Sunday, January 21, 2007

gonna let u pple know tat today my blog will b quite a long entry..but u pple might not need to bring..somehow i feel like sharing my own testimonial..anyway woke up early and i am so tired.. think many pple also late..well..help to do something b4 tat..den we had meeting for like 1 n a plus hr..we talk abt lots of things tat is needed to b improved and our upcoming promotion..quite a meaningful meeting..den after tat all of us had our free breakfast..den went home to change..thought it would end quite early so didnt bring my clothing..ah..think today got some event ba..damm crowded today and thx elmer for e schedule today..wa..luckily he stay to do some admin work den can help us..if not think we die le..den we need to hand in 2 pic..omg..will b working less days next week..cause most of e night i will have something on..

below re some of my thoughts:

den went to meet jessica and eunice in e evening for a dialogue session..yup..had really a gd talk wif them..all of us shared our own experience so tat we re able to learn from each other gd points..wad all of us shared re some meaningful things which might b able to help us..for mi, i think i learnt quite alot of things..and somehow i know wad i should do next..and i am sure i am able to make it..really thankx alot to eunice who gave mi a newsletter on testimonal and many meaningful things..she also gave mi guidance..i am so glad tat i have trainer like them..really have to thankx willie, jessica and eunice for telling mi lots of things..

in my mind i have thought lots of things..i juz going to get on wif my life..is time for mi to set my prayer everyday and chant..and make sure it does help mi..think i am going to write down everyday prayer..i think my joinging this religion(soka) it did help mi alot from last time.. i am so happy and glad tat many pple out there re trying to help mi..and my friends re also expanding.. it means tat i have more friends to talk to..i am so glad tat i am friends from media, guides, Supernova, YEC, FD and chingay who re there to help mi..and i believed i will see my live changed..we shall all work hand in hand together..think i continue writing some pple might feel boring..

btw..got bad news..jessica say e PA pple will b coming down on e 3rd feb to see our performance..if they think e steps, music and formation re not gd we got to change everything.. so let us all pray tat we dun need to changed..cause we got no more time.. in order to put up a gd show all of us need to work hand in hand..

eunice jux came mi a inspiration poem and i will always remebered..

when u face an obstacle in life,
And you tried to strategise a solution,
solving the problem with your head instead of your heart.
making light of Daimoku
You will be defeated in the end.

It is diamoku.
Everything begins and ends with Daimoku.

rather than receiving million words of gratitude or
reading million philosophy books,
chant daimoku and pray.
everything will become as you envisioned.
everything will open for you.

after all,
it all comes down to how much daimoku you yourself chant.
if you chant,
you will naturally want to study.
if you chant daimoku,
your task at hand naturally become fulfilling.

there may be times when everything is just so hard for you.
there also may be times when you just feel so sad and
you cry yourself to sleep.
there may be times when someone hurt your feelings badly.

but at such times,
just come and knock on the door of my heart;
that door is always open for you.

my ears will always listen to your heart intently,
my eyes will fill themselves with tears of you.
if you are happy, you dont't need to say a word.
i will see that in your face.
but if you are unhappy,
just come and tell me everything.

i will carry the load for you,
and we will proceed together

BY: Daisaku Ikeda