Just realised that I have not been blogging for quite sometime already. I am getting busier and busier.
Seriously I really dunno where should I start to blog. For work, the Christmas period is here and I am so busy that my whole body is aching. More and more order to do and the time is quite tight now.
For studies, so far everything is ok, just that my exam is in a week time and I got to really study very hard. Is my last semester in school already.
For YEC, so far events and events is coming up, what I can help I will definitely help out. There will be a event co-organise with TPJC this sun and I am so called in charge for certain things, so hope everything will go on smoothly.
For Soka, I began to attend all my meeting regularly and began to learn as the time goes. In december I will be going for my district leader lesson and will be appointed as district 4 leader next year in the january. there is more things I need to learn and definitely I see changes in myself.
I managed to set my time properly for all this activities I had. Hope I can keep improving.
My next step is I am joining Soka volunteering grp.
I am still very very tired right now, but I still have to go for school for lessons.
anyway was having headache cause I was thinking how should I help him? This few days I seen him is different from last time. I got the feeling that he has his own problem or perhaps something he is unhappy with. Sometime seeing him I like that I also heart pain as a friend. He started to think negatively. Last time he was 1 of the few who encourage me who ask me not to think negatively and think positive. But now I want to make him happy.
How should I help him?
YEC Retreat (6 Nov - 8 Nov 09)
At this timing, i should be sleeping, however I am still awake. Was quite disappointed with this retreat, in e 1st place when belinda told me there is 19 pple who will be turning up, i told her the most 10 only. And on the 1st day itself, we should be having a YEC meeting and guess what, we just nice hit 10 pple and is able to conduct the meeting. Sometime i really dun like pple who do things in this way, where is their responsibility? Due to the fact that we order 20 pple share throughout the days, but it was wasted in the end.
Meeting went on quite smoothly and later some of them went back. So in e end I am the only girl that stay behind, even though there isnt any gal i still stay because I kept promise to belinda. She actually book 3 rooms and in the end 2 rooms was more than enough. It was so wasted although the $ does not come from me. After the meeting we went out to get some stuff to eat and drinks. Go through abit on my notes and was force by someone to slp at 3am.
woke up at 7 plus on sat morning, went to have breakfast and then team building game. I think we dun even need the team building game, but however we paid for you and looking at the price is not cheap at all, so we went. In the end I was so difficult to leave halfway so I was late for my preparation for institution meeting. There is always good and bad points of view. After that went for lunch and went off with shi chang. Luckily is quite near to tbsc.
After my SPSD institution meeting, rush back and had dinner before we start our meeting. Well, we covered quite a number of stuffs and my brain is really tired of thinking now. From morning all e way till night, I have been using my brain to think and brainstorm on lots of things. Like what rezal said, I should not keep quiet but voice out whatever I want to say. But sometime I dun way to say out is because I dun want to hurt anyone else.
Going to wake up early later to finish up our last part of brainstorming.
Anyway I find we have met the objective which is come out with our year planner, mission, vision, ways in which we should improve. Was quite happy that everyone did contribute their part in this brainstorming. However, what I was upset with is their responsibility and commitment towards YEC. They simply take everything for granted. To me, it seems like the guys are contributing more than the girls. But in the actual fact I thought was this kind of volunteering job usually mostly are girls, however I was wrong.
Anyway being alone as a girl for this retreat has not made me regret at all. Although all of them is like bullying me, disturbing me, I still had a happy time with them. All the laughter has never stop.
Shall get some rest cause in 3hr time got to wake up and use my brain again.
2 November 2009
Happy 20th Birthday to myself. So scary, the number is getting bigger and bigger already.
My usual birthday I enjoyed the most is with friends. Don't really take my b'day as one of the most important thing. But I am so happy about 1 thing until I can't sleep.
Went out with my pig family on the 1st Nov, went to vivo city, is another time where all of us there. Rarely will have full family de. Went to eat subway(healthier choice). After that went to walk walk around and walk in this scenario shop (Hello Kitty), thinking verlyn b'day is round the corner what should I get for her. But can't think of anything to buy for her, so since she like chocolate, thinking of buying that for her to distress, since she is so stress at work now. Went to sasa shop, and test so much perfume, they brought me a "Babydoll" perfume. After that went to take pictures and walk walk awhile before we went back. Lay ting friend send us back. Had a enjoyable day with them.
As usual got to go sch, but quite relaxing, only go sch for 1 lesson and 1 practical. And the practical end so fast, 1 hr finish le. so janet say go library and do report and do some research, i really believe her. In e end they are doing something at the back. But anyway thanks for the celebration and my favourite mickey mouse legging.
Thanks to leos for the cake and the card.
thanks to my year 1 classmates for the Hello Kitty book and card. Really had a enjoyable b'day with you guys and gals.
Thanks all for their wishes through facebook and SMS, thanks for remembering.
