ask mi how things have been going on..and e most worried things is e house. No matter wad I will still keep e hse for my sis and bro. And my father will not do anything to it one.and my mother name is not inside le..imagine we still have to pay my mother a sum of $ cause her name is not inside..thinking all this have give mi a headache. Having a veri bad headache tat I keep hitting my head and I really nearly go bang e wall le..so pain tat I cant stand anymore..Yesterday at e bus stop saw Andrew yeo den mi and ying chee chat wif him..den he ask us if I put gao yang as TL(highest rank in scouts) can anot??den we say can..cause e sec 2s this yr not much potential pple..den he so funny lolx..he say but he got so much things to do dunno whether he can cope anot??(referring to e haunted hse)
Went to buy cloth today and e whole day is raining non stop..den my foot is so cold cause walking in e water..haix..brought many cloth today...den when I reach my auntie hse they were not at home den u have to wait for them to come back and is so cold lor and I am shivering..although I have my jacket wif mi..and I going to take over my sis..
Today my grandma told mi abt e hse thing…she say every month have to pay $385 if not we will get chase out..den she discuss wif mi..and we decided tat every month I will pay $200 she will pay $185..a lot of expenses also my grandma give one..haix..when we bought this hse, my parents took from us $2000 den now still need to help them pay this hse..how???headache..
Tml going to CC decorate and order fruits den in e evening meeting joey and jasmine to go for e Chingay practice..den our trainer meeting us at 6.30pm to brush up..oh no..i 4get to design something for e chingay one..die le..going to do later le..luckily my trainer remind mi..wad should I design??hopefully it wont rain tml or else we dun need practice le..tml will b a tiring day for mi..e weather this few days is so nice to slp and I managed to slp more..
Omg..today chat wif Patrick almost for 1 hr..he say he veri bored tml ask mi go out wif him..but I cant..so I ask him come help mi..den he later wan, later dun wan..
Morning accompany my aunt go see doc..den e doc gave her MC again..think she take abt 1 month MC le..den play hse of dead 2 wif my bro..in e afternoon went to check price, den my bro follow mi also..in e end we choose to buy cloth..den have to go buy cloth tml cause ying chee not free..den also helping her to buy cause she need it for her sch..den I also bought a present for my auntie child for Christmas present and I help my aunt to buy also..den today I also fold paper crane(suddenly feel like doing). Den I also laminate my neoprints. Dunno y I am doing all this kind of things. Poor gao yang(ah gong) have to hike e whole night cannot slp..
Well, congrat all my friends who got their N lvl result..they all passed wif gd marks.. xin ying is so clever, she got 3..and last yr I onli got 5.. have to work hard for next yr le.. today is also Mr koh son b’day..Happy 1 yr old. I am so tired..wed have to do e decoration and I dun think got pple will come..e most 1 or 2..haix..
Think tml going home early again cause whole day raining and my hse going to flood le.. all because of e renovation la..when raining my hse kitchen will b flooded by water..
Today meet ying chee and alex at TECC bus stop den we took bus to loyang sing song to buy e logistics.. today e things we buy like wan to go for BBQ like tat..bought cups, container, bowl etc..den my sis also bought chocolate for her games stall. E chocolate is so cute lolx..and is cheap..den after tat went to 201 to buy fruits den is put into sticks le..but 201 there dun have so we went back to TECC 1st. den we wanna put things in e kitchen but didn’t open..den they say wait awhile for e auntie to come..den we wrap up e chocolate den mi and ying chee went to tampines library there to buy e fruits 1st..den when we re back e auntie still haven come..den they say she come ard noon time..den ying chee say wanna go my hse do so in e end we went..den we meet pei fen 1st den go together..den alex doing something in e office later den meet us..
My hse is like so crowded lolx..at 1st onli got mi, my sis, ying chee and pei fen den later on li fen come den alex and gao yang came..we managed to try all…den I have been eating fruits e whole day..den they all have been playing wif my msn..den so funny lolx..we all have been laughing like mad pple like tat..den gao yang and alex is mad abt playing e house of dead 2..have a nice chat wif pei fen today..get to know her better..den after everything..we went to buy cloth..den pei fen and li fen went home..den in e end we didn’t buy cloth den we went to popular..cause alex wan to buy e paper for e certificate..in e end we didn’t buy too cause alex cant confirmed e manpower yet..
