[Y]ing [H]ui
Friday, June 20, 2008
Well, i will be MIA for e rest of e days dunno until when
Cause seriously i got no more mood to blog anymore. Just going to concentrate and score well for my MST as much as i can. And settle all my things asap too.
Had a short chat wif min min and joanna but dunno wad happened they suddenly talk abt guys. Telling mi that i must choose carefully. Then talking abt guys who sign up must go through min min 1st den when e criteria is met den that person is successfully pass. So funny they all, even joanna also wan. den maco just listen and smile. but all of them re a nice person.. to really start a new relationship i have no confident in it.
take care ying chee..
know that she is busy today so shall ask her next time, have alot of qns to ask, looking for alot of source. i am willing to do anything as long as i can solve all e problems on my hand now. I listen to him wanted to go down to e various place, and he always tell mi e same thing. but i just dun dare to go down or face it alone.
e next time i blog, guess, i have found a way to solve e problems and doing it.
Cause seriously i got no more mood to blog anymore. Just going to concentrate and score well for my MST as much as i can. And settle all my things asap too.
Had a short chat wif min min and joanna but dunno wad happened they suddenly talk abt guys. Telling mi that i must choose carefully. Then talking abt guys who sign up must go through min min 1st den when e criteria is met den that person is successfully pass. So funny they all, even joanna also wan. den maco just listen and smile. but all of them re a nice person.. to really start a new relationship i have no confident in it.
take care ying chee..
know that she is busy today so shall ask her next time, have alot of qns to ask, looking for alot of source. i am willing to do anything as long as i can solve all e problems on my hand now. I listen to him wanted to go down to e various place, and he always tell mi e same thing. but i just dun dare to go down or face it alone.
e next time i blog, guess, i have found a way to solve e problems and doing it.
Speechless
I am really so speechless now. What happened to mi again?? everything to mi seems that i cant blog it out. I remember someone told mi or maybe a few, when you have something you want to say out or someone to help you, go and find tat someone. Alot of names keep appearing my mind but suddenly i am so scared to find those appearing in my mind. Cause i really scared i might be e one getting scolded. Or e person is so busy. Finally, i ask someone for help and later i am going to find her on some issue. Thank to her for sparing some of her time for mi.
sorry, no mood to blog, imagine i still have to study for my exam. Everything pull my mood down. Hate everything that i am having now. But i am glad that i have friends around mi, be it i know e person not yet 1 yr, but i really appreciate for your help.
I am really so speechless now. What happened to mi again?? everything to mi seems that i cant blog it out. I remember someone told mi or maybe a few, when you have something you want to say out or someone to help you, go and find tat someone. Alot of names keep appearing my mind but suddenly i am so scared to find those appearing in my mind. Cause i really scared i might be e one getting scolded. Or e person is so busy. Finally, i ask someone for help and later i am going to find her on some issue. Thank to her for sparing some of her time for mi.
sorry, no mood to blog, imagine i still have to study for my exam. Everything pull my mood down. Hate everything that i am having now. But i am glad that i have friends around mi, be it i know e person not yet 1 yr, but i really appreciate for your help.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Yesterday Entry
Happy b'day to Kelvin Yeo
Woke up in the morning, watch "gong zhu xiao mei" while studying. Meet kelvin in e afternoon at cc to study together. Actually reading room is a nice place to study. and ya, i realise something whenever i am in cc i sure find joanna and ask abt e GRC youth day, a nv ending things. While studying i called S'pore book records and ask abt the registration thing and report it to joanna.
So, i went to find Joanna while kelvin went home. Den later on cassandra came up, follow by desmond and den lastly ying ying. So, went wif cassandra and ying ying to buy kelvin cake, brought a small one cause not many pple. So we went to kelvin blk downstairs to celebrate, desmond drove us there.
Ate apple pie and a slice of cake for e whole day.
Realise that this is e 1st yr where i really celebrate so many pple b'day, i guess more to come. Usually i just buy a present for e person, did not really celebrate. ying ying and cassandra went to play while i am not use to it so i stay there. Don't really like to play whip cream etc. Boring person?? After that desmond drove us back, somehow i still dun like e feeling of staying at home, cause no one will ever talk to mi so told desmond to drive mi back to cc. Study in cc mac until 10plus den took bus home. Anyway thank desmond, he wanted to drive mi home after i finish studying. Use to take bus home alone if not i will go walk walk 1st b4 i go home.
