Monday, November 19, 2007

yesterday in e afternoon, went to east point wif my sis to buy somethings..my sis wanted to buy a high heel shoes for e wedding dinner, but in e end she going to let mi wear.. yesterday skip my my chingay training cause got my cousin wedding dinner to attend.. b4 tat meet dear.. den went there myself, took shuttle bus from Yishun to orchid country club. waited for my auntie they all for about 1hr..

dun really talk to all my cousin they all, cause we re not so close, they are my grandfather tat side de.. e most, we onli met once a yr during chinese new year.. took some photo, but other day den upload..our table is no 3.. e slide show and video was so nice.. in fact everything was gd, e food was gd too.. suddenly felt weird there, cause all of us dun talk to our cousin there.. oh ya, my cousin hui ying husband is a navy, den must wear their clothes.. actually didnt have much cousin too, e closest to mean onli 3.. my father tat side didnt even have, cause we dun even talk to them. finally, we finish eating at 11pm, so my uncle came and fetch us back. by e time i reach home was dead tired and didnt slp well for that night too..


well, wad is happiness?? have you all got your happiness? i have happiness when i have dear. that is all wad happiness i have now.. but e happiness i wan is not onli this, i still want many other thing, but can i have it?? i have been waiting for my happiness for a long time alreadi, i juz dunno y they cant jux give mi e happiness tat i want..
recently, i have done alot of things which i should not have done.. i jux dunno y..i also dunno wad happened to me.. i really wan to b like other pple, who have somebody to talk to when i reach home or when i feel bored. but dear is getting so busy, tat i am left wif nobody to talk to le.. wad i am now is jux a lonely person, by talking to myself or talking to a non-living things..