yesterday in e afternoon, went to east point wif my sis to buy somethings..my sis wanted to buy a high heel shoes for e wedding dinner, but in e end she going to let mi wear.. yesterday skip my my chingay training cause got my cousin wedding dinner to attend.. b4 tat meet dear.. den went there myself, took shuttle bus from Yishun to orchid country club. waited for my auntie they all for about 1hr..
dun really talk to all my cousin they all, cause we re not so close, they are my grandfather tat side de.. e most, we onli met once a yr during chinese new year.. took some photo, but other day den upload..our table is no 3.. e slide show and video was so nice.. in fact everything was gd, e food was gd too.. suddenly felt weird there, cause all of us dun talk to our cousin there.. oh ya, my cousin hui ying husband is a navy, den must wear their clothes.. actually didnt have much cousin too, e closest to mean onli 3.. my father tat side didnt even have, cause we dun even talk to them. finally, we finish eating at 11pm, so my uncle came and fetch us back. by e time i reach home was dead tired and didnt slp well for that night too..
well, wad is happiness?? have you all got your happiness? i have happiness when i have dear. that is all wad happiness i have now.. but e happiness i wan is not onli this, i still want many other thing, but can i have it?? i have been waiting for my happiness for a long time alreadi, i juz dunno y they cant jux give mi e happiness tat i want..
recently, i have done alot of things which i should not have done.. i jux dunno y..i also dunno wad happened to me.. i really wan to b like other pple, who have somebody to talk to when i reach home or when i feel bored. but dear is getting so busy, tat i am left wif nobody to talk to le.. wad i am now is jux a lonely person, by talking to myself or talking to a non-living things..
it have been a long time since i last blog. Not feeling well since fri until now. See doc 1 time le, but the medicine no use. So went to see doc yesterday, so ex $90, but got 8 different types of medicine to eat. And all at different timing de. dun feel like taking medicine le.. On 2 days MC, but most probably i might b going sch tml, dun feel like staying at home..
had my 1st Chingay training last sun, yeah, it was fun, get to see so many pple again. we met at kallang mrt station 1st, got zheng hao, chu zen and tian ying from sp, keni from nyp. den we went to PA together. den we was like asking which grp re u in, den zheng hao, keni and mi were from coral, but we nv thought that we can be in e same grp... so gd.. cause there re 4 grps altogether for coral. enjoyed my training alot. den mi and shen long was like keep arguing wif each other. Now, i treated all my chingay friends like my own family. glad to have all of you as 1 family but i think i gonna miss you guys when our chingay 08 ends.
Anyway i think i decided not to go for the bangkok retreat le, cause i have my own reasons. cant wait for my dec 2 weeks holiday to come. got MIP test this fri and i still haven started, jux dun like MIP but no choice. will try my best to study. Shi chang introduce me 1 new job which he is working now, SIA cathering, is a night shift, from 11pm to 6.30am. think i will b joining them den got pple accompany me also rather den staying at home.. tml and sat going to work, feel like going to work more often but got obstacles here and there. think i will b working SIA cathering in e weekend. probably after fri meeting i can go and after 1st work den can continue..
gonna study MIP now, trying my best.
haix.. blog half way, dunno wad i do, went to cancel it and now have to write all over again. will miss character development, next 3 weeks wont b having CD, cause jeffery whey on reservists. have fun during CD lesson, watch movies, play games.
did not went for my gems today, cause was feeling veri tired, maybe due to not enough slp ba. but i jux cant slp well, although i slp early. den when going to leave hse tat time, hui shen sms us tat lks is sick so no AP chem, finally he is sick. den as usual, katherine yang will finish her lecture in 1hr time. after sch went to eat den discuss CIP. den after tat went to airport to study wif hui shuen, faizah and her friend. teach her friend some accounting, but i onli know e basic.
den went to meet dear in e evening, went to giant and courts and tampines, e veri big one. no Ae&E preactical tml cause claire on course, den tml go sch for 2hr onli. den tml going to work, finally back to work again. maybe going to famous amous to work, got so many job also no use, not much time to do also. den going to work on sat too, b4 that have to go for my therapy. den in 2 weeks time have to go back SGH, so troublesome. you 4got something that you promise me. 4get it.
Thankx to all my lovely classmate for their presents, i love it. will miss you pple, most probably we wont b in e same class next yr, each of us have our own interest, some of u might wan to go food, IC or polymer.
been watching TV in e morning, watch 2 show, veri veri old show le.. den study abit and do my cross-stitch.. den continuing finishing watching my VCD..
dear came my hse to install e psp games into my com, so tat my sis can copy it into her psp.. den after tat we went IMM, not much things to walk.. so we left after eating our dinner.. den we went to bedok, is a long journey there cause everywhere got traffic jam.. den we went walk walk ard bedok inter.. den dear went to rent a DVD, den e gal was so funny, she say dear stay in punngol so must pay $20 deposit.. so in e end, i gave her my IC so don't need to deposit $20.. den dear keep laughing lor..
2 more hrs to my b'day le.. will i be happy?? actually, too me is jux another day, i dun treat it as something special.. but thankx to my friends who wish mi in advance, cause they got O lvl tml, so cant wait until 12pm den tell mi.. All the best to their O lvl!!!
well, wad is happiness?? have you all got your happiness? i have happiness when i have dear. that is all wad happiness i have now.. but e happiness i wan is not onli this, i still want many other thing, but can i have it?? i have been waiting for my happiness for a long time alreadi, i juz dunno y they cant jux give mi e happiness tat i want.. 
