[Y]ing [H]ui: February 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

1 more day

Time is getting faster and faster, cant believe that i am leaving very very soon. Enjoy my day yesterday with the pig family. Went to buy someone shirt at G2000, after that went to Novena to have our Korean lunch. Reach there at around 4pm and they say they 5.30pm then open, so we went pass a ice-cream shop and we went in to eat and slack at the same time. After that we went for our Korean dinner.

After dinner went to woodlands to meet lay ting and koo jee went off. thanks to her friend for sending us to Republic Poly, well, the school is big and nice. So we went into the concert hall for the concert by Northland Secondary School. The performance was not quite bad. The thing is that their school got alot of malays. and the chinese popularity is less than 50%.

After the concert, kor send us home. he send yan teng and lay ting home 1st. omg, i cant believe that b4 this concert he actually educate his student 1st what to do and what not to do in the concert hall. Anyway i got the urge to go his school and see how he teach his student lor. You might see a different him in school. I am sure he will be a very good principal in school.

I just pack abit on my luggage only. Yesterday i told someone that i dun feel like going already. Sorry kor, won't be able to make it for the SD concert today cause i got another plan. If i were to go i am seeing him like 3 days straight.

Actually i still feel that i owe my kor alot, the way he treat me is too good also le, can be compare with another person also.

Got to go to botanic garden for a retreat and dinner at orchard with suriani etc. I have totally lost my voice, is getting worse and worse each day.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Ying Hui is sad

In 2 days time i will be leaving already and i will only be back in 49 days. Suddenly don't know why i felt so sad. Can i don't go.

Miss all my classmate to have brought me laughter, who have encourage me, who have help me for this 1 year. The days spend with you guys were great.

Miss my pig family which i always hang out with, going out for lunch/dinner, joke, the way we disturb each other.

Miss some of my YEC, who have gave me a very big impact, who have been beside me all this while. Have been helping and guiding me out in various events.

Miss the newly formed Jiao club, their laughter, the way they got disturb

Miss CC staff, who have been treating me very good, asking me to have lunch/dinner with them. Thanks for all their concern all this while when i am in e cc.

Miss my Soka people, who have introduce me this buddhism which help me in one way or another, thanks for all the gifts that you have given me.

Lastly miss kor, who have been helping me alot for this trip, asking me to remember to bring this bring that and bringing me to shopping to see what i haven't buy.

MISS ALL OF YOU, MUST MISS ME TOO

All exam paper have come to an end

There was something which i was so worried about, but finally it is over, at least i know that i have done it. Today paper wasnt that easy but i no mattar what i need to pass.

After exam went out with yan teng and we went to vivo and went daiso to buy something. After that we went walk walk b4 i went to meet my kor. Kor gave me a shock once again, he ask me to meet him at marriot hotel lobby. Omg, we are going hotel for dinner. Reach there and i was told that we will be eating buffet and by taking a look at the food, all the food are really expensive lei. Didnt manage to eat much. Had chit chat session while we eat. I guess he is still worrying quite a few things.

After that he say want to watch movie so we went to Lido to take alook if there is any show. So in e end we watch the 3D bloody Valentine if i am not wrong. Omg, that is scary and is like right in front of you the effect. We watch the 9.30pm show and end around 11.15pm. Thanks kor for sending me home again.

Going to see him tml again at the concert, went there to support his school.

Thanks someone for the warm hand, nvm had this feeling for quite a long time. However the feeling seem different. Shall not say who is that person.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Last paper tml

Think only half it went into my brain, will be having Forensic Exam tml. After school going out with Yan teng and hopefully i get the things i want. then in the evening meet my kor, mr koh for dinner and he ask me to meet him at orchard. Omg, don't tell me he is going to bring me to eat high class food again?

He ask me to go and watch his school concert on fri at republic poly and i agreed and i actually told him that i going out with yan teng, koo jee and lay ting and he actually say he will buy the ticket for all of us. So touch rite.