Haix..i am getting frustrated nowadays..i dun have mood to do things also and even going out..have been forcing myself to do too many things le..den now a single day where all e refreshment pple will come, e most onli 2 pple..i am too tired of going to and fro le..everyday have to go home..think tml I going home veri early cause all e plates and pot haven keep..den if my grandma go home tml and saw all those things she will scold mi again..den everybody in my whole family have problems..i really cant stand anymore.. help mi..
Den have to hand in something to alex tml and is still not done..i am sick again..got drenched today cause of e heavy rain..was suprising, ying ying suddenly ask mi for gao yang and qi hao particulars..wish all pple who re getting their N lvl result tml GOOD LUCK!
This morning meet the refreshment pple at 9am. And today onli jia jin, cliton and Cassandra came..e rest not free. den Cassandra told mi tat cliton and jia jin got cold war. Den we trying to let them have e opportunities to talk but they dun wan. While having breakfast, we had a chat. Cassandra wan to thinking of dropping A math cause she say she dun understand although she got a tution teacher. I try to ask her not to drop Amath if possible, but she really failed veri badly so it gd for her not to take so tat she can concentrate on other subjects.After which we went to discuss e decoration of our refreshment side.den ying chee came to find us cause she is waiting for jin guang veri long..after everything have been done, my sis came to find mi and we go together. Den jia jin got nothing to do so he follow us too..we went tampines mall to walk walk..den we saw xiao mei..and we wish her Happy b’day too..didn’t know tat today is her b’day until she told us. Den after tat we went to arcade to play game den later on Cheryl came to meet us.
Then after tat all of us go to e MRT station to take MRT to e costume shop there.and on our way there we saw yao xing, him again..see him twice le..but this time we really got say hi to him..poor gao yang. So happy..i managed to find e place..omg..jux now I was standing in e middle of e road and I didn’t notice until gao yang call mi..when we reach there we took a few different type of santa clothing for Cheryl to try den Cheryl ask mi to help her wif e changing cause is difficult for her to zip alone..den she so funny..she say I look like her mummy..and finally we rent e things needed for Cheryl le..den after tat they went to eat and den we went to queenstown to order e t-shirts. And we also have order e shirts for Xmas Carnival..and it is not a compulsory thing.after tat we shop for awhile den went home.
Den jin guang and ying chee went to city hall..so tired..jux reach home not long..and I am back home today onli..den tml need to go buy a lot of things and still got e trail thing..so tiring..i really need a slp..
as usual woke up early in e morning..den suddenly my auntie wanna fold star so accompany her down to buy e paper..den after tat go out wif my mother..haix..my mother hand is injured cause she cook den e oil make until her hand..den her hand is full of oil mark..den we went to tiong bahru 1st cause my mother work there last time..den e boss wanna talk to her..so mi and my bro walk walk around there den saw many nice paper for making stars so i bought for my aunt so tat she can do..e onli thing is i haven buy e bottle...
den after tat my went to novena square cause my mother wanna get her pay cause she dun wan to work le..think shall help her find another job..but is so difficult to find..cause she study until pri 4 onli..haix..den after tat went home to take e wrapper cause my sis 4get to bring den after tat went to TECC to meet my sis and gao yang..cause she is my sis so must try to help her as much as possible..so help her to wrap all e sweets..
den after tat went for meeting..so less pple turn up today..den i need to do some changes to e refeshment...den mi and li fen went out to discuss a few things..den talk to cassandra on e phone..we had a short meeting today..den we have to sell 40 tokens for e Christmas Carnival. so poor thing, jin guang broke his spec den he not use to it without a spec..den also cannot see things clearly..so after meeting he went to make his spec..den mi, li fen, my sis and nicolette accompany cheryl wait for her parents to come..den we saw hui hui in e car den she dun dare to look at us..cheryl veri angry wif him cause he keep on say Ngee Ann this, Ngee Ann tat..and not onli cheryl but nicolette etc..haix..got so much comment on Ngee Ann..
den so many pple helping jin guang to see whether e spec suit him anot..and finally we all agreed to one..den after tat we went for supper..den mi and alex chatted alot of things on true heart..and there is 1 more coming up is e union..alex say e pple tat have been graduated will put them under union..i am so tired le..but i agree to hand him all e things by mon..haix..
den my friends keep asking mi to go out but i got no time esp patrick dunno ask how many time le..i'm so sorri..den tml morning going to meet e refreshment pple to discuss abt e decoration.. den after tat going to meet my sis, cheryl and gao yang at tampines den go to e costume shop together..den help cheryl to rent e santa gal clothes...den wait for jin guang and ying chee to come..i am so tired to continue any further le..
