"I am getting so tired"
Monday
Went to airport to study early early in the morning
Went to meet jg in the afternoon to go and do some HBO stuff
Stay at the printing shop the whole day and manage to finish around 8pm
Tuesday
1st paper, AIA
the paper totally screwed up
stupid teacher giving such a difficult qns
Cause is her last time to set paper le, then give the qns all i dunno how to do de
I am going to like failed the paper and is like 50% of my whole module
Everyone is cursing her man.
Wednesday
Went to study in the morning again
Then went to east point popular in the evening to get some HBO stuff
then went to cc to pass Belinda things and went to reading room to study again
Before going back chatted with Belinda for awhile
Well, alot pple have been saying me, saying why i do so much, saying why everything i also do. Sometime i am so tired of answering this qns. Not that i want to do everything, but anyone can just step out and tell me who will be doing it. Ask them to do a simple task, keep telling me got exam, by tonight send you etc. But when did i ever received it. Sometime i am so sick and tired of staying in YEC. Some of them think that i got no exam, nv go school, got nothing to do is it. Everyday just sit down to do YEC stuff. Although i have only join YEC for 2 years, but i have nv been happy at all, have been crying. my close YEC friends, have been asking them whether they can cope with the things they supposed to do anot and yet they tell me the same things too, no one want to help them. I am really feeling so sad when i heard this and i volunteer myself again. And pple start to scold me. I really cant bear to see people who need help yet no one can help them. As long as i am around 1 day, i don't care how tired, how busy i am, i still want to help. I am human, i cant bear to see all this things.
But recently i really found a place where i can be happy, which is zone 4 RC. I think i am going to join as a associate member. They are all very nice pple, need help they will just come over. Is a 1st time being a volunteer i had so much fun. I dont care if they are all auntie, at least they are better than e YEC pple, they do things.
Have been complaining too much, should go back to study. Long day tml again.
I am seriously very upset now, crying non-stop.
I really HATE you.
Still i want to wish you ALL THE BEST
Some of the I&I 2009 Picture
Is a long long time since i blogMy life now is pack of volunteer stuff
Pack with YEC, Campfire and exams
Was telling someone the other day that dunno why i am always so suay,
all my events (important role) sure clash with my exams de.
Having a very bad headache this few days,
cause lots of things to do and i am rushing.
Attending meeting almost everyday.
I really need more days and more hours a day,
if not i really cant finish everything that i should complete.
But really thanks some pple who really encourage me during this time,
and help me quite abit.
recently there is some conflict between 2 persons which i don't really want to see that,
cause they are very good friend b4 that.
I really hope that they can be very good friends back.
Maybe after this events?
Anyway i shall go back and finish my HBO stuff and if i am still awake,
will look through my notes for awhile.
Full day for me again.
That goes my day.
Singapore Polytechnic Leo Club Induction & Installation 2009
Went to Queensway shopping centre to collect the plague
Went to club hse to put down the plague 1st.
After that went to discuss abit on gems 1st
Went to LT18 for our rehearsal
had alot of fun playing, chatting and taking picture.
After the rehearsal we went to fc 4 to have our lunch together
After lunch went to get ourself prepared for the I&I to start.
See alot of faces which i have not seen them for long.
Really had alot of fun chatting and taking picture.
After I&I, had a surprise birthday celebration for say kiat and tsai ting whose b'day falls on august.
will upload the photos some other day
Its a long time since i put up those pictures,
Upload the National Day Dinner pic held on the 1st Aug and
Poly 50 pic held on 29 july.
was not feeling very well on Monday during work,
feeling so cold that i even wear a long sleeve shirt plus my working shirt.
Drank lots of hot water.
At tat moment i really feel like giving up studying nano le
But i manage to made it through
Had nanoscience test yesterday,
not sure if i am able to score better than e 1st one anot
my memory is really really very bad
But was glad that 1 module is down.
More to go.
No school today but need to discuss with my grp mates on gems later
going to collect the plauge for today Induction & Installation.
Time really flies,
Is the last year i am going for Indcution & Installation.
Got a special post from my club,
I will be the Student Advisor of Leo Club.
A change in committee every year has made my stay in Leo a meaningful one.
I really like the new committee I am having now,
the joy, the laughter, never end.
I am sure we all will be able to make it through,
and will start to find someone who can take over us the next year.
Singapore Polytechnic Poly 50 2009 [290709]
SPSD!!!
National Day Dinner 2009 @ Pasir Ris Secondary School [010809]
BIG Cake
My good sister Verlyn
Kelvin Ong
I am still young
Bernice is young too
YEC Group photo
Well, our steamboat is cancelled today cause some of them could not make it. Went out in the afternoon for a walk and spend sometime studying nanoscience.
Received a news from someone don't know if i should be happy or i should be sad. But definitely i am happy for him. although it have been 1 year plus but there is something that i still cant forget still. Maybe i just need that time to heal. Anyway i should be happy for that.
Going back to study, having a very bad headache although.
Not really in the mood to blog frequently maybe due to the fact that i am very tired now. Anyway have been spending my time working, studying, Leo and YEC stuff, no ending of work.
recently burnt my hand, think i must be thinking of something then did not notice that my hand was there. But nothing serious la, just that the scar will remain there for another year, is the 2nd time since i burnt myself when i start work.
Cant wait for holiday to come but then i have to face the semester exam 1st which i hated it alot. I want some REST.
Going for steamboat with my fellow dancers later.
Opps, i am getting lazy to blog already.Lots of assignment not handed in yet,maybe after this semester exam i will start to blog more often. Time is getting faster and faster and i am getting more and more tiredSemester exam is like in 2 weeks time, yet i do not have time for much revision.Next week is nanoscience exam and it weightage is 35%,going to study very very hard now. Just manage to finish 1 formal report, 1 more to go I am going to finish up my nano case study hopefully by today too. I think somehow I have changed abit too, but i dunno how have I changedMaybe people who don't see me often can tell me if I have really changed into another person. Going to continue to finish what i have to do in school now. Working tonight AGAIN.
Its a long time since I last blog.
It has been rather a busy day, busy weeks till the end of this semester.
Lots and Lots of uncompleted task
This one week have been working and going for meeting.
Have been reaching home almost 12am everyday.
sleep at 3am.
Less than 4hr of sleep everyday.
Finally had some fun on the Friday and Saturday.
Went out with Faizah to Jurong Point to get some stuff and walk walk
On Saturday went for a dry run for HBO in the morning.
After going from station to station,
we find a place to eat and drink.
After the dry run went to mac to further discuss on things that we have to change or amend.
Poor desmond
After that went to NDD Garden Party @ Pasir Ris sec.
Had lots of fun taking pic, playing and talking.
Was so surprise to see Kai Jing there and got a hug from her.
Cause she is performing under Soka.
I also received a big hug from Judith.
Anyway i had lots of fun yesterday.
Going to work later.
