Sometime i am so busy that i dun have really the time to go for Leo club meeting, yesterday meeting was ok, i help them alot until someone scold me for helping them so much. ITP briefing was ok too, cant wait to see what company i will go too but hopefully is a friendly one.Took MRT with faizah, Janet, wei kai and yu rong had so much time talking and laughing at the train. Head to cc to for meeting, heard from joanna that steven met with accident, was shock too, so i sms him, luckily he is ok. Was so tired that i dun feel like talking much too. Actually i have prepared lots of things to say but suddenly during meeting i dunno wad i am thinking, i cant remember wad i wan to say. was supposed to stay back with judith and joanna to discuss future project but cause was too late so we actually postponed to next week.After meeting kelvin ong ask me to accompany him to wait for bus after that den i wet home. Now after meeting i got lots of things to edit and do too. Shall finish up with leo club things first.Most of our lesson is cancelled today so got 3hrs break, oh no, when sch start my meals are so irregular, had my lunch at 10am. After that went to library with janet group to do QAAS case study den when for practical. Dr Chia practical damm stress. Tml going wif my poly mates to escape, oh mh, leanna, nq and sj coming my hse to stay tml cause next day they going for OSIM one and i cant joing them cause i helping out in e PAYM one. What is happiness?
Feeling very giddyNo practical for my grp yesterday so stay back in sch to do some discussion for our case study. After that went to work, b4 that went walk walk 1st. Yesterday work was fun too although our sales is quite bad. had alot of fun chatting with su wei, tie ribbon with her together, she suddenly say she want to be s'pore PR, will help her check what is e criteria. Although su wei come from china but i treat her very good. She like winnie e pooh too so i going to give her another one. Maybe she come all the way so far and dun have family around her that y i am treating her especially gd. daphne keep reminding us to give her a suprise for her b'day. think most likely we are going to buy Gucci wallet for her or maybe another brand one. Reach home, got a shock when i check my email, 40 email. Spending like an hr or so to check my email, some i dun wish to even take alook like town day one. Finish the sentosa spreadsheet, timeline, games, minutes of meeting, agenda etc until 3. Thank Justin for helping out in some. oh no, Judith is say later want to discuss another future project, die la, my stress lvl is going up again. When i have yet to complete this sentosa project another coming up. How i wish alezec faster come back.Did not go sch in the morning, felt so giddy that i couldn't wake up and shout for my grandma to pass me panadol. Manage to really wake up at abt 9am. Later going sch for Leo club meeting 1st, need to help them with something, after that going for my ITP briefing and then for meeting. Before that going to buy some of my inter-generation stuff first.
Something which made me, my grandma and my auntie a happy person. We went to expo yesterday for gain city offer. We brought 5 things which cost us less then $100. We brought vaccum cleaner, blender, boiler and 2 slow cooker. cause we only brought slow cooker for $1. After that went work, and the time pass so fast suddenly cause i spend 2-3 hrs teaching daphne math. oh, our outing is on the 21st november, cant wait for that day to come. Meet xue yun in the afternoon and li ping. Thank xue yun for her treat. had alot of fun chatting. I think i am somehow awake and i think i should know what to do. Is time where i will sit down and set my prayer. Thank to those who remember something, who wanted me to take out sometime but i know what i want.oh no, i still have lots of things not finished yet when my meeting is on the wed. Currently still helping leo side on the fun fair event. oh no, i guess i really need a good sleep and seriously a very good one. Something funny:the day b4 i actually dream that alezec is back to help me and on that day i received a msg from alezec asking me whether want to have lunch together anot. But couldnt make it so didnt have lunch with him. My brother justin is also back but he is sick. Cannot sick wor, cause you still must help me in alot of things.
So tired now, just finish publiscing the skating in all my facebook contact, luckily only 80 plus people. well, is time to get back to all my report first and lots of case study to do too. This is a very critical period for me, need to fight. i am having my MST on the 8 week which is from 1st-5th dec and on the 30th is the GRC youth day and i am having sentosa links on the 6th dec. I told someone this yesterday, if i dun do it, who will do it? No answer ritex. Maybe i am a soft hearted person, i cant bear to do things which i am not suppose to do it and the person who is suppose to do it is not doing it. What is credit? i nv thought of wanting to get the credit, what i want is to finish what i am suppose to do. And nobody wants their project to died halfway and not able to carry out what they have planned for months. from all this things, i actually can see a clearer picture who is my real friends, who is the one who is willing to help you when you need help the most and who will support you all the way. I have a few people in mind. Really glad that i might nt know you all quite long yet you all re giving me all this.
