Mid-autumn festival
Once again YEC is involve with the kheng chiu, and every now and then the event i get very disappointed. Today only turn out to have 4 YEC pple helping which include me, where has the rest gone too? Really thanks choon kim for helping out today and he only just join YEC. But really thanks shi chang for helping me to find most of the helpers. I had a happy time with them and of course their help is of a great help.
But on the other hand i am so angry with the food vendor. Guess this is the 2nd time that i am so angry. the 1st time was last last yr national day and today history repeat again. this time round we brought 80 elderly there, so while they are watching the performance we went to take some food for them, so we went 1 vendor and tell them tat we need 82 for the elderly, they say they will help us keep and we go collect later, in the end they run away. so we went to the other shop and tell them that we need 82 also, so they chop all the tickets and we tell them that we take 20 1st, if we need than we come back, so they say ok, so when i went back to collect more, they say only 1 person can collect 1 at a time and i told them you all already chop and agreed to what we say. so i quarrel with them and they say they call their boss so i say go ahead, i am not the one at fault why should i be scared. i told them the elderly cant walk how am i suppose to bring them here and ask them to collect 1 by 1 and they ask me to drag them there. Was so angry that i immediately walk away for awhile to cool down 1st. After that i walk back there and give them a big scolding. I told them "I don't want anymore, if this thing continue the elderly sure starve to death".
Later on i told jg about this and he help me back. Sometime i seriously dont wish to help out in all this thing anymore, there is always some inconsiderate pple. Sometime i really don't know how their parents teach them. they treat this to the elderly, i am sure they will be treated this way next time too. When the overall in-charge told them and ask them to give us, i told them i don't want anymore already and just walk away. Even people who has ticket also they dont want to give.
I am seriously so angry just now, when i am walking i drop tears, i told myself i shouldn't cry because of this stupid person who are not human at all.
Although is holiday now but i do not have much rest too.
During this holiday got to do FYP, work and Leo club Recycle project.
Yesterday was my 2nd recycle project and everything went quite smoothly.
Manage to complete all the blk that we should covered
But the manpower wise turn out to be only about 42 pple helping.
Everything ended quite early with everyone help.
After that rush for my work cause was suppose to work at 3pm but i push to 4pm
but i am still late for 20min.
After work on my way back my leg muscle pulls.
Damm pain, so went back to bath, check something den quickly went to slp
cause cant take it anymore.
but until now my leg is still quite pain.
But i still have to work later.
Going to work everyday except thurs and friday my off day.
Cant wait to go out with my friends going to take leave from work.
Picture with Charmaine and Ericz
Was happy that i am going for the retreat in December to taiwan. But was deciding whether i should go on the actual day which is 18 or 2 days earlier. Cause judith ask me to join her and chris cause they are going 2 days earlier. actually have been thinking quite awhile whether to go or work but many pple encouraged me to put down sometime and go for a holiday. I agreed to it.
I dunno if i ever had regretted continue another term in YEC cause i feel that this is no longer a place where i am happy in maybe due to some pple. we are like 2 different world. for next week i still couldnt get anybody, joanna order the food and i dun even dare to tell her yet. Sometime i am really feeling very tired for such things.
Sometime i was thinking why do pple do things when they got cca points. cant you all just contribute something to the society.
i might be joining zone 4 RC as a AM very soon. I really felt much more happier there, the unity, the laughter i see in them i will nv see in YEC.
Someone told me yesterday when i die i will go to the heaven they will go to the hell. this person even tell me i should quit sch and join community chest. Although is my holiday now but i have no ending of work to do.
I am really very tired for some things around me now, wish all of them can leave me now. Sometime being 1 person can be quite good, at least i am peace, i can do my own things.
got a checkpoint this friday, dunno if i want to go anot.
"Night of a thousand stars" Campfire
Been quite busy with a few things that why didnt have the time to update.
Finally 2 of the major events is over already. Quite glad. Is always tired when all the events are 1 after another. Do not know why i am always the suay one, every of my events seem to be one after another.
Could not work up on sat, 5th september. Luckily my uncle woke me up, so quickly bath and rush down and luckily i am able to reach East Spring by 7am. So help to transport all the pole into my uncle van and unload at festival park. So accompany sze ying to get some breakfast and at the same time order chicken rice for the scouts lunch.
After that rush back to cc and manage to reach at 8.45am, start to print all my song sheet and prepare all the stuff while waiting for the town council to come. when they came, help to load all the stuff and went to festival park. Omg, didnt know that i can walk as fast as the the driver. Manage to reach the same time. So help to load all the things to RC centre and went to get the lunch for the scouts.
