Saturday, September 20, 2008

Felt Better

Went my aunt office to work in the morning, just dun feel like getting up in the morning. Was so tired that i almost fell asleep while working. After that went to cc, was suppose to meet joanna b4 that 1st, well, just dunno y whenever i gt into cc i started to think of things and those things werent e happy one anymore. Told her about our plan, after that we set off to Chinese Garden 1st. In the bus, was updating verlyn on the inter-generation games cause we couldnt meet up. It was a long journey there.

Bernice was so excited, cause is a favourite fan. Was telling Joanna that i actually look forward to, but my mood actually turn nt so gd after i am being stress up and sad over somethings. Had a very good chat with verlyn, dunno why our 1st topic is always relationship. So we actually talk about relationship at chinese garden. Yeah, finally brought for Min Min her Hello Kitty Umbrella, she wanted it, hopefully she like it. There is lots of kids games, but too bad i am nt kids anymore, how i wish i am.

Then we proceed on to Geylang Serai, meet rezal, hyder and ken there. Jia yi and bernice is mad over the games in Bernice iphone that they just cant stop playing. It was so crowded over there and is a very big area, so we just went around to see. Is my 1st time there. Then we left the place at 11pm and e bus driver actually send us back to cc.

Was sharing some of the things with verlyn, thank for your listening ears. Really thank verlyn for helping out, i am so thankful. Jia Yi also asked me 1 qns which i really dunno how to ans. Oh ya, we plan to go KTV together on the 28 sept, together wif jia yi, bernice and verlyn.

Some of us went to have a drink, hyder and suraini was asking abt my results. they were so happy for me, cause b4 that i was telling them i was so scared. Thank. Thank for suraini concern, i am really grateful that you actually want to help me, i am also really very grateful for hearing wad is e problem now.

although tears might just drop whenever i go, but taking in mind that i still have pple like verlyn, suraini, hyder, joanna behind me, supporting me i continued. If not i really break down. Ever see i break down b4? Thinking this yr going to end soon i am so happy, cant wait for everything to end.

When hyder was asking abt the dates, i just thought of is just a 7 days difference between each other. 23, 30 nov and 6 dec. How am i suppose to survive. I really need some help, some encouragement.

Just reach back nt long so decided to blog awhile b4 i go slp. tml is a full working day for me. Going to sleep soon.