Did not sleep well
Well, havent been sleeping well this few days, maybe cause i think too much also le. Have been thinking the past, what i did, what have i made pple angry of me. I think for about this past 1 month i have made this 3 guys angry of me and this 3 person nv fails to help me when i need help and they are like brothers too.
Actually i am happy for 1 things at least someone is talking to me now, for the past 1 weeks due to a few events he have been making me laugh alot, have been talking to me alot, have been encouraging me alot and whenever i need help i can look for him. Does this change means that i have change to a better?
I told myself that i should not be so fierce to him anymore, maybe he has done nothing wrong, i am e one who have done something wrong. So from today onwards, i can only talk to him nicely.
feeling like calling hyder and suraini daddy and mummy. They treat me too good le. i gt scolded by hyder yesterday for cleaning up the yec storeroom. the both of us want to ensure that the yec storeroom is clean, but he doesnt like the idea of me doing it myself.
had so much time talking myself while cleaning up the yec storeroom, cant believe that i can do it myself within 4hrs. because of this my hand hurts and is very painful now, got to work later. Can i survive?
Today
Went to work in the morning, was not feeling quite well. After work went to cut my hair near cc, it only cost me $3.80, cheap ritex, worth it. After that went to find joanna and had dinner with joanna and joanne. the both of them bully me keep asking my things. Joanne also ask me alot of question but i just dunno how am i going to ans. I cant hide anything from Joanna, she know that i still got the feeling but i told them that i choose to keep quiet cause i dun wan him to think so much. Maybe wad he is now is the most happiest one, so i shall not step in and make this whole thing unhappy. Had e last OLE tampines meeting. Joanna ask me this, do you think you have grown up? I am so proudly to tell her yes, she seems happy. Well, some of the things that we have said shall then keep it a secret cause there is too many things that i should not reveal out. Thanks for the chat today although i seem lost when answering the both of your qns.
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 11:53 PM
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