Have lots of things to do and settle b4 i go shanghai. Don't know why got the feeling fun feel like going already. Cause i might miss someone here.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Yeah 1 more paper to go

Had the most tired and the longest hour paper yesterday. Is QAAS, the paper took me actually full 3hrs to complete and when i was thinking the last qns how am i going to do it, is time up. Is also a tired paper because i have to sit there to press calculator.

The last paper is very theory and for me, theory paper can make me die. Just can't wait thurs to over.

to date, i don't feel happy at all going for Shanghai due to a few reasons. and i have yet to pack and yet to buy lots of things too, i guess. Anyway my thurs all the way to sun is all packed. Meeting up with lots of people for this 4 days before i leave.

Schedule:
Thurs - Probably meeting up with 2 guys, Kelvin is actually organizing a supernova outing in e evening.
Fri - Outing with my pig family, going to celebrate lay ting advance 21st b'day 1st.
Sat - Going for some retreat thing and b4 that i actually ask some of them to accompany me to buy something, hopefully i can make it in time.
Sun - out with my auntie to purchase some stuffs (last min things)

well when i am away this period of time hopefully nothing happened and also during this period dunno why i have so many friends having b'day. Excluding my grandma, cousin and brother, i have 4 more person b'day during that period.

Suddenly got the urge to bake cake today or perhaps tml. Was actually thinking maybe we can have dinner after the retreat with some of my YEC people which they one. people like joanna, verlyn, suriani etc.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

2 paper down, 2 more paper

Feeling really stress now, no mood for anything, no mood for all the nonsense too. Leave me alone.

Had CEP yesterday, the paper is not easy and don't even know what i do is it correct anot. B4 that went sch early in the morning for OITP briefing and slack in school all the way to 6pm for exams. In between, many things happened, it can be a happy one, fun one and it also can be a not so good one. Don't wish to mention about the bad things.

Anyway i am going to study with yan teng later, going to study QAAS for this 2 days. just hoping that i can pass all the module. As the years goes, things are getting more and more difficult that i just dun feel like studying anymore.

STRESS

Friday, February 20, 2009

Exam Week

Had my math paper yesterday, well, i think i can pass the paper but not confident at all to score well for this paper. Was so tired yesterday when i reach home that i never study CEP at all.

Was supposed to meet at 9.30am at Pasir Ris control station to study together but i reach there at 8am so i went to study 1st. Yeah, me, nicholas and wen kai was early while the rest was late. Jackson didnt manage to turn up so he is going to give us a treat. study all the way to 6pm b4 i actually meet justin at kallang station. Someone last minute gt something on and couldnt make it so left the both of us. While walking to PA met into michael and he is waiting for someone else so we actually waited too b4 we went in.

the angry thing is that michael set for like 15min and he left with his friends la. After the talk justin parents came to fetch him so i went back alone.

Actually talking about YEC i am still angry with it. Don't know who is the person who come out with the KPI thing and i totally don't agree with it. the KPI thing start from Jan-sept 2009. Know why am i unhappy about it, cause the past events, the past efforts that i have put in where has it gone, it is so useless now. They are actually telling me that i should start all over it again. Actually was so tired that didnt want to go for the PAYM:budget talk today but due to this new rule i actually went for it, knowing that i will be away and guess i will be busy after that.

was thinking if that is the case why i did so much thing last year. Guess now there is quite alot of Supernova in YEC now. I have know quite a few people from different YEC now, i dun mind quitting and join others. But b4 i left i will need to handover quite a few things to someone else to take care of it while i am away.

Just spend sometime dealing with the 08 campers that someone actually voice out during the last meeting. What i want to say is that i have done my best.

Got to go back and revise my CEP.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Exam Week - TIRING

Yesterday went to sch to ask CEP & Math teacher some qns and Nicholas followed us. Well in e end left me and leanna went to sch. After that zheng heng came to find us and we went to bugis to find jackson. Cause the guys are going to buy a bag for zheng heng b'day present. After walk walk for awhile we went back.

After that i went to downtown to study and back home. My 1st paper starts today and is a math paper. This semester exam timetable not good. this week having 2 night paper.