In e morning accompany my sis to bedok inter cause she wanna change her spec..den after tat walk walk around 1st den went back to my auntie hse..den after tat accompany my auntie and grandma to Orchard. Cause they wanna go there for facial. Den mi and my bro walk around e whole Orchard for 2 ½ hr..den I took neoprint wif my bro..cause I took so many neoprint but didn’t take wif my bro b4..
Den after tat took bus back to my auntie hse. Den change into my clothing and went wif my auntie for e yoga course. I am so tired today. Today yoga course is quite relaxing. It relax my mind and body.
Den paul suddenly ask mi whether on e 23rd I am free cause his mother ask mi go her hse. Den he ask mi out for movie and I thought is his mother ask one..but no..so suprising. Den he say wanna date mi out for a movie. So weird one.
Chatted wif Ying chee for 40 min on e decoration, budget etc for this sat.den mi and ying chee meeting this sat earlier to buy e things 1st den try it out..cause afternoon need to see e costume..den on sun we going to buy other thing.den we can go out 2gether also.
I think I should spent my time outside cause whenever I reach home sure got something happened one. And today my auntie and grandma chatted a lot of thing and is all e sad thing. Dun talk abt it le. And now it seem involve e whole family. Is getting worse and worse le. Tat y I choose to stay outside den at home. And I realise tat my my temper is getting worse le.maybe I got too much trouble le.
Wake up early in e morning cause cannot slp again..i already try not to think so much le.. den my sis today also wake up early so we went home around 7 plus..den after tat my sis ask mi wanna accompany her go and have breakfast wif her Melbourne friend so I went with her..den after tat we walk walk around bedok inter b4 going tmall..den my sis Melbourne friend took pic wif us too..
Den suddenly gao yang call mi and say he meeting us..den went he reach he thought he was e last one but indeed he is e 1st..den after tat we met guo wei in tmall again..always see him there one..den after tat we go walk walk while waiting for jin guang to come.. den when he come we went to buy sweets and wrapper..den ying ying drag mi to go wif her to see her haunted hse thing..she say so many things..she say she and jin guang got age gap den cannot find common thing to talk..so went wif them to buy e things 1st b4 I go meet vivene they all..after buying we went to katong mall to see e cloth but is too expensive so ying ying suggest going to joo chiat complex to buy cause there cheaper.. and it took us so long to reach there..cause we were walking from katong to paya lebar lolx..and I didn’t realise tat I walk so long le cause I was chatting wif ying chee abt this sat thing..den finally we reach and we got e cloth too..den after tat we went to take bus and I went to bedok inter to take MRT while ying ying and Jin guang went back to TECC.. i think jin guang cant stand ying ying le..
Had so much fun talking to vivene..den it was raining somemore den so cold lolx..luckily I got my jacket wif mi..when we reach there was surprise to see Mr Koh(god bro)..we had a solid 1hr of chanting and I felt better.i pray for lots of things.as long as my aunt, grandma they all re fine I am veri happy.oh our item will b e finale so we must do veri well..hahax..as we need to end e whole thing. Den after e whole thing, Mr koh send mi home den si yi also follow us..chatted a lot of things while he driving.thinking back I also didn’t sit in his car for veri long le.den si yi take e chance to ask mi to join in e graduate FD performance cause is e last performance we going to have le..Mr koh brought mi chocolate from Australia..den he ask mi to go his hse play wif his son..
Bernice say she went to see my blog le..den ask mi to link her..yeah! link her liao. And lots of things is coming up..it will b veri busy for mi.