Really very busy that i dun feel like blogging and dun feel like doing so much things. My life is quite boring and repeating the same thing. Go sch, come back to continue to do my things if not go for meeting or work.Managed to relax myself abit yesterday, went to Jurong Point to walk walk b4 meeting tsai ting and siti at kallang, cause going PA for PAYM briefing. Never regretted volunttering in this event cause i find it very meaningful and i learn more things too. Went sch today and gt to stay back after gems for pre ITP briefing by our class tutor. Cant wait to go for ITP but at the same time was so scared what will the company be like etc. So after that head down to bugis to collect the form which i sent for printing den go cc and meet joanna. my main objective for today was supposed to recee for the inter-generation games and yes i did already. Next have to come out with the layout. after that went back to cc, and yes i finishing folding 1000pcs. Didnt not went for Supernova meeting cause just feel like finding some place to sit down to do my unfinished things. but i slept halfway through. thank steven for his waffle dinner and herbal tea. sometime i am just feeling too tired to eat anything. Excuse me if i treat you badly or not in a good mood.
I am getting tired of so many stuffWent sch for 2hrs lesson today, den went to meet justin at cc. Chatted with joanna for awhile before we set off to do our publicity. We went to pasir ris 1st, manage to publice some, some of them gave me bad comment, just take it. Then we went to bugis to print out somemore of the form, another 1000, think i am only free on fri to go and collect it. Then after that justin went to meet his sister and i went to meet xin ci and at the same time put something on joanna table. Really thank xin ci for her help. So suay met michael and his words is so hurting. Anyone can just tell me what wrong have i done? Being a voluntter i don't get paid or anything but instead of being happy i am very sad and angry. Y must say dun words that hurt me alot alot. Who actually know how much things have i done? Saying that i am so free and slack. I am just going to show you i can find more than 100 skaters. I dun even need you to say that i cant even find manpower for my event, if i cant find i also wont beg you de. I seriously dunno wad to say. The words are hurting enough for me.Wanted to tell someone this but just dunno how to say it out, but if you really happened to see this, go and find someone that you like and love, cause you re not young anymore, i am sure your mother want you to get married. So just wish that you can find someone soon. Suddenly justin pop me this qns today, he ask me how am i going to celebrate my b'day and i told him i dun feel like it. He actually say he want to ask xin ci, xin ying and alvin celebrate my b'day, was so touched after listening this, i dun even know justin for a year. He actually say lots of things which make me so touched.
Tiring
Is back to the normal days, yesterday lesson was from 8am-6pm, was totally very tired. After class went back wif faizah, hui shuen, dennis and dennis friend. Had alot of joke and fun in the MRT like laughing throughout the whole journey. Went to cc to look for joanna to pass her something and $, was feeling really very cold so i waited for her outside. Had a chat wif her, but i left home early cause was feeling really tired. Slept on the bus and know wad happened my head knock onto the mirror, this show how tired i am. was feeling really veri giddy so i went back to sleep 1st. Luckily today lesson was at 10am, and the MRT seems goes wrong somewhere this 2 days. Luckily today lesson end at 2pm so was still ok, only Dr Chia lesson was the worse one really crack my brain. And i think i have decided what to choose for my elective. I just dun feel like taking Chemistry anymore. After school took the same MRT wif faizah and chu zen, well we laugh throughout again. Went to work today, and seriously was feeling quite giddy. Everything goes on well, happily talking to wei li and jenny, but later on something went wrong. i think i was feeling really very giddy that i fell down and now i hurt my right leg. my both leg re in pain now and i hit onto something and my hand gt some injuries. you may find some price difference from tml, cause tml is the start of the price increase. well, gt to really plan my time very well. cause i promise jenny to do volunteer at work cause wei li, juli and roselee going for holiday for 9 days. Most likely we will have our outing next friday at late night. cause some pple might be working at compass, OUB and bugis. so we will meet there after work. think i will b very tired if is on the next fri cause the next day i got PAYM event. Received my ITP booklet, and next week got ITP briefing, how is it like in ITP?? is only the 2nd week of sch and how come i am feeling so stress already.Had a very nice chat with justin, and he know abit of things what happened but really thank for your care and concern. Justin is a very nice guy, but ask him see my blog den he will know i say something gd about him. Meeting Justin tml to do some publicity things.My b'day is next week, shall think of what i want to get for myself. sudden thought of it that my mushroom will be 1 yr old soon, cause it was purchased during my b'day last year.
