Wednesday, December 31, 2008

BYE TO 2008

well, 2008 is coming to the end, dunno y got the feeling that the 2nd half of the yr seems to pass so fast, is getting faster and faster. Just got the feeling.

2008 have been a happy and a sad year for me. Some happy memories seems to pass so fast. 2008 have let me make more new friends pple such as Hyder, Suraini, Joanna, Verlyn, this re the pple who have help me, made me happy for the last few months of the year. Although i may not know them for long, but they have given me the happiness.

As for studies, have not been doing well. Getting more tired in studying. Well, admit that i am stupid when it comes to studies.

Not to 4get to thank 1 more person who have been helping me all the while although i reject his help which is steven. i admit that we have quarrel or argue alot, sorry for those quarrel. I am glad that i have him as my best friend.

Really like to thank this 5 person for helping me and staying beside me all the while. I am touched by your words and your help. I have nv regretted knowing all of you as a friend.

Really want to apologise if i did something wrong this year or i have made you all upset, angry or even cry for me. Really sorry for everything.

Hoping that the coming year 2009 will be a happier year for me.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:40 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas to All

Finally my work world war II has ended yesterday night. Seriously cant take it anymore. Have been working from morning till all the way to early morning. I think so far we went back the latest is 4am in e morning before christmas eve. Then juli got lots of order to do too, so she brought down her things and do with us cause she dun want to stay alone.

well, our sales this few days not bad, earning like 7 times more than our usual which means this makes me 7 times busier. veri tired now, going to work later then going out wif the pig family tonight.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 10:27 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Busy Lately

No time to sit down and blog properly, so just going to write someting down 1st. Have been really busy with working, working everyday and working till late night. Christmas is coming and the order are coming in and in non-stop so we keep baking cookies non stop too until my hand feel the pain.

Have been working till early in the morning, 2-3am like that then go home. Beside that i have yet to finish all my report etc. chionging lke mad person now.

When i got the time, i will upload photos on what i get for my b'day, some christmas gift i got so far, updates on roar@funfair, and pictures only when i got in. Back to my report, meeting hilmy later to discuss something and back to work.

Yawning, so tired now.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 10:20 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


Well, not going to upload most of the picture cause is still in my phone which i have not even transfer, do it only when i am free, hopefully.

Met leo pple early in the morning and went to purchase the stuffs etc then alezec ask us to go e-hub to get somethings too, so we went there and had our lunch at Mr. Chicken, introduce by alezec. Alot of pple and the chicken rice not bad too. Then we head off back to cc to wrap up everything.

Had alot of fun chatting wif them, they nv fail to me laugh at times too. Going to finish up everything by this sat and sun but 4getting all my report and case study. Joanna ask me to join her for dinner so had dinner with joanna,marco and alezec, only ate a piece of roti prata. After that went back to cc to fill up something and had a chat with joanna b4 i went home. Oh ya, i was dreaming that i 4got to alight at the stop which i should.

Anyway thanks steven. Don't know what to say beside thanks.

Received a call from the KAH, thanks for their concern, received himly call 1st, he say wanna transfer $ to let me buy those gifts, followed by hyder then rezal. Seriously i cant hide anything from hyder one, he seems to know lots of things and what made me touch is that he understand me, he know what i am thinking. Having a very bad headache this few days that i dun want to ans someone call yesterday. Really thanks hyder for saying this words "when i feel sick and need someone to bring me to see doc, he will bring me, when i need someone to talk to, i can always call him, no mattar is a happy or sad things he is willing to listen."

Still having bad headache, but i still need to do things which i should do.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:01 PM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

YEC Meeting

Our monthly YEC meeting is here again, dunno whether am i really looking forward to this anot. Well, reach cc early in the morning again, did some stuff for the Funfair together with e other leo pple. Then we went to give out flyers together at around 5pm and after that they went back home while i went to meet hilmy.

Guess YEC meeting is getting lesser and lesser pple but meeting still have to be carried on. Once again i felt so stress in YEC meeting. Had to update the committee on the inter-generation then OLE tampines etc. When it reaches fesitive wishes i am really stress up you know. Initially i was not supposed to do it, 2 person was allocate to do it and it was send to them on the october and until like few weeks back they say they are not going to do. when i heard this i was so angry at least if they dun wan to do let us know earlier at least we can do something. And now everything seems so late. Maybe like what hyder say y mine and suraini character almost the same so i myself i know that by this yr we have to complete this festive wishes so i told joanna that i will help.

they way ken say during the meeting it seems my fault. I am left wif one weeks and somemore i am not supposed to do this but i did it. Saying that that is not the correct meaning of festive wishes. Sometime i seriously dunno y, i get said for no reason. If i dun care maybe the one get said is not me ritex. Now i must thank that 2 person for giving me this trouble i seriously hate them alot alot.