Yesterday went Novena Square to look for my mother..cause she working at e food court..den I went there got so many pple cause is lunch time..so went walk walk 1st.. I think e stall tat my mother working, e food seem nice..cause e queue is so long.. den after tat went to do something 1st b4 going home..den chee meng suddenly tell mi tat he will call mi at 10pm..but den he didn’t call..haix..i am still not ok..and more problem now..
Den this morning chee meng sms mi tat yesterday he not feeling well so nv call mi.. hope he is better now..den my grandma is not in a gd mood..den she suddenly wan to go to her sister stall to eat noodle..so I accompany her there..but went we went there she didn’t open..think they went holiday ba..next time den accompany my grandma there. I am getting more and more tired le..i think I have lost interest in everything..suddenly I don’t feel like doing anything now..and I didn’t touch my true heart thing also..haix..wad happened to mi???I also dunno..
everyday e most I onli slp 2-3 hr onli…tml gonna accompany my sis go buy her things 1st..den at night going to meet vivene they all at outram to go for prayers and briefing..den tml need to go back to take my beads..
Here to blog yesterday entry..was staying at my aunt hse e whole day..didn’t go out.. basically I did a lot of things today but I force myself to do it..cause still not feeling well.. was thinking of e True heart committee table, write e report on sec 2s SC, and plan out e job scope for 16, 20, 22 and 23 dec..damm tired after doing all this thing.. den chatted wif ying chee in e morning on a lot of things..she say I abandoned her..i wont abandoned her de la..den ying chee suddenly say tat we all long time nv go out le..and ya, I agree also. So shall wait for her exam to finish 1st..her exam will b over next fri..den after tat we can go out le..yeah!!!she wanna go sentosa..
At night chatted wif gao yang too..congrat to him wor..he won e best campers for e PLTC scouts camp..and I believe he will b a gd leader in scouts..gao yang must b faithful to her hor..
Have been thinking too much le tat y my headache will nv b ok one..but it is so difficult not for mi to think cause my character Is like this..but my sis is so different from mi.. she will not b like mi think so much one..haix..i think I should not trouble anyone le..shall face e problem alone..i felt so bad when they worry for mi..have to thankx all my friend who care for mi when I am sick..wo hen fan..i also dunno wad am I thinking..couldn’t slp e whole night also cause most of my time is spend on crying..when I go out wif friends I have to act tat I am happy..
Didn’t go for e Chingay training today cause not feeling well..actually I still thinking whether to join anot..cause I am veri tired..and I feel veri weak nowadays..but yesterday vivene chatted wif mi in msn and ask mi y didn’t go for the training..and she keep on asking mi to go for e training session..den my trainer also wan mi to go..haix..also dunno how..but I promise her I will b going for e prayer and briefing this coming wed..shall chant more..and e training schedule have been changed too.
Well didn’t blog for a few days le cause was feeling sick and not in e mood to blog.. Now I blog not because I got mood but too many days didn’t update le so feel like updating now..
Try to recall wad I did e past few days.i don’t think I can recall all cause I start to 4get things le.. On Thursday mi and my sis went down to TECC to help Michael with the lighting..cause he call mi saying tat he is alone..den nicolette and li fen jux drop by and later left.. finally wad Michael have to do have finished.. Then after doing everything it was late le, so we didn’t went to buy things and went to my aunt hse.. Then after tat my aunt fetch us down to my another aunt hse e coffee shop there to have a dinner..but my another aunt doesn’t wan to come down. Wad has been plan re all wasted. I also dunno wad she thinking lor..wanna thankx jin guang and Andrew for coming down when is so late already..i am so sorry of troubling them. Think I should not trouble them too much.
On Friday I stayed at e home e whole day until night time..and I was having a bad headache cause didn’t have enough slp. And I want to rest also cannot..haix.. actually didn’t wan to go for the meeting but all e documents is with mi so I have to go down lor. Or else Cassandra don’t know what to do. Cause li fen, nicolette and qi hao got Chinese orchestra so they meet mi after tat..they suddenly argue so many things on Chinese Orchestra. When talking to them I felt veri tired and I slp awhile in mac den after tat went for meeting. B4 tat we pei li fen go office 1st cause she wanna send something to mr wong. Den after tat have to go through everything with Cassandra 1st.. Then jin guang go through all e things needed for refreshment. After tat, mi, li fen and Cassandra discuss on all the things..after finish discussing I was so tired so I fell asleep again..after e meeting has ended we went home cause was not in e mood to go anywhere else le.. wanna thankx jin guang and Andrew for their concern..