Felt like blogging
Since i have already set my blog as private think i will be able to blog freely now. Just feel like talking about my Secondary teacher, leonard Koh. Still use to calling him Mr Koh. Well just can't remember how i know him, but he did not teach me anything, not even chemistry or a PE teacher. Just know that after i know him for quite sometime he actually introduce me this buddhism got SOKA. He started to bring me to see performances and tell me more. I just feel that he is not a teacher to me but more like a brother to me. He will bring me to places for dinner where i nv went before, sometime he will even bring me out. He even teach me chemistry during my sec 4s time when i am preparing for my N lvl.
He has a good wife and think his child should be 2 or 3yrs old by now. He is indeed a good teacher after that he was posted to crescent girls school as a Vice-principal and later on received a good news from him that he will be posted to Northland Secondary School as a Principal. Really felt happy for him. Went for SPSD last insitutional Meeting at TBSC, he is also having a meeting but his is at Jurong. Should be meeting him soon, miss this brother of mine.
You all must be shock how come i can be so close with a teacher ritex. oh ya, during lesson time when i felt bored or he felt bored we will SMS each other when sch said that we are not allowed to bring our Handphone.
Anyway today meeting was nice & fun although is raining quite heavily and i am drenched when i got a umbrella. Our YWD and YMD are really a good dancer. well after listening to wad wen man said i really believe that she can dance very well. She told me that she like dancing, go all the way, you will become a very gd dancer next time. Got alot of guidance today.
After that was suppose to meet the rest of the people at cin leisure, but chu zen wants to buy shoes, so the both of us went to far east 1st, after that then we headed off to cin leisure to meet the rest of our poly mates. So happy, seeing all of them, and our purpose of going there is to take neoprint. During sec sch time, i will keep taking neoprint but somehow when i reach poly, we seldom take this anymore.
So happy brought myself a disney calender and also a minnie mouse cup. Then we head off to plaza sing to look for faizah who is working, and we took train home together. Oh ya, we are going to escape on the 31 oct for halloween, cant wait for that day to come although i dun take those rides.
tml is the 2nd week of school and we seems playing ritex, cannot play anymore le, must really get very very serious cause i am now going to study and at the same time finish doing everything for my 3 events coming. and my MST is during the 1st week of December and you know what, Tampines GRC event will only end on the 30th nov, and my sentosa one is on the 6th dec, so during this period of time is really a struggle for me. So, i really got to plan my time really really very well.
Really have a very nice chat with Justin yesterday until 2 plus in the morning, but i slept at around 4am. Really thank justin for helping me. i also found out he is a very nice guy. oh dear, tml my lesson is from 8am-6pm, thank to cheng zuolian. Think i should get started with my practical report already.
Private BlogDue to some problem i decided to put my blog as a private blog. Was so angry after wad si jie told me yesterday. y must all of you interfere me. y must all of you publice for me.Why have i think of opening a blog. How i wish i can be like other people, when i reach home i got someone to share my feeling, share something which makes me happy today. But i got no one to talk to. The only place where i can say my feeling out is to blog here. people say when you do something good you will get something good in return too. But i did so many things what did i get back.I really feel like telling joanna something, but at this moment i can't bear to leave people like joanna, hyder and suraini. They have been treating me very good. Was so happy to see hyder and suraini wedding photo yesterday. Was so touch by their care and concern. because of these person they made me stay in yec.
