Was really a very busy period for me. Was not feeling well on wed and thurs, cost me like $70 for seeing the doctor twice. Got back to school on friday. Met say kiat and han hong after school at tampines cause they went to buy things den was suppose to meet hilmy.On friday, had dinner with verlyn, say kiat, han hong and vivy. after that went back to cc to do inter-generation stuff until it close. thanks hyder for helping to rent the costume. Thanks verlyn for sending me to MRT station too, meet wei li and an qi in the shop and we went changi airport together for our outing. reach there around 12am and there were alot of people. Omg, jenny ordered so much food that we cant finish. Well, we slack, watch movie etc until 5am den we took cab home.Didn't slept, reach home, bath, packed my stuff and leave my hse. Meet verlyn early today to do inter-generation stuff 1st b4 going to sunplaza park. After that rush back to cc to continue to do inter-gen stuff. Finish everything till 9pm. Reach home did some of my things and i slept. SundayOmg, was so lucky that verlyn call me to check whether i wake up already. I actually 4got to set my alaram clcok, so i going get up when verlyn call me, quickly went to bath and took taxi there, reach there at 7am.Quickly finish up with all the preparation work, thanks everyone for their help. Almost everything was smoothly except all those who dun understand. Can see that everyone of them is having fun. Me and verlyn was like following minister throughout to explain the station games. Had lunch together with minister too, so bad, joanna push me in. After that had a short breifing and i went back cc with verlyn Well, had a very long chat with joanna, verlyn and alvin. chat on lots of things. gosh, min min and joanna keep introducing guys to me when i dun need. Going with them to one place where i didnt go before and i dunno what is the place too. Went to study and had dinner with the skating people.Unhappiness stuffSeriously, i need to blog all the unhappiness stuff here i am so angry right now and only to one person which is himly. If you dun come back i wont be that angry. Got scolded by him for a few things, firstly say i should not go for the skating training and leave everything for wee siong to do when he was not the one suppose to do it, secondly, he say i talk too loudly to him, thirdly say i got no manner cause i actually ask him to wait, so he actually told joanna that i should not ask a vice-chair to wait.
If you dun want to help den dun help, i don't even want to ask for your help. If you want to cancel everything, go ahead, i can take it that i am taking a few yrs rest. Sometime i was thinking, is vice-chair human being too, as a guy is right to help carry the heavy stuff, you cant expect a gal to help carry right. Please, if you have so many unhappiness thing, dun stay aymore, leave.
Joanna was telling me that is e 1st time i really loose my voice, i even told her, i did consider of quitting in YEC.
Really feel like finding someone to talk to for this topic, cause i am seriously very angry now.
Angry, BoilingSomeone have to always made my day so angry or rather a sad one. Was so angry the day b4 dunno what did my brother did to my computer, i cant open my microsoft folder and which means i cant do lots and lots of things. Went to reformat my computer today was abt 1h30min. Finally everything is bad to normal, which means i can do my things already. Went pasar malam and saw lots of my favourite thing, just do not have e mood to buy any. Went down for Grc meeting, b4 that met justin to discuss abt the YEC t-shirts. Today meeting was rather good, just that i am feeling sort of tired and the date is getting nearer and nearer too. Was so angry with michel, b4 that as discuss wif verlyn, he will bring his own stuff down and now he want a transport. i do not know how to drive lei, thought so simple, want a transport got transport for you. and now because of you i am going to find a transport just for that short distance. Really hate the life that i am having now. And i am already not in a gd mood, yet some of you are giving mi lots and lots of problem. Neverthless, hyder will somehow cheer me up. So in the bus, was talking how we spend our miserable weekend. and really thanks for calling himly to help me out. Hyder and Suraini actually ask me to make myself free for their wedding, will try to go.
Everything is getting nearer and nearerGot frightened by faizah yesterday, cause she is feeling very giddy due to the blood donation the day before. During math lesson, chu zen call me and say faizah cant walk up the stairs, so me and jackson quickly run down and bring her up. quickly gave her 1 iron pill to eat. After math lesson, we brought her home. Waited for taxi quite long cause all taxi want to change shift, finally gt a cab, me, hui shuen and karen send her home 1st. Hopefully she is better now.Faizah, if you want to save our day, you have to get well or save your day 1st. Only if you are well then you can save our day and we will let you save our day.Like what karren say we gt to take care ourself too, cause our iron is also low, mine is 10, karren is 10.7. After that all of us went home, took the same bus as hui shuen, she went home while i went to cc. So reach cc early and i start doing all my things at 1-1 and i slept for awhile. Was so tired to buy something to eat, tat i ask shi chang to buy somethings for me. I am so scared everyday now, everything is getting nearer and nearer will it be successful? Really need someone to encouraged me now. Actually i should be going out with Janet they all for a movie today, but i realised that i got lots of logistics stuff not purchased yet, so gt to do everything today, so i might be joining them the next time. Please 4give me, when my mood changes, when i am too tired, when i am not that happy. will post some picture when i got the time.