After that go through the program with alvin and daniel (Emcee). Really got to thank them for the last minute Emcee, they were told only 2 days before the event. Later on got help from YEC people. And later on found out that the song sheet is not enough, thanks desmond for driving me to the cc and started to print more.
After that rush back to festival park to finish up all the touch up. Everything manage to go on smoothly except the last part which is to break Singapore book record. The emcee told them so many time not to break the light stick yet the residents actually broke it. So,the singapore book record guy told us, we cannot break it. So had no choice and thanks jg for the suggestion to ask desmond to get another 600 light stick. So on my part, i actually change the program due to no choice. Luckily desmond are able to come back in time and soon everything go on smoothly, have to thanks jg for helping me in this planning while i continue with my flow for my program.
Maybe due to i didnt eat much for dinner and i am running up and down without drinking any water, i almost fainted. But i am really glad that there are pple beside me. They decided to send me to hospital and desmond actually send me there and verlyn actually accompany me in while they wait outside. Was found that my gulcose lvl is very low, so had to go for drip and they went to buy food for me.
Later on desmond send me home and i slept when i reach home.
I am so sorry that i actually made so many pple worried for me, when i woke up i received lots of unknown number, pple like adeline, lydia, zone 4 pple. Cause of this project i have been with them quite often too. Made the office staff worried for me, got scolded from joanna too. Really want to thanks everyone of you for your care and concern and your help.
Thanks kelvin for helping me to settle leo stuff too which i need it for the next day.
Finally all the events are over.I am really feeling very tired too.
Anyway was happy that we got into the Singapore book record
must thanks desmond to go and buy more that and jg for helping me to co-ordinate.
But good things always doesn't let me last to the end
nearly last part of the event le but i couldn't make it.
got to thanks desmond for sending me to the hospital.
thanks verlyn for keeping me accompany
and thanks the rest for the concern which i am so blur now who is it.
Was on drip and after that i can go home le.
i am feeling better now le.
Our Campfire hand made banner, isnt it nice?
Very tired
After exam on wednesday rush down to cc, just nice manage to reach by 7.30pm. went back around 9plus and did not join them for the celebration cause i am seriously very tired and not in the mood too due to some reason.
woke up early on thursday to finish my recycle project stuff den went sch for meeting den went to buy kerosene. until now my hand hurts cause was carrying the kerosene all the way to cc den seriously i dunno how many litre was that. went to have dinner with belinda at 264 den go to festival park for all the rehearsal and go through the program. den we went for a short drinks and it ended around 11pm. So after that me and daniel went back to cc mac to do out all the emcee script till about 12 plus. i reach home was so dead tired. But still got do some necessary stuff so slept around 3am.
woke up early again to do some preparation, going cc later. lots of things still not done yet. Got to do my emcee script, readjust the program, get some more logistics, go collect sand, go collect plague. I need to get everything done by today and at night i still got NAS Alumni anniversary dinner dun even know whether i can make it down anot.
tml going to reach east spring around 6.30am to help to transport the logistics to festival park, cause i am asking my uncle to help. so i will be there from that time till the whole event end. Another tired day for me.
On sunday early in the morning need to travel till pioneer to give out flyers.
Shall not update on how my exam but i am going to blog about BGM and HBO.
29th August 2009 [9th Biennial General meeting and Hullabaloo Blast Off]
Was so relieved that finally it has ended,
really had a hard time walking till this date.
lots and lots of unhappiness and conflicts occur.
Until now, my heart is still full of anger,
I am so angry with some of the people right now.
I really don't know how to 4give you all,
do you all know that you have made my life so miserable.
I cried infront of so many pple again on friday.
Do you know that on that day i really breakdown.
was having lunch with belinda and min min and i did not talk
they ask if i am feeling sick but i just keep quiet.
Thanks verlyn for sending me to the airport to study overnight
went back at 5 plus to my aunt place, bath and left the hse.
Reach cc at 6.45am to finish up my program stuff.
Do you know that i am tired?
You are the one who is free and not me who have to study for exam
since you are so free, have you ever really help me b4 to lessen my burden?
you only know how to say.
Anyway i am really glad with a few people, thanks for cheering me up espically alvin.
I got scolded by a few people again and is all because i am taking up the job.
I explained to this grp of people and i tried to control myself by not crying.
thanks desmond for sending me home
thanks to des and jg for buying porridge for me.
Anyway i told some of them that i am really getting very tired in YEC.
I really feel like leaving YEC but i got no choice but to stay because of some of you.
And i really going to cry when i heard something not so gd
I know it have been hard for you, but as you go along, i am sure you are able to adapt well.
Dun want to continue already, it will only make me even more angry.