Was veri sick e whole night and I couldn’t slp again cause was coughing..woke up early to do all e housework den after tat went to my aunt hse. Then after tat my grandma say she wan to go courts so I pei her go although I am veri uncomfortable..den after tat my aunt say she wan to go out so we pei her..and e more I walk e more I feel uncomfortable.. still having bad headache…when I reach home I cant stand anymore and lie on e bed to rest..and my whole body got no strength to stand up already..
Some of e pics taken during CIP
Didn’t blog yesterday cause I was too tired already. When I reach home..i was chatting wif my sis den dunno y talk until fell asleep lor..den I was like crying e whole night like tat..cause my tears keep on drip..think I must b too tired le.. yesterday went TECC to help decorate..most of e decoration re done except a few parts..and Michael going down to do..
Den saw Andrew, ru han they all yesterday cause they were discussing abt tml camp.. den Andrew mad mad de keep on laugh.. den when gao yang saw them play basketball, he went to play wif them too..
Jux realise tat I have not been doing things this few days.. then my refreshment particulars haven finish den must pass up tml.. think can ba.. left like 2 person like tat.. then also have to go collect e CIP letter later @ metta.
And today is my sis, koo jee and xiag ting b’day, Happy birthday to them..although I did slept more hr yesterday but I am still so tired..
Back to blog again..i am so tired of going to and fro.. every morning went home den at night go my auntie hse.. went to TECC to decorate e place..but we didn’t decorate much too.. help them to decorate e lift, put some cotton wool around e pillar, wrap some boxes. Then li fen show mi e list of pple who re planning e Sec 1s orientation. Then they want to pick some MC but couldn’t think of it. When I look through not much to think also. Actually li fen can but she don’t dare to voice out so abit difficult. Den gao yang say they pick le..yeah! the 4 MC are gao yang, my sis, hui hui and one 1 more guy. Then li fen also told mi abt the CCA display thing. She say she wanna to help Media but tat kin seng say Media is her 2nd CCA den dun let her do..Then I call david up and he doesn’t know when is it? Omg. Less then 1 month to plan. Li fen told mi tat how many sec 1s we have depend on e CCA display whether is it attractive to attract them. Omg. Think this fri I am going down to help them and Patrick will b going too.
Something bad happened today. Jia yi phone got stolen by a Malay boy. When jia yi wan to go home she found tat her phone was lost. So all of us when to find and we couldn’t find it. When jia yi call her phone her phone was off and she was so worried. Then jia yi, jin guang and mi went up to e office to see the CCTV..luckily can see who is e thief lolx. Is like e guy walk so many round around e CC and we didn’t realise it. And he is so clever lolx..manage to stole infront of so many pple..and when we saw him at e mac, jia yi called e police and soon catch him..but he dun wan to say out where is e phone lor..
Den I was so tired tat I slp at e staircase den when I wake up my neck is so pain cause I bend down ma..then after tat we pack up everything and left e CC..tml shall continue again. Then they say wan to play basketball so I followed too. While they were playing basketball I actually wan to e True Heart committee thing..but I did nothing. Cause li fen suddenly ask mi abt my stead and who like mi.. then we talk until they finish playing their basketball. Den we went for dinner. Then after tat accompany jin guang to central cause he wanna buy e Microsoft office..den e shop dunno close or wad den went to bedok inter one..but close again..den I got e CD so he went to my hse 1st. but couldn’t find it lolx..haix..den he look my true heart file and he couldn’t stand it den went to disturb alex. Then he say he doesn’t like e rank thing. Then he say he wanna merge and become supernova true heart.
Think later I going to sleep awhile. My auntie like slp better today. Maybe e doc give her another type of medicine ma.. den tml going to TECC again. Den going to ans all li fen qns and help out in e decoration.omg..i almost 4get my sis b'day is on thurs..die die..
