Sunday, March 28, 2010

Happy Sunday

Although it was a full day outside but I had lots of happy time. Meet some of my classmates and some of my YEC friends at Tampines Mrt station to bring them to Soka Youth Musical Concert at SSA HQ. Thanks all for coming down (Leanna, Mui Hoon, Faizah, Nuan Qin, Chu Zen, Belinda, Alezec, Desmond) although the content might be difficult for you to understand, but through this show it explain what is soka all about.

After that meet Jinguang at TM for lunch before we set off for the NorthEast gathering. We missed the shuttle bus at 1.50pm so we thought there was so shuttle bus already so we took cab to NRSCC bowling alley. All of us went but only Kelvin, desmond and jinguang is playing. The remaining 3 of us just watch them play. Belinda went off 1st. The event was delay and ended abt an hr later. After that we went to play pool, but I didn't play, den we went walk walk 1st before going to take the shuttle bus back.

We decided to watch movie, so we went to century square shaw to purchase ticket 1st while desmond had to go back home for dinner. We had our dinner at popeye but all of us ate L mashed potato and drinks.

Omg, the movie show was short and funny, really make me laugh throughout the whole show but keep forgetting the name. After movie was around 10.40pm already, so desmond drove all of us home. Thanks!

Really had alot of fun hanging out with my fellow YEC friends, although you all always disturb me but you all have nv stop bringing laughter.

Lastly, for you, I wish you happiness with your gf, must treat her well.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:56 PM

Saturday, March 20, 2010


Still not recovering from what I am suffering now. Was so afraid when i always open the letter box, afraid to see the red symbol, keeping all this by myself. For now, trying to occupy myself everyday, but somehow i feel that i am not fully occupy yet. went for 2-3 interview and going another 1 this coming Wednesday at tan tock seng, maybe like wad my aunt say if i work in hospital next time fall sick etc dun need to pay so much. Now trying to find a job that I can work midnight, anyway stay at home will only think more, sleep also cannot sleep well. Having dark circle now.

Going for SN meeting later, den SYOG dance practice tonight.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 9:38 AM

Monday, March 15, 2010

Problems are coming back again. Why are you back?

Went k box with my pig family, had a happy time singing from 2pm-6pm and only at $8, good right and also can make me feel happier.

Just don't wish to stay at home, I will start to think lots of thing, got to keep myself occupy with lots and lots of things until my whole 24 hr is occupy. I want to work 2 job, one in the day time and 1 in the night time.

Really thanks to all my friends who have help and support me. Cried infront of so many pple. Firstly, want to thank hyder and suriani, they say they want to accompany me, when I need help call them and they will be there, help me ask for more information. Secondly, jg, did not mention anything to him at all, told him I am going off and he say if I got anything need help call him. Thirdly, min min, she told me that the next day Mr Tan will be there and ask me go down and ask for his advise, thanks for arranging and keep asking how I am. Next, belinda, thanks for showing your concern, i know you are worried and also thinking of ways to help. lastly, I know that you must have been helping at the bad, but my reason for not telling you the detail one because I don't wish to owe you anything, you have been helping me alot alot and I want to show you that I can solve my problem myself. But all this while I really still treat you as friends, I am really sorry for some of my action.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:03 PM

Sunday, March 14, 2010

I am feeling very upset now, how I wish someone can be beside me to accompany me.

I cry and cry for this 2 days, couldn't sleep well at all. Sometime I am feeling so tired to take care of my siblings etc. So much thing I have to do.

Thanks to all of you, you all have help me, give me solution to solve problems and also at the same time help me to find job.

I love all of you.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 12:20 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010

During this holiday, watch so much drama show, cry alot too, have been thinking alot too. Something that I have been thinking for this few weeks are, are you really getting married.

I think I should not listen to both side anymore, I shall remain what I am, I don't trust all of you. Sometime the words come out from your mouth, i really dunno whether you are telling me the truth. I am tired of all this already.

I don't trust guys anymore.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 1:43 AM

Friday, March 05, 2010

Yeah, finally exam is over but I am so scared of the results cause the paper is isn't simple at all. Just hope that I can get through it and graduate with my diploma.

After the paper yesterday went out shopping with my classmates, help the guys to choose their clothing and finally they got their clothing. Is a long shopping yesterday and all of us seem so tired cause we haven had a gd slp for2 weeks.

Reach home my whole body is aching, slept like 12 plus in the morning not early at all. I actually tell myself not to wake up so early in the morning but in e end i woke up at 7 plus and I lie on the bed turning here and there until 9 plus den i woke up.

Meet yanteng at city hall, den went together to suntec cotton on to buy shorts cause janet working got discount, also help daphne to get hers. After that went walk walk around to find bag for my D&D and also to get keni present. Went to various places like suntec, 313 somerset, taka, wisma, Ion.

After that went to tampines to meet lay ting and we had our dinner at ding tai fung and home sweet home. Got to wake up early tml to prepare for D&D. Maybe going to do manicure with janet den lunch den to her house and after that go do our hair.

Actually i am still not 100% happy at all yet. After watching one of the show actually I always had a dream but it is never there. How I wish everyday I came home, someone is there where I can talk to, where I can share my feeling with. Everyday at home, I just face my computer, no one is talking with me at home. And until now, i really dunno whose stories should I listen too.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 10:58 PM