If you all ask me what is my feeling right now, i can say that i am still feeling stress despite that the MST is over. Although is my start of my 3 weeks holiday, but i feel that is not a holiday at all, i think everyone think so too.
during this holiday i got, 3 case study, 1 pbl, 2 formal report to be done. Fundraising event coming up soon, so there is lots of things to be done. rushing out all the things now. dun feel like commenting abt MST now, shall talk abt what happened b4 MST.
The week b4 MST was a challenge for me, i am sleeping like less than 2hr a day, visiting cc, meeting some of the YEC pple often and often. And i guess because of this our relationship is better and better. Had a site recee on fri, was so angry of someone that in e end steven have to come down. So went to millienium to do all the neccessary things den head down for supernova camp as promised. had a chit chat session with a few pple then they went back and i went to the canteen to study was studying while accompany someone who is bored and playing maple. thinking of that i haven been touching maple for quite sometime. talk through the night wif daniel and him and wake all of them up for breakfast. during breakfast heard something happened, so in the end the both of us who were intending to go back 1st went back to pasir ris. Handle everything and the both of us put our mind down and went back home while he went for his exam.
reach home bath, pack my stuff and went to pasir ris to help them. verlyn came down too, me and verlyn help out 1st cause he was not there, after that we left to millienium court for the in-line hockey and then back to pasir ris again. keep drinking like coffee. Slept like 30min on the 2nd day, wake alezec up who is going with me to millienium court.
Everyone was late, so by the time we set up everything was late too. when 1 person is tired, i will get emotional very fast. So i cried lots of times due to lots of things. Stay up late, make use some of my study time and things still dun go where so i will get very frustrated, tired and sad.
Apologise if i loose my temper on that day. The day that i am waiting for has already come but just because of those skaters fault it had spoilt my mood from that moment onwards, didnt went down to even the actual site, i am so sorry to everyone of them. Many of them had tried their ways to cheer me up, i am so thankful to them.
was crying throughout so verlyn brought me down to pasir ris, thanks desmond and him for their care and concern. And i felt so bad, everyone came down after the event cause of me. was forced by hilmy and hyder to go back with them. in the end kah was talking until 12am, so me and surani took a nap, and hyder actually pass us $ to take cab home. and even ask if we are safe at home.
Had my class ptn just now, was so tired that didnt join them for movie. shall update till here, my next update will let you all know how fortunate i have pple like joanna, verlyn, hyder and suraini.
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