[Prom Night]
woke up early in e morning den went home to do some housework 1st..den after tat went to lay ting hse to help her wif her housework..den she went SGH to do something..den after tat went home to get changed for e prom night.. den went lay ting hse again.. had a lot of fun there..den later on Yan teng come..den after we finish everything we went to Raffles Town Club cause our prom night is located there..
when we reach there, there were lots of pple and I couldn’t recognize some of them lolx.. den we took a lot of photo and chit chatting b4 we go in..den when we take our attendance they give us 2 sticker to vote for Mr and Miss photographic.. den we also dunno who to vote so anyhow vote lolx.. oh..and all this pple whose pic re there they went for audition and there re 8 guys and 8 females qualified for the final.. so poor thing.. they must change so many sets of clothing..
the ballroom was quite nice..and we had 2 gd MC which is coach luke and coach Kenneth.. coach luke is e best..we had a dining etiquette course by him and he always joke wif us..den knowing tat we re planning a prom night.. he volunteer to help out and to assist e chairperson of e prom night.. b4 the dinner was out, e 1st thing is introducing of Mr and Miss Ngee ann..the food was average.. but I enjoyed e performance more.. we played one game today..and e game was so funny lolx..they need us to get 8 item altogether and e 1st item is to get 3 lipstick mark on your cheek.. omg..and can see lots of guys putting on e lipstick and kiss on guys face..e rest was not too bad except they need a guy strip shirt..den e guy have to take of their clothing..den after tat they have to try to seduced the judges..and is damm funny lolx..den we also had 1 game on feed the baby.. onli couple can participate..den e gal will hold e bottle and e guy will have to suck and drink it from e milk bottle..lolx..
den we also had Mr and Miss Ngee Ann who dress nice..den they all go sabo pple one.. we also had lots of performace too but I am too tired to list it out le..my eyes is closing too.. everyday doesn’t have enough slp.. den xiao yao, david and yi jie went there under media.. yeah!!den david is going to edit everything le den send it to mi.. And Mr Ngee Ann is pu yuan and Miss Ngee Ann is nico..congrat to them..
really wanna thankx the prom night committee a lot..despite their O lvl they still continue planning.. and is a successful..think everyone enjoyed themselves too.. At e end of e prom night we also had a short video on all e pic of all classes..omg..when it was 1st play it start wif 5C1 1st.. and I think they take those photo from our friendster one.. hahax.. b4 everything has ended we had a toast…den everything ended @ 11pm.. and e dance floor is opened until 1am..but we re so tired le so didn’t go for it.. this yr is e 1st yr tat we re having prom night outside in 12 yrs of Ngee Ann.
wanna thankx jin guang for telling alex tat i have alot of things to do..so alex ask mi dun do e report 1st.. but i finish e report le..except e committee table, things tat i have to pass up this fri and i think e rest should b done le ba..so tired of going here and there.. and i am having a slight fever now..trying to slp tonight cause i have to wake up early in e morning and go home again..s
Woke up early today and went to market to buy breakfast for everyone..have been staying in my auntie hse for 2nd night le.. den after breakfast went home wif my sis to bath, change and meet gao yang, qi hao, nicolette, li fen @ e bus stop.. den after tat we went to metta rehab for our CIP.. when we reach there they ask us to arrange e item properly.. den after tat we slack around and we sit down chit-chatting.. and they provide us lunch too..den after tat li fen and nicolette help put in e flea market.. den e rest help out in e games stall..we had so much fun playing all e game lolx..and today gao yang is like e main joker of e day..keep on make us laugh.. and I enjoyed today CIP.. but after 1 CIP I have done I have to hand in 2 report.. 1 for alex and 1 for my teacher..haix..
everything ended smoothly at 5pm..den we pack up all e things..and I keep e chingay practice cause was late le.. so in e end we went to tampines mall walk walk..den after tat went to long john to eat..and we spent all e time there talking abt e upcoming Sec 1s orientation which gao yang they all worried abt..shall help them abit..talk abt our sch things, supernova camp etc..think we spent abt 2 hr plus talking lolx..and I am so tired le.. and e sec 2s SC faced some problem too..
I chatted wif gao yang a lot of things too..den so funny lolx..is like onli gao yang and my sis know..so qi hao they all trying to guess wad we talking abt.. and ya..they dun believe tat I stead wif andy b4 which is their senior..and I got disturb by them e whole day.. we took some pic too..but 4get to bring e wire so shall update next time.. hope they enjoyed today CIP.. and I managed to get closer wif Qi Hao too..