2nd day of schoolSeriously speaking i am really really feeling very tired right now. 2nd day of school and i am feeling stress, today start practical which mean in 2 weeks time i got to hand in a report already. Really hope that i can do well for this sem module. well, think i am treating one person very bad today. Cause whenever he talk about that topic i really got no time to think so much things. Guess is the 1st time Joanna see me so angry, she say if i am angry means nothing is good. Seriously i was so angry after yesterday meeting. People like patrick and steven lim is looking down on us, they think that we cant do well for the in-line skating and they really say until that we will never succeed. It hurts me you know, i have been working hard on this and you are saying this to us. And i am just going to prove it to him that we will succeed. Guess i do nt have enough slp, i should be taking 291 red plate to tampines central cc but in the end i do not know y i got up into 293 green plate. and i ended up in the wrong bus, so i find one bus stop and alight and walk all the way to tampines central, luckily i found my way there. Some people ask me what is my b'day wish? This b'day wish is always the same every year.
Enjoy myself todayMeet Soka people in the morning, was about to take train to Tampines but due to some problem there is a delay for 30min so i took bus there, was late. Met xue yun at Tampines mall mac first, den later on wen man join us and then elaine. Is the 1st time i met Elaine and she is a nice gal. All of us started chatting, laughing for 2hr, celebrated elaine b'day. Xue yun brought a small cake for her. Thank xue yun for her small gift from JapanWas suppose to go for my injection but due to the delay shall go the next time. Meet yan teng after that, went for our lunch 1st, den went to watch movie together, we watch the House Bunny, is a funny and nice show. Then after that we went walk walk around then went to arcade to play. i win myself a small piglet and a bigger piglet. Then my sis actually give a small piglet to yanteng and a bigger pooh for me. Then after tat went to TM FA to check if henny is working tml, cause need to buy something for someone. Going faizah hse tml for Hari Raya, thank for her invitation and sch is going to open.Well, thank for some pple reply and support for the skating. Got reply from some of them who re interested. Actually ask Elaine, wen man and xue yun to pass the words to the soka pple and thank alot. Lots and Lots of photo to upload the next time. Going to work tml, so shall not upload as it take time.
Busy & StressNot going to blog very long, feeling very tired. Yesterday went my auntie office to work, den after that meet yan teng, koo jee and lay ting at E-hub, went to eat fondu together 1st, den went to arcade and play many round of basketball. Then meet kaki outside Kbox and we went in together. The person actually ask us to choose the package 23++ den got 20 worth of credit to eat. so we think quite worth it so we choose that. Really very worth it, we ate so full and like got lots of food haven finish yet. Later michelle join us. Sing until 11pm den we went arcade to play again. Lol. Den went back home. went my auntie office to work again after that den went to FA to work. then was so tired during working, just dun feel like talking and playing. But dunno what happened, not a normal thursday, is like so many pple lor. And today sales is like more than weekend. Now everybody is preparing for Christmas. imagine you can see like 6 pple working from morning to till night time, and not only 1 day is everyday during the christmas period, you just dun have the time to rest or feel like eating. will upload the photos soon. Ah, Judith is giving me lots and lots of stress plus i am stressing myself too. i got lots of things to handle and do. Yesterday just mass send a email on pulling pple in for the skating. oh dear, cant even slp cause really gt lots of things to prepare and do.
StressWhen will my stress go away?my gems appointment at 9am, yeah, gt e gems that i want within a min. Got into the same gems with janice and maybe xin yi. After that went for work, was so tired. After that went for meeting. Thank joanna for printing out the document. I always hate after meeting, cause after meeting i will have lots and lots of things to do. Anyway really thank justin alot, he actually call me big sister, sound old ritex. Really thank that he is willing to help me when i really need help the most. was so disappointed in the skating results, trying all my ways to get more pple. Somehow i feel that my energy is going down and down as the days goes back. Dunno whether can make it until nov and dec anot.
Updates on PicturesWas back yesterday from Chu zen b'day Chalet. Met jackson, leanna and nicholas 1st, went down to bugis to get Chu zen her b'day gift. Was suprised that nicholas also know bee chin. After tat we head down to bedok to meet si jing, qi ming, zheng heng and faizah. We took 401 there. Went there play lots of games and chit chat at the same time. When is dinner time had our dinner, she ordered buffet instead of BBQ think is a good idea. After dinner we went out to walk walk 1st but gt call back by chu zen half way cause wanna play game. So we had game again den had the cake cutting session. oh, the cake was nice at the bottom but it taste weird at the top.