Ying hui, is still e same, who love to cry whenever something happened if not think too much that she cry it out. She spent her life crying, working and studying. A gal who dare not face all the problem alone. A gal, who do something at e back even though e effort is it being appreciated. A gal who wait for, someone leave safely. Ying Hui have become more stupid. As long as i know i have already did something and try my best even though e person dun see it.
Happy b'day to Kelvin Yeo
Woke up in the morning, watch "gong zhu xiao mei" while studying. Meet kelvin in e afternoon at cc to study together. Actually reading room is a nice place to study. and ya, i realise something whenever i am in cc i sure find joanna and ask abt e GRC youth day, a nv ending things. While studying i called S'pore book records and ask abt the registration thing and report it to joanna.
So, i went to find Joanna while kelvin went home. Den later on cassandra came up, follow by desmond and den lastly ying ying. So, went wif cassandra and ying ying to buy kelvin cake, brought a small one cause not many pple. So we went to kelvin blk downstairs to celebrate, desmond drove us there.
Ate apple pie and a slice of cake for e whole day.
Realise that this is e 1st yr where i really celebrate so many pple b'day, i guess more to come. Usually i just buy a present for e person, did not really celebrate. ying ying and cassandra went to play while i am not use to it so i stay there. Don't really like to play whip cream etc. Boring person?? After that desmond drove us back, somehow i still dun like e feeling of staying at home, cause no one will ever talk to mi so told desmond to drive mi back to cc. Study in cc mac until 10plus den took bus home. Anyway thank desmond, he wanted to drive mi home after i finish studying. Use to take bus home alone if not i will go walk walk 1st b4 i go home.
Ying hui, is still e same, who love to cry whenever something happened if not think too much that she cry it out. She spent her life crying, working and studying. A gal who dare not face all the problem alone. A gal, who do something at e back even though e effort is it being appreciated. A gal who wait for, someone leave safely. Ying Hui have become more stupid. As long as i know i have already did something and try my best even though e person dun see it.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
ok, although is like so late already yet i am still blogging cause i just reach home.
Continuing my post. Well gonna thank pig for accompany mi to talk, really. I was crying again, when i see shows etc. i was thinking how i wish i gt someone to talk to at night while watching tv etc. my sis and bro nv talk to mi now. den when i am at home, i am facing e computer and my books e whole day. felt so lonely when no one talk to mi.
If 1 day i really have a family, i will promise tat i will nv dumped my children if something really happened tat we divorce, i will nv throw them aside. Cause i will understand how they feel. Sometime is hard to find a nice guy nowadays. I really hope that i can live wif e person happily without anytHing happening.
Went sch today to do case study. as usual was so disappointed by someone, 1 yr is alreadi enough, imagine tat i am going to survive for another 2 more yrs. sometime she is making mi mad and crazy.
Study wif kelvin in e cc reading room, but b4 tat had a discussion wif joanna for an hr for e GRC youth day, lots of things i have to settled. but i going to do it after MST week, cause really wanna concentrate on my MST 1st. After that went to find my media pple, and just nice they were also in e cc bbq pit, so went down to find them.
Had lots of fun chatting since is like so long den meet 1 time, get to know some juniors too. and also talk to my teacher, madam riza who thought mi in chem, and ya, she know my chem is bad too. And she also ask mi what kind of chemistry i am studying now, oh, maybe next time can go find her teach mi too. Suprisely, madam azean became our media teacher, den talk abt A math class during last time where we had lots of happy time.
Was so sock to see so many juniors, remember during our time, there wasnt much pple joining. and i also recalled i join media cause of someone, andy. Brought some food up to e cc for them to eat too. so went back to sch wif them, omg, some things change and half our sch is renovated, and i saw e struture of e new sch, damm nice, cant wait to see our new sch which is next yr. some lab also changed too. den i was telling madam azean tat last time we use to have our A math lesson here and everything change. omg, miss wearing uniform when i see e juniors wearing it. Just miss so much things. Gave the facilitators some feedback on e camp, teach them and talk to them too.
Photos will upload when i have e time. time is getting lesser and lesser.. and time is getting precious for mi, chionging to study.
Continuing my post. Well gonna thank pig for accompany mi to talk, really. I was crying again, when i see shows etc. i was thinking how i wish i gt someone to talk to at night while watching tv etc. my sis and bro nv talk to mi now. den when i am at home, i am facing e computer and my books e whole day. felt so lonely when no one talk to mi.