I am so dead now..i am so tired lolx..jux finished 3 out of 4 report tat I have to hand in.. think tml den continue ba.. den discuss abt tml prom night things..oh no..i have to wake up at 5 plus tml lolx..to go home take my things and I will b going my friends hse to help her something early in e morning..den dunno jin guang wanna do wad tml..but I see until wad time 1st..den alex also wan mi to set up e True Heart committee..haix..so many things to do..die la..
Went out in e morning to pay all e bills..den nearly fainted but luckily I got all my medicine wif mi..den after tat went to vivo city wif my aunt and my grandma to buy my prom night clothing..den after tat went ngee ann city to meet my uncle.. don’t really have e mood to go out but no choice. I will accompany my aunt more often. And I will b staying at her hse this few days. Tml going for CIP wif gao yang, qi hao, nicolette, li fen and my sis den after tat have to rush down for e Chingay practice.. thought of not going anymore..cause I am really veri tired..
after tml CIP have to do a proposal for alex..den still got a few things to hand up next fri..haix..No mood to blog anymore le. I am veri tired have to take care of so many pple. and i have to rush here and there when i do not have enough slp.
here blogging for yesterday entry... didnt have e mood to blog yesterday..actually do not really have e mood to blog today also..so it will b a short entry..
yesterday b4 e meeting i meet ying chee, nicolette and li fen 1st..actually i didnt want to go for e meeting because ying chee will b coming for e last meeting until e next 2 weeks..den nicolette coming also..so i have to go lolx..
no mood to continue le..shall end here=)
here to blog yesterday entry..too tired to blog le so nv blog..Our guides juniors had their 3 days 2 night camp in sch..and yesterday was e 2nd day alreadi..e juniors wanted us to go back.. and we choose to go back yesterday cause 2nd day activities re usually more interesting.. but actually it was boring also..den mi, christine, cui fen, darallel, sandra meet in sch @ 2pm.. den after tat when we reach sch e sec 3s were planning for e later program..and i ask them y they plan now??cause we thought this camp is plan by e teacher and e YA(wati).. but they say they onli planned e 1st day den they suddenly ask them to plan later activities.. haix.. tat y their activities is so boring cause so less time to think.. den after tat they had their reflection so we went to collect our t-shirt..yeah!!! den after reflection they went to play game so we went to see.. den madam hayati came to talk to us and ask us alot of things..
after tat they went to practise their gadgets lashing..omg..wad we teach have all been wasted lolx??? e sec 1s dun even know anything den e 2s and 3s onli know square lashing..haix.. den e sec 3s make full use of themselves and ask mi to teach them diagonal lashing.. so i teach them.. den we find so boring den we went to t-mart to eat ice-cream.. when we went back to sch they started playing games also..den e sec 3s like no idea le..so we suddenly thought of criminal and murder game den we ask them whether they want to play.. but most of them dunno abt this game..so we teach them 1st..den they play until mad le..den after tat e sec 1s have to practise their dance, 2s clothes line, 3s program and pyjamas party.. so we help e sec 3s awhile.. den when they were doing their own things we got nothing to do so we play cards..and we play until mad le..den madam hayati was like later my gals will get jealous..
was suprising tat there is 3 CCA camping in sch...cause @ 1st i thought onli guides and guzheng.. den suddenly i see choir pple also..den e pyjamas party was boring..and i thought i had my pyjamas party last night but actually i had mine is 2 yrs ago le..den went to cc to meet jin guang.. and he was in e office doing e christmas carnival thing..so poor thing.. den after tat we went to meet ee sheer @ coffee shop..den we had so much laughter..cause jin guang was saying abt ee sheer..den we went home around 12 plus..den we took bus 38 and jin guang sent mi home.. den i reach home @ 1am.. den after tat jin guang walk home..
2 person have been asking mi to go s'pore expo..guo wei say he will b in s'pore expo on sat and sun but i 4get e time le..cause he going to show other pple abt e game under temasek poly.. den kum hung also ask mi to go down to s'pore expo.. but i dunno whether is it e same thing anot..
