Shall not update on how my exam but i am going to blog about BGM and HBO.29th August 2009 [9th Biennial General meeting and Hullabaloo Blast Off]
Was so relieved that finally it has ended,
really had a hard time walking till this date.
lots and lots of unhappiness and conflicts occur.
Until now, my heart is still full of anger,
I am so angry with some of the people right now.
I really don't know how to 4give you all,
do you all know that you have made my life so miserable.
I cried infront of so many pple again on friday.
Do you know that on that day i really breakdown.
was having lunch with belinda and min min and i did not talk
they ask if i am feeling sick but i just keep quiet.
Thanks verlyn for sending me to the airport to study overnight
went back at 5 plus to my aunt place, bath and left the hse.
Reach cc at 6.45am to finish up my program stuff.
Do you know that i am tired?
You are the one who is free and not me who have to study for exam
since you are so free, have you ever really help me b4 to lessen my burden?
you only know how to say.
Anyway i am really glad with a few people, thanks for cheering me up espically alvin.
I got scolded by a few people again and is all because i am taking up the job.
I explained to this grp of people and i tried to control myself by not crying.
thanks desmond for sending me home
thanks to des and jg for buying porridge for me.
Anyway i told some of them that i am really getting very tired in YEC.
I really feel like leaving YEC but i got no choice but to stay because of some of you.
And i really going to cry when i heard something not so gd
I know it have been hard for you, but as you go along, i am sure you are able to adapt well.
Dun want to continue already, it will only make me even more angry.
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