Blogging early in the morningWell, you might seeing me blogging lesser and lesser and it means i am getting busier and busier now. Really stress up with lots and lots of things, stress up with some people, stress up with Dr Chia lesson, stress up with YEC project. Getting to hate school alot, lots of things to do, no ending work, one after another. Hate Dr Chia lesson so much, making us so stress during his lesson. Just feel like crying when studying for his module. Was suppose to go for blood donation yesterday, den know what happened? they took some of my blood sample and it was found that i have low iron so i cant donate, worse still, they give mi 8 iron tablet. Went to cc to help steven in his citizenship, dunno how many time i have been doing this. After changing went with someone to cc to look for joanna, but she was not there, so we went down to take some food for steven also. spend sometime sitting down going through Dr chia notes, nightmare. then someone was so scared keep asking me to accompany him. I told him this now whenever i step into the cc i start to have nightmare. He say why u suddenly take up so many things, den i told him, the major event which is e Town day, is you who encouraged me to take it up with some other people. Met someone familiar den i realise that that is koo jee friend, didnt know she was from malaysian. had a short chit-chat with her and she actually invited me to her concert, not sure if i can make it down anot, but i told her i will try. After ceremony, went to cc, was intending to pass steven his food, but realise that joanna was there and everything started. then hyder and hilmy was asking me abt the supernova thing when i told them that i am not going to interfere about this so i actually call him up and clarify all the things. everything is getting nearer and nearer and i am feeling more and more stress right now. Going to have inter-generation meeting with the helpers, hopfully they turn up, the event is just 1 week away. Understand that i tend to loose my temper easily now, so better not make me angry.
Pouring all my unhappiness here.Why should i be doing so much things, or took so much time out to check when i have decided to wash my hand off. I may be stupid at times, but from now onwards i will never be so stupid as what i use too. there is also a limit where i can go too. If i continue keep exceeding it, you might not be able to see a live me anymore. Things should be done when you promised, you made me loose the confident in you anymore, i told her, nt that i didnt ask but that trust is no longer there. At this moment of time i am really very angry and felt very irritated of so many things. You might not be able to see the lively meSorry if i really loose my temper. i really wish that someone is there when i need help so much. Well, going really spend my whole night studying cause if i dun do it every night now i guess i do not have the chance anymore.People are selfish sometime, they only care about their own feeling but not others.Anyway when down to site recee with verlyn and michael, was a tiring one, still gt to go for the skating training. think during this period of time me and verlyn is very tired now, have been meeting often and doing things late at night. Hope that verlyn grandma will be fine.
Getting lazy and lazy to update already or i will be MIA for quite long. This period of time is the time that i will fight against the time. casue time is never enough for me. Thought of having a early sleep yesterday, but after inter-generation meeting, was discuss with verlyn lots of things until quite late. Thanks verlyn for giving me a lift home. couldn't take it and i slept with my computer once again. Wanna thanks ying ying for her sweet present and also her sweet and touched card. The words inside the card are very touching. thanks for everything. Opps shouldn't say thanks right. Anyway my SAS is getting more and more placement of ITP which i can choose. can't make up my mind which one i want.Prima LimitedStarAsia Singapore Pte LtdAnalytical Laboratories (S) P/LKleen-Pak Products Pte LtdSGS Testing & Control SCVS Singapore Pte Ltd
Dun like the feeling of going school. Tutorial, case study, study etc. is going to be the 5th week soon and in 3 week time i am going to have my MST, that is fast la. How i wish the time can slow down. Seriously got not enough time to do so many things. All the events are getting nearer and nearer, i cant fall. After school went airport to study for awhile and walk walk b4 going home. Oh ya, i going for blood donation with some of my classmates. We are suppose to donate around 300-450ml, that is alot right. Is my 1st time donating. Oh ya, my poly mates have given me a lovely b'day present which i love them alot. Is actually a bear and wearing mickey mouse clothing. I think i did to them that i wanted to buy, den change clothes help them wear nice nice. but didn't expect that they got that for me. Love it alot. think my bed is like full of bear, got winnie e pooh, piglet, rabbit, my new Peanut Butter. well going back to do my stuff, school tml and meeting after that, tired.
Not updating for few dayswell, seriously very very tired right now. Have been really very busy with lots of things this few days that y didn't update. Have been doing YEC and leo club event this few days, should find some time to rest too. oh, friday is coming soon and it means my another meeting is coming up. Omg, really finding time to manage my time well, at the same time i am able to rest too. Anyway, i think i should be going for the donating the blood in school, meaningful. And also i received a email from SP, not sure whether want to work at night shift at 7 eleven anot.Went for GRC meeting yesterday. Discuss alot of thing internally between us. And at the same time all of us was so angry of something that made hyder reluctant to sign the cheque. 8am lesson for me tml, need to go off really really very soon.