After that we entertain ourself again by playing games and games. cause all left, left us, so waited for everybody to bath we went out at around 2am. Walk all the way to the mac sat down, eat some fries & drink some water. Talk about ghost stories. den about 3 plus we head of to 7-eleven to get alcohol is quite a long time since i drank. den we head back to chalet 1st den at abt 6am we went out to see the sunrise, but it was block by lots of cloud. chu zen father so nice brought breakfast for us, had a full breakfast. Play games again b4 we went home. So nice if i have a family like Chu zen, really so happy for her that she has such a good family. is nothing gd at all when i came home. Haven even rested for 15min and went out. Went whitesand walk walk den after tat decided to go ehub to play arcade, was so angry and i played like 10 rounds of basketball. So nice after playing, sweating and so tired after that. slack at the arcade for many many hours. Meet my auntie after that. oh no, i have a meeting tml, have i finished doing my things. going to rush out everything later. Arcade nowadays have been a best place for me, went there whenever i am feeling down. School reopen next week, that fast. 
Thank for the concernChange our mind, we went to plaza sing to have our lunch cum our dinner, den we went arcade to play and walk walk awhile b4 i went to cc for meeting. print out all the necessary document den went for inter-generation meeting wif verlyn. Really thank verlyn for helping me if not i really going mad soon. meeting was quite successful except they actually throw the emcee to us. After tat me and verlyn drop by for supernova meeting. but me and verlyn was discussing inter-generation stuff. Is just 50 days, within this 50 days i need to get alot of things done. den ken join us after e silver connect meeting. Really thank verlyn and ken for their concern. Although sometime i really cant take it, but i told them i will try to handle it, altough all of them re just in 1 weeks difference. Although i might be angry of some stuff but i will still do it. actually i am quite unhappy of lots of things through this 3 events, but i will still do it by myself even i do not have much support. of course, wanna thank pple like hyder, suraini, ken, verlyn for their support and their help when i really need them alot alot. Although hyder and suraini want to help me but i actually push away their offer cause they have yet to prepare their stuff for wedding. I felt so bad to ask them help me.
No mattar how happy or how sad YEC has gave me. I am still a YEC member.going to enjoy myself tml, get away from the computer, doing different proposal, doing different budget, holding different meeting, attending different meeting, seeing tons of email, replying tons of emails. While enjoying i am going to do yec stuff at the same time, so going down to cc tml again, to take some things.
Could not wake up on wed, but i was not late. Was so scared that i might miss out something cause nv work in the morning b4, my muffin some can make it, some cannot. Was so tired that i almost fell asleep. Jackson meet me at bugis den we cab down to leisure park to meet the rest at kbox. was still feeling very very tired, after that we went to ehub to have our dinner, everywhere is so busy wif people, we ended up eating at some cafe at ehub too. Wai Hong join us later. after dinner we actually went to meet gerald who is working at aranda restaurant. thank chau liang parents for sending me home.
yesterday as usual went to work, woke up and just cant open my eyes that i went back to slp for awhile. wasn't late too, was talking happily wif an qi in case i fell asleep. faizah, hui shuen and chu zen drop by at my shop. is that guy b'day and he actually wan to offer me cake but i dun wan, mine is exactly 1 month after his. took the same MRT wif an qi, went to meet someone who is suppose to bring me to that person house on the way we chatted alot. reach that person house write something den we meet another person after that person knock off. den we went to have dinner together. Is so nice to sit down and have dinner together. den after dinner all of us went back.
was so tired when i reach home, but i slept late. was playing viwawa wif yanteng and were discussing where to go, cause was so sick of so many place, in e end we decide to go to jurong point. After that going for meeting. ah, i just realise that i am actually chairing a meeting next tue and i 4got to tell wei li that i cant work but luckily she put me in the morning.
Someone treat me just like a atm machine.
my timetable is out le, admit that is better den last sem. But even week very slack.
Timetable
Odd week:
Monday: 8am-4pm
Tuesday: 10am-4pm
Wednesday: 8am-12pm
Thursday: 8am-5pm
Friday: 9am-5pm
Even week:
Monday: 8am-4pm
Tuesday: 10am-2pm
Wednesday: 8am-12pm
Thursday: 8am-1pm
Friday: 9am-5pm
I AM SO STRESS RIGHT NOW, I JUST NEED TO TAKE SOME BREAK!!!NEED A BREAK RIGHT NOWI AM GOING MAD SOON