I felt bad if a person treat me too nicely, i wanted to return the cab fare to hyder. Cause that time he ask me to wait for him den he send mi and suraini home, so in the end they having kah meeting until 1am and still haven finish so i was so tired that i didnt know that he gave me so much for a cab fare. I return the remaining $ to him and he dun want to accept it. I dun like to take pple $ for no reason. You always send me home, give me $ take cab home all this things i really dunno how to repay you. But at least now i know how i can do it. Cause i already promise to help you in your "big" event. Thanks for everything.

i hate this number $1050 and i am left with less than 10days. How?

Had dinner with steven just now. Going to recharge my battery tonight, long day for me tml again.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 9:19 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Did not sleep well

Well, havent been sleeping well this few days, maybe cause i think too much also le. Have been thinking the past, what i did, what have i made pple angry of me. I think for about this past 1 month i have made this 3 guys angry of me and this 3 person nv fails to help me when i need help and they are like brothers too.

Actually i am happy for 1 things at least someone is talking to me now, for the past 1 weeks due to a few events he have been making me laugh alot, have been talking to me alot, have been encouraging me alot and whenever i need help i can look for him. Does this change means that i have change to a better?

I told myself that i should not be so fierce to him anymore, maybe he has done nothing wrong, i am e one who have done something wrong. So from today onwards, i can only talk to him nicely.
feeling like calling hyder and suraini daddy and mummy. They treat me too good le. i gt scolded by hyder yesterday for cleaning up the yec storeroom. the both of us want to ensure that the yec storeroom is clean, but he doesnt like the idea of me doing it myself.

had so much time talking myself while cleaning up the yec storeroom, cant believe that i can do it myself within 4hrs. because of this my hand hurts and is very painful now, got to work later. Can i survive?

Today

Went to work in the morning, was not feeling quite well. After work went to cut my hair near cc, it only cost me $3.80, cheap ritex, worth it. After that went to find joanna and had dinner with joanna and joanne. the both of them bully me keep asking my things. Joanne also ask me alot of question but i just dunno how am i going to ans. I cant hide anything from Joanna, she know that i still got the feeling but i told them that i choose to keep quiet cause i dun wan him to think so much. Maybe wad he is now is the most happiest one, so i shall not step in and make this whole thing unhappy. Had e last OLE tampines meeting. Joanna ask me this, do you think you have grown up? I am so proudly to tell her yes, she seems happy. Well, some of the things that we have said shall then keep it a secret cause there is too many things that i should not reveal out. Thanks for the chat today although i seem lost when answering the both of your qns.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:53 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

Spending my life in CC again

Shall update my working life once again after nt working for very long due to event and MST. Work is getting busy and busy for us but we do allocate a slot for us to chat and joke around. Order are coming in and in, everyday big order. Sat just managed to pack 400 boxes and there is more to come. Going to work and do christmas order again later.

Yes, i spend my whole day in cc yesterday from 11am-9pm, that long right. print 2000 flyers yesterday at cc with e help of leo club pple, den went to do handicraft for awhile and alezec came to find me and help me abit on the grant thing, thanks alot. went went to give out flyers at zone 1 at abt 4.30pm. after that we went for dinner together. After that my leo club people went back while me and alezec went back to cc to do things again. OMG, YEC store room is such a mess, i am going to clear it by this week, i cant stand it, actually wanted to do yesterday but gt pple using. stay in the office for a few hrs to clear most of thing that i should be doing but of course have to thanks alezec for helping me. I told alezec is very nice to do things in cc on Sunday cause the whole place is so quiet that i can do things peacefully.

this morning, someone actually spoilt my mood. Was so angry, she herself say that she gt camp this week nt free for the whole week and 2nd week free only in the afternoon. So we only got 3 weeks holiday and we do without her 1st and now she say until is like our fault. Is it my fault when she is not free. Not only we must arrange all the time cause of her lei, i need to work too. Seriously, this person just spoilt my mood today. i just hope that i faster graduate so i dun need to see her anymore.

Going to start some of my research then if gt time then do abit on report. hoilday is nv a holiday for us.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 12:06 PM

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Want to thank the following people:


Steven : If anybody were to ask why i thank him 1st, i really dunno y. Poor thing, have been seeing me crying all the time. But really thank for his help, something which he can dunno need to do but he is doing it. thanks for always disturbing me, joking. Actually the minnie mouse that you gave is never place at the last one but e 1st one and i am hugging it every night i sleep. Actualy i got lots of things to say but dunno how to express out my feelings.


