At this timing, i should be sleeping, however I am still awake. Was quite disappointed with this retreat, in e 1st place when belinda told me there is 19 pple who will be turning up, i told her the most 10 only. And on the 1st day itself, we should be having a YEC meeting and guess what, we just nice hit 10 pple and is able to conduct the meeting. Sometime i really dun like pple who do things in this way, where is their responsibility? Due to the fact that we order 20 pple share throughout the days, but it was wasted in the end.
Meeting went on quite smoothly and later some of them went back. So in e end I am the only girl that stay behind, even though there isnt any gal i still stay because I kept promise to belinda. She actually book 3 rooms and in the end 2 rooms was more than enough. It was so wasted although the $ does not come from me. After the meeting we went out to get some stuff to eat and drinks. Go through abit on my notes and was force by someone to slp at 3am.
woke up at 7 plus on sat morning, went to have breakfast and then team building game. I think we dun even need the team building game, but however we paid for you and looking at the price is not cheap at all, so we went. In the end I was so difficult to leave halfway so I was late for my preparation for institution meeting. There is always good and bad points of view. After that went for lunch and went off with shi chang. Luckily is quite near to tbsc.
After my SPSD institution meeting, rush back and had dinner before we start our meeting. Well, we covered quite a number of stuffs and my brain is really tired of thinking now. From morning all e way till night, I have been using my brain to think and brainstorm on lots of things. Like what rezal said, I should not keep quiet but voice out whatever I want to say. But sometime I dun way to say out is because I dun want to hurt anyone else.
Going to wake up early later to finish up our last part of brainstorming.
Anyway I find we have met the objective which is come out with our year planner, mission, vision, ways in which we should improve. Was quite happy that everyone did contribute their part in this brainstorming. However, what I was upset with is their responsibility and commitment towards YEC. They simply take everything for granted. To me, it seems like the guys are contributing more than the girls. But in the actual fact I thought was this kind of volunteering job usually mostly are girls, however I was wrong.
Anyway being alone as a girl for this retreat has not made me regret at all. Although all of them is like bullying me, disturbing me, I still had a happy time with them. All the laughter has never stop.
Shall get some rest cause in 3hr time got to wake up and use my brain again.
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 2:17 AM
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