Exam Date:

(18 Feb) Engineering Mathematics: 6pm-8.10pm
(20 Feb) Chemical Engineering: 6pm-8.10pm
(23 Feb) Quality Assurance & Statics: 2pm-5.10pm
(26 Feb) Forensic Chemisty: 9am-11.10am

Monday, February 16, 2009

Updates of Pictures

Happy Birthday to 4 person. Nuan Qin, Bernice, Zheng heng and Gerald.

Went to study with a few people, people like nicholas, jackson, zheng heng, leanna and faizah. We meet 12pm and went to downtown mac cafe to study and we study all the way to 8.30pm. Is a long day inside. Was so stress up studying CEP and math. But overall is a fun day.

Pictures taken on the 15th Feb

Leonard Koh and his 3yrs old son:

Angry Face

Funny Face

Handsome Face

Act Cute Face

Paya Lebar East Chapter group photo

Xue Yun & Wen Man

Pictures taken on the 12th Feb

My Lovely Peanut Butter

Chu Zen

The 3 of us

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Happy Gal

Shall blog about yesterday 1st before i blog about my happy day today or perhaps everybody is happy for me.

Went to work yesterday and so called my last day of work cause i will be having my exam and then going to shanghai so will be back to work when sch reopen. Had a nightmare when i work yesterday and hopefully i won't work with that stupid gal. Jenny not feeling well so in e end that new malay gal work. really had a hard time working with her. Keep asking me why why why?? Yesterday was valentine day and there is lots of people buying cookies etc last min. So yesterday gt quite alot of people and i am the only one packing all the gift item etc with e other gal help standing at the cashier. Then she can't wait one. wanted to ask customer something then she keep saying over here over here. then talk to me so rude. Was counting stock etc when i am already short of time, keep disturbing me. Then got no plastic bag dun need to hit me rite can like ask me polietly where is the plastic bag. I need to close e shop etc and she asking me to help her do her things also. Hopefully she will get kicked out soon.

Yeah, i am happy today and i woke up late and is like 6.15am. was supposed to wake up at 5.45am. Meet karen at 7.15am at my hse downstairs and si wei was the driver. So nice of him he drove us to senja soka centre. Was supposed to meet at 9am and in the end we reach there at 8am, so we went for our breakfast. Was so suprised all of them are from ngee ann sec last time too, but they are the earlier batch. after breakfast he went to fetch may who is also from ngee ann last time while me and karen went in 1st and we did our morning gongyo, the testimonal given was damm touch that i cried.

After that we went to register and my number is B32, i am there to enshine a ghonzon so that i can bring it overseas too. Had a 2hr of course and we had our ceremony at abt 12 plus. thanks for everybody support which include suat hoon, elaine, desmond, deon, wen man, leonard koh(kor) etc which i know today. the most happiest thing is leonard koh brought his son down and the last time i see him was like when he is still a baby and now he is 3 yrs old. Leonard know i like kids so i guess this is y he brought him down. we went for lunch together and had a happy time playing with his son.

He nv fails to bring me to those restaurant which i have nv eat b4, so we went to toa payoh for porridge and is a restaurant. the food was quite nice. At the same time had alot of chit chat session. Hear the stories about northland sec that he is in. Alot of student hate him espically those that are bad one. I am sure that he is able to hand the school well.

After lunch he told me that he want to go to the money changer to change $ so i ask him he going holiday is it and he say ya. So i accompany him and in the end he actually change the $ for me and guess how much he change and is not a small amount, is $300 lei. I rejected and he insisted on giving me. the son is damm cute he actually hold my hand and leonard hand while walking. look like my son rite? How i wish it is.

Most probably will be meeting him 1 more time b4 i leave for shanghai. I received lots of things today, i received a box of chocolate from suat hoon, a japan sovenir from deon, a book that cost $48 from desmond and elaine.

Last of all i have my own ghonzon already.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Photos of Past Events

Trace&Transition Exam today, it was a horror to me due to some reasons. Couldnt sleep well for the past few night and have been holding the notes past few days too. Finally today exam is over, if you were to ask me how well or how i find the paper. I seriously dunno how to ans. But i do know how to do the paper except some which my ans are not confirm. So will i score 30marks for this paper? I don't know.