Happy B'day to myselfActually to me is nv a special day for me is like a normal day for me, that is how i feel. Well, still really want to thanks everyone for their wishes. The first one to really thank is my soka friends who celebrated for me on friday, pple like chu zen, janice and wen man has guide me through my life in soka. Wanna thank those who celebrated for me yesterday too during the zone 5 dinner, pple like justin, alezec, michael, bernice, kevin, kelvin ong, kelvin yeo, cassandra, ying ying and tsui chien. thanks verlyn for giving me a suprise today, she told me that she cannot join us for the skating thing at east coast, but suddenly ken told me to go other place to give out the form and i saw verlyn with a cake. guess wad cake is that is my favourite MICKEY MOUSE cake. thanks verlyn, justin, ying ying and ken for celebrating wif me once again. thanks my god son, kelvin and tina(just know for a few days) for celebrating my b'day too. thanks my poly friend for their wishes, pple like leanna, faizah, chu zen, janice, si jing, qi ming, mui hoon, janet, hui shuen, karen, nicholas. thanks to my brother scouts, tsui chien and andrew. thanks to secondary school friends, yan teng, lay ting, koo jee, kelvin, gerald. thanks to yec & supernova pple justin, shi chang, hyder, suraini, ken, verlyn, ying ying, cassandra, kelvin. thanks to my new friend like xin ci and tina. thanks to leo club pple, neil, say kiat and han hong. After thanking so many people, what i did today? Went to distribute flyers with justin, ying ying and ken for the skating thing, thank ken for giving us a lift there. was raining after awhile, so we went to mac for a drink and a chit chat session, after that we went out to give again, and after awhile got e suprise from verlyn, omg, i am really so touched by her and also so sweet of her. After that when we was intending to give out, it started raining again, so we sat down and chat again, den after the rain stop all of us left. ken give us a lift to tampines. Went tampines mall with justin, went arcade and watch people playing. after that we left for the skating training cause si jie is sick. reach there and nobody was there cause it was raining before that. And we saw part of the millienium court is flooded with water cause of the leaves, so justin actually thought of using a stick, and actually me and xin ci went to sweep all the leaves out so that the water can flow out from the drain. cause the both of us wear slippers. Manage to clear all the water in half an hour time. the trainer was like 45min late. there is not much people who come for the training due to e bad weather b4 hand. thanks gerald for e popiah and the strawberry wif chocolate. After the training the rest went back, stay back wif kelvin and tina and we chatted for awhile b4 we went for our dinner. Had our dinner at century square and thanks kelvin for his treat and 1 slice of cake. After that took the same bus as kelvin.Going to get a b'day gift for myself. Anyway what is my wish for this year, actually nothing much, but my wishes has been given to someone. Even tough the person is keeping quiet, i accept it. Or maybe towards other pple that person will say it out. Anyway time really flies, some of the things wHich made me happy 1 yr ago is nt happening this yr. but i am glad tat that person actually made me happy once.
Pathlight schoolWent to escape with my poly friends yesterday, was a fun one, is my 1st time going to escape to celebrate halloween. After that nicholas want to eat supper so accompany them and have supper at my hse market. Sj, leanna, mh and nq stay at my hse. Watch a funny youtube tat made all of us laugh. Slept at 2am and wake up at 5.30am. Was really so heavily when we left the hse, they went to take the shuttle bus to east coast while i took MRT to pathlight. Manage to find my way thereMet a few people from different YEC people. I had alot of fun chatting with the kids, althought they may have some problem but i really like them alot. These kids have actually made me so happy although i am so tired in the morning. After today i know how they actually communicate in some way of another, how i wish i could be a teacher there. But some of them are quite smart too. Really got to thank PAYM for giving me this opportunity to communicate with them, now at least i know that pathlight school did exist in s'pore. After the event, they actually ask me to ask my YEC whether we want to help out in the Chingay float performance or the City Jam. After that head down to millienium court for the skating. had some fun talking at 1st, but later on was so tired that i felt asleep. after that went wif kevin to cc 1st while justin send his friends off 1st cause going to meet kelvin ong. went cc to take the skating form, and they chat wif steven. Seriously very tired, didnt eat much too cause dun really have the appettite, my throat now also started to get pain le. Anyway thank the rest for buying me a b'day cake. 4got to add in that my soka pple actually celebrated for me on friday too, that is really a suprised. Anyway going to celebrate my day tml doing yec things. is always just another normal day for me. Feeling quite giddy now, thought of doing something but guess i dun have the energy to do, so shall turn in to slp 1st. If not i will get worse and worse.