Verlyn : Thanks for helping me in all events, inter-generation, OLE tampines, SuperNova camp and upcoming fundraising event. Thanks many many thousand times. Thanks for bringing me places to places and following me places to places to help me. Thanks for your encouragement in my studies and event. Thanks for waking me up for all e events knowing that i will sleep very very late. Thanks for asking how i did for all my papers. Although we may not be very close last time but i am sure that after this our relationship is like sisters.

Hyder : Really thanks so much for helping out althought you got your wedding preparation to do and busy with your work too. I also want to thank you many many thousand times. Thanks for fetching me home always if not took taxi home. Thanks for caring about me when i am sick, want to come over and bring me to see doc. Thanks for caring about my leg whether i need to see doctor anot. Thanks for asking me whether i know how to do my paper anot. Yesterday he saw me at cc and ran over me and ask me how my exam and i got scolded for coming to cc instead of at home. I realise that after all this event our relationship have been closer, i just feel that he is my father.

Suraini : Really thanks so much for helping out althought you have yet to finish your wedding preparation. Thanks for msging me always asking me whether is there anything you can help out with. Thanks for your concern on my studies giving me encouragement. Thanks for asking hyder to send me home everytime after meeting, but we will send you home 1st b4 we go home. Same thing i want to thank you many many thousand times. The time we talk, e time when you and hyder quarrel, e time that we play together, i just cant 4get all this happy moment i have. yes, our relationship have grown closer too, you are like a mother to me since i have a father.

Si Jie : thanks for your concern and help. Knowing that i have exam the next day you actually volunteer to study with me overnight if i want to. So sorry that the time you are in hosiptal i cant visit you due to my busy schedule. Hope that you will get well soon and be a healthy si jie.

Hilmy : thanks for your encouragement at the last moment, b4 that got scolding from you everytime. Thanks for your wish for my exam.

Joanna : thanks for being a great youth staff to us, helping us whenever we need help. Did alot of things for us which i think we should be the one doing it. Sorry for making you so tired always. Thanks for always disturbing me that bring me joy. No mattar what in my mind you will always be a great staff to me that i will remember always if one day you choose to leave us.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 12:22 AM

Friday, December 05, 2008

Finally MST is over

If you all ask me what is my feeling right now, i can say that i am still feeling stress despite that the MST is over. Although is my start of my 3 weeks holiday, but i feel that is not a holiday at all, i think everyone think so too.

during this holiday i got, 3 case study, 1 pbl, 2 formal report to be done. Fundraising event coming up soon, so there is lots of things to be done. rushing out all the things now. dun feel like commenting abt MST now, shall talk abt what happened b4 MST.

The week b4 MST was a challenge for me, i am sleeping like less than 2hr a day, visiting cc, meeting some of the YEC pple often and often. And i guess because of this our relationship is better and better. Had a site recee on fri, was so angry of someone that in e end steven have to come down. So went to millienium to do all the neccessary things den head down for supernova camp as promised. had a chit chat session with a few pple then they went back and i went to the canteen to study was studying while accompany someone who is bored and playing maple. thinking of that i haven been touching maple for quite sometime. talk through the night wif daniel and him and wake all of them up for breakfast. during breakfast heard something happened, so in the end the both of us who were intending to go back 1st went back to pasir ris. Handle everything and the both of us put our mind down and went back home while he went for his exam.

reach home bath, pack my stuff and went to pasir ris to help them. verlyn came down too, me and verlyn help out 1st cause he was not there, after that we left to millienium court for the in-line hockey and then back to pasir ris again. keep drinking like coffee. Slept like 30min on the 2nd day, wake alezec up who is going with me to millienium court.

Everyone was late, so by the time we set up everything was late too. when 1 person is tired, i will get emotional very fast. So i cried lots of times due to lots of things. Stay up late, make use some of my study time and things still dun go where so i will get very frustrated, tired and sad.

Apologise if i loose my temper on that day. The day that i am waiting for has already come but just because of those skaters fault it had spoilt my mood from that moment onwards, didnt went down to even the actual site, i am so sorry to everyone of them. Many of them had tried their ways to cheer me up, i am so thankful to them.

was crying throughout so verlyn brought me down to pasir ris, thanks desmond and him for their care and concern. And i felt so bad, everyone came down after the event cause of me. was forced by hilmy and hyder to go back with them. in the end kah was talking until 12am, so me and surani took a nap, and hyder actually pass us $ to take cab home. and even ask if we are safe at home.

Had my class ptn just now, was so tired that didnt join them for movie. shall update till here, my next update will let you all know how fortunate i have pple like joanna, verlyn, hyder and suraini.

posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 8:49 PM