Was so relieve that this paper is over, after school went to whitesand to play arcade. It was fun at arcade together with faizah. I just feel like resting today and will i study later? After that we actually went to challenger and see what we got to buy for our overseas ITP. After which we went to POSB bank and we change to a debit card so we can use overseas too. After that we went home.

I am totally so tired that i was staring at the computer for quite long, did not know what to do. Actually i told Joanna that i will go cc today to get from her something but after thinking something actually stop me from going there. Yesterday night wasn't good for me. Just feeling that i am so stupid if i dun msg him abt that thing nothing will actually happened. After the conversation on the phone with him, i couldnt sleep at all.

Can someone just teach me or tell me what should i do? What should i do then is in the correct way? so what is LOVE? Is it something which i should give up?

Suddenly felt quite sad going to shanghai, i don't know what is the reason behind it. Maybe i go there i can think of more things and also a place for me to rest my mind. Beside that got to thank verlyn, joanna and si jie for some of their advice. Sometime i really dunno how to say that i got to ask joanna for help.

Will be going to senja this sunday for a 2hr course 1st follow by receiving my ghonzon pendant. So happy that xue yun, li ping and wen man going and Mr Koh is going too. Don't know y although he is not my teacher still use to call him this. Anyway really have to congrat him for being a principal in Northland Sec. Must ask him this sun how he feel to be a principal. After that i am going to have lunch with him.

City Alive 2009

Jessica, Angeline and May

PAYM Float

DCP 2A/B07 (Year 2)

YEAR 2: Class PTN

YEAR 1: Class PTN

Thursday, February 12, 2009

[Stress Exam tml]

I seriously or somehow got no mood to blog anything all because of this Trace&Transition Module. Have been studying and studying non stop, did not even able to sleep well this 3 days.

I am telling myself that for tml exam i am really going to do very very well, and won't let dr chia look down on me. After the paper i am going to see him and it determine something.

Everyone must wish me luck for tml exam. [back to studying]

wait for my gd news tml [hopefully there is]

Monday, February 09, 2009

Feeling damm sad now

I have tried very very hard. Tell me what should i do now. I guess i have let alot people down.

Speechless now, seriously dunno what to do. What am i looking for now?

Didnt want to let hyder&Su worried for me, i want them to be happy like wad they are now. Really want to thanks si jie for listening to me this 2 days. Even though i might choose to give up but i still have friends.

And the formation of the jiao club have really let me laugh alot more.

Environmental Studies Exam

This week have been really a tiring week for me with all the Chinese New Year dinner which i am suppose to go. Will update next time.

Actually i wanted to leave YEC after this term, but someone told me that all of us are to stay and do even more and better things than them. That why we are going to plan something, maybe after my exam will go through 1 by 1 b4 i actually leave for shanghai.

Before i leave i got lots of things i need to get and clear 1st.

Most importantly wanna thanks si jie for tonight conversation in the MSN. Thanks for listening to me and giving me your advise.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

WE CAN DO IT

actually things hasn't been going smoothly for me. I am just down on luck for everything.

Firstly everybody is talking abt FYP. And because of this FYP, disagreement is everything, how i wish there there is no such things as FYP.

Screwed in my studies, i really dun wish to elaborate more. Y must i learn and study so slowly. Everyone say is a miracle that i pass my O lvl. and now i am struggling just for a diploma which i am so tired of it now.

Meet shi chang to help him in the supernova retreat, everything goes smoothly. dunno y when i start taking out my notes etc i keep thinking of this person that gave me a scolding over a phone. had dinner with all of them, somehow i felt that i should not join them.

Hate today meeting, how i wish i didnt went for today meeting. Everything is our fault. i seriously dun wish to stay in YEC with all this unhappy agreement and nonsense. I know if i leave nobody is going to allow me to leave. Am i really worth staying inside anot. i am seriously very sad now, those words are so hurting to me. I cried once again for YEC.

Environmental studies exam is on monday and i have yet to finish it up. going to study the whole day tml.

I am going to show KEN the power of SuperNova and i mean jiao club will show it to him.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Exam is round the corner

Was so reculant to go school today, just feel like sleeping more. Oh, today is xiang rui b'day, happy b'day to him.

