Friday, September 19, 2008

Stress

Was suppose to meet jerelyn at 12pm den received call from my grandma tat no one fetch her back. So i call steven to help me, suddenly i felt so bad, he cancelled his lunch appointment wif his friends lei. ok, i was late for a few minutes, someone was early. While waiting for my grandma medicine, someone so bad, keep playing with my mickey mouse file.

send my grandma home 1st, after tat steven then send me to vivo to meet jerelyn. felt so bad too when i have to meet her later. But really thank her for her effort for doing some of the things b4 hand. After settling down going through some of the station we went to recee. Damm tired, but was so happy that something is done. really thank jerelyn for helping me if not i guess i will be doing it alone. After tat i left to meet yanteng. We went to ang mo kio to watch movie cause watch cathay only $6, den she also want to buy her shoes.

so tired now, just finished doing some of my things. tml going to work den after that need to go down to look for joanna for e Sentosa Links project, den when going for chinese garden need to discuss wif verlyn inter-generation stuff. i wonder am i going out or am i doing things. my brain is never resting.

Well, i told steven something which i am very angry and not only me. Sometime i am so tired of all this things that i dunno whether i want to continue anot. Received judith sms to ask me to hold a meeting asap, stress up. Tell me who can i find a person whom i can trust to help me, who will always be there to help me. i am so glad that although jerelyn is not a YEC member she is helping me alot. Sometime when doing all this stuff i get so angry of myself that i just throw my temper. Have you all taste this feeling b4 where tons of things is on you, when your committee have abt 20 plus people. Why i can find sometime out to do while others cannot? Arent we human too? I know whenever i think of this things, i will get so angry of myself and whoever talk to me at this time i am really very sorry about it.