Picture with Charmaine and EriczWas happy that i am going for the retreat in December to taiwan. But was deciding whether i should go on the actual day which is 18 or 2 days earlier. Cause judith ask me to join her and chris cause they are going 2 days earlier. actually have been thinking quite awhile whether to go or work but many pple encouraged me to put down sometime and go for a holiday. I agreed to it.
I dunno if i ever had regretted continue another term in YEC cause i feel that this is no longer a place where i am happy in maybe due to some pple. we are like 2 different world. for next week i still couldnt get anybody, joanna order the food and i dun even dare to tell her yet. Sometime i am really feeling very tired for such things.
Sometime i was thinking why do pple do things when they got cca points. cant you all just contribute something to the society.
i might be joining zone 4 RC as a AM very soon. I really felt much more happier there, the unity, the laughter i see in them i will nv see in YEC.
Someone told me yesterday when i die i will go to the heaven they will go to the hell. this person even tell me i should quit sch and join community chest. Although is my holiday now but i have no ending of work to do.
I am really very tired for some things around me now, wish all of them can leave me now. Sometime being 1 person can be quite good, at least i am peace, i can do my own things.
got a checkpoint this friday, dunno if i want to go anot.
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