Oh no, exam is round the corner, from next week onwards i am having 2 paper every week and that will drag me through the whole 3 weeks. Was studying math cause have been studying more on QAAS already. I am still half way done and decided to blog 1st b4 i went back to study.

After school went to east point to study awhile 1st b4 meeting xue yun and li ping for a short dialouge and they actually ask me whether i want to get a ghonzon pendant for myself. And i have agreed, so this coming sun going for morning gonyo and after that going to get a very nice box for myself together with xue yun and i am going to get a pink colour one. I will be getting it on the 15 feb.

Alot of pple is happy for me and i really want to thank them for all the guidance that made me want to have this ghonzon.

Going to study awhile more b4 i go and have my sleep cause someone actually ask me to sleep early.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

City Alive

Went to Madam Quek house in the afternoon and seeing people which i don't contact anymore after i graduate. After that they went to TM foodcourt to eat and after awhile i left to meet say kiat and neil at city hall mrt station.

Is my 1st time to volunteer in city alive. Was looking foward to eat. Reach there, register 1st with seow ling and have a wonderful chat with Jessica. I am helping out in the sector A where the entrance is, so there is lots of things we need to check and do. Each of us is given a contactable lanyard, whistle, torch light, mentos to keep us awake.

When the time is going to up we slowly proceed to the area while waiting for all the float to pass before we can set up all the stations. Soon after the parade is over alot of people rush over to queue up but they cant enter yet when the main stage is not clear yet.

All of them are allowed to enter at abt 10pm, so we are supposed to check their ticket & IC, give them the lanyard lightstick and also help them to wear the tag for re-entry. At about 12am getting lesser and lesser come in so we actually went for our break. the 4 of us actually hold hand to walk throughout the whole parade cause there is too many people aready. (Me, Jessica, Angeline, May)

Had alot of chatting between the 4 of us and also with christopher and Danny and sometime Jing Hui. Well, i actually ask Danny which countries he come from. Anyway he is quite handsome and he is gd too. He actually treat us beer and also have us to bring some food. Decided to drink 1 cup tiger cause we are still on duty. Everything ended smoothly at 3am, after which we had a short de-brief b4 we went back to the collect to collect our stuff. After the whole event has ended we actually went to bras pasah mac to find say kiat friend and we play card while waiting for the time to reach 6am. After that we went to take MRT and home sweet home.

From this event i know alot of pple from various YEC. They are all 20 plus de. Know May from whampoa YEC and a better talk with Jessica and Angeline from Tampines North. Danny from Ulu Pandan ACM. Christopher, PAYM staff.

Actually wanted to take some nap when i reach home but i am afraid that i wont wake up again, so came back bath and went to cc math to study. At 12pm went to Mr Mah Chinese New Year open house. was too tired to actually joke and eat anything.

SAD STUFF

Joanna did tell me that she won't be taking YEC but i did not know that is like so fast cause she suddenly say is the last time that we took photo together. Seriously i cant bear to leave her although she will be still in the office. Through this YEC we actually became a very good friend that i feel so comfortable telling her lots of things. but if she is no longer in YEC there is 1 less people, perhaps the 2nd one soon. I can't possibly like last time like that keep finding her to talk cause maybe she is more busy.

Secondly i felt uncomfortable when it changed to another person, don't know whether that person fierce anot and maybe the person dun like me too. Like what hilmy told me one time, after a year back everything has changed and is due to a new commitee. So when our YEC staff actually changed it means that we have to adapt to the way she is doing. Maybe the way that we do things she don't like. I have told myself if i cant accept her, i may leave YEC. cause the reason behid it is i want to be happy inside.

As for someone, i just cant say the word infront of him. So well the word is "Congrat", guess this is what you have been waiting for quite long. Wish you all the BEST is your work. Really dunno what to say.

Cant wait for Suriani to come back i got so many things to tell her.

Went to watch movie with rest after that and after that decided to go changi airport to study and when i am there i cant study cause i have been thinking lots of staff. So fan that i want to drink.

I am like crying now that i cant further writting more. Will upload the pictures when i got from them.

[Y]ing [H]ui