Monday
Went to airport to study early early in the morning
Went to meet jg in the afternoon to go and do some HBO stuff
Stay at the printing shop the whole day and manage to finish around 8pm
Tuesday
1st paper, AIA
the paper totally screwed up
stupid teacher giving such a difficult qns
Cause is her last time to set paper le, then give the qns all i dunno how to do de
I am going to like failed the paper and is like 50% of my whole module
Everyone is cursing her man.
Wednesday
Went to study in the morning again
Then went to east point popular in the evening to get some HBO stuff
then went to cc to pass Belinda things and went to reading room to study again
Before going back chatted with Belinda for awhile
Well, alot pple have been saying me, saying why i do so much, saying why everything i also do. Sometime i am so tired of answering this qns. Not that i want to do everything, but anyone can just step out and tell me who will be doing it. Ask them to do a simple task, keep telling me got exam, by tonight send you etc. But when did i ever received it. Sometime i am so sick and tired of staying in YEC. Some of them think that i got no exam, nv go school, got nothing to do is it. Everyday just sit down to do YEC stuff. Although i have only join YEC for 2 years, but i have nv been happy at all, have been crying. my close YEC friends, have been asking them whether they can cope with the things they supposed to do anot and yet they tell me the same things too, no one want to help them. I am really feeling so sad when i heard this and i volunteer myself again. And pple start to scold me. I really cant bear to see people who need help yet no one can help them. As long as i am around 1 day, i don't care how tired, how busy i am, i still want to help. I am human, i cant bear to see all this things.
But recently i really found a place where i can be happy, which is zone 4 RC. I think i am going to join as a associate member. They are all very nice pple, need help they will just come over. Is a 1st time being a volunteer i had so much fun. I dont care if they are all auntie, at least they are better than e YEC pple, they do things.
Have been complaining too much, should go back to study. Long day tml again.
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