If 1 day i really have a family, i will promise tat i will nv dumped my children if something really happened tat we divorce, i will nv throw them aside. Cause i will understand how they feel. Sometime is hard to find a nice guy nowadays. I really hope that i can live wif e person happily without anytHing happening.
Went sch today to do case study. as usual was so disappointed by someone, 1 yr is alreadi enough, imagine tat i am going to survive for another 2 more yrs. sometime she is making mi mad and crazy.
Study wif kelvin in e cc reading room, but b4 tat had a discussion wif joanna for an hr for e GRC youth day, lots of things i have to settled. but i going to do it after MST week, cause really wanna concentrate on my MST 1st. After that went to find my media pple, and just nice they were also in e cc bbq pit, so went down to find them.
Had lots of fun chatting since is like so long den meet 1 time, get to know some juniors too. and also talk to my teacher, madam riza who thought mi in chem, and ya, she know my chem is bad too. And she also ask mi what kind of chemistry i am studying now, oh, maybe next time can go find her teach mi too. Suprisely, madam azean became our media teacher, den talk abt A math class during last time where we had lots of happy time.
Was so sock to see so many juniors, remember during our time, there wasnt much pple joining. and i also recalled i join media cause of someone, andy. Brought some food up to e cc for them to eat too. so went back to sch wif them, omg, some things change and half our sch is renovated, and i saw e struture of e new sch, damm nice, cant wait to see our new sch which is next yr. some lab also changed too. den i was telling madam azean tat last time we use to have our A math lesson here and everything change. omg, miss wearing uniform when i see e juniors wearing it. Just miss so much things. Gave the facilitators some feedback on e camp, teach them and talk to them too.
Photos will upload when i have e time. time is getting lesser and lesser.. and time is getting precious for mi, chionging to study.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Being a good gal staying at home to do my case study and study.
Realise this few days when i set my alarm clock to 6am, i could not wake up, dunno y. Yesterday went down cc earlier to help open e room and shift the box from e dance studio to 3-8. Anyway thank desmond for his help. Think maybe yesterday did not carry properly, my back hurts now. i really tried my hard to do something, something which someone wans, cause i dun like pple to throw temper i will get scared. I tried my hard to do, but to my disappointment my effort is of a waste, shall not say wad is it abt, but i seriously quite angry. After that from room 3-8, help desmond to move it to his car. So, he brought some of e box to e collection point 1st, waited for him to come back, den bring e remain of the box to e collection point. Rested awhile, den went wif vionna to collect newspaper, after tat shi chang and his friend came to help us. Had lots of time chatting wif kelvin, desmond and bernice.
After the collection, i went to give out the remaining flyers. thank vionna, ka ching, bernice and clinton for helping mi. But clinton left half way, so i went to give out alone. den meet bernice at cc. There is still alot left, since i going cc tml so maybe spend sometime to give out the remaining. Met bernice and she ask mi accompany go to east point to get something for desmond, so we quickly took a bus there, buy and took bus back to cc.
After tat went to y2 hse downstairs to wait for them. so, went to y2 hse to help out. at e same time use y2 computer to do some yec stuffs. quickly finish up den meet kelvin and rush off to cc.
Does my story sound real=) Maybe he know we got suprises for him le. so celebrate desmond b'day in cc office. opps, we made alot of noise.
Hope he like his present. Sometime i study or work until i 4get today is wad date. and i thought he b'day is still like a few more days later, didnt know tat is actually so near le. after that all of us went for supper together. Dunno y, still feeling no appetite.
Felt something missing. when wei li say daphne, i felt sad too, cause i did e same thing as wad daphne did, if wei li know it, i will sure get scolding from her. But for everything i did i did it wif a reason, but tat reason can be a stupid reason. I am just doing some stupid things. it depend on whether e person appreciate anot.
quite sad, actually today i should b in pasir ris sec having camp, but e camp got postponed le, so no more. anyway going sch tml to do my case study, den going to meet kelvin to study tml in cc.
upload photos other day.
Realise this few days when i set my alarm clock to 6am, i could not wake up, dunno y. Yesterday went down cc earlier to help open e room and shift the box from e dance studio to 3-8. Anyway thank desmond for his help. Think maybe yesterday did not carry properly, my back hurts now. i really tried my hard to do something, something which someone wans, cause i dun like pple to throw temper i will get scared. I tried my hard to do, but to my disappointment my effort is of a waste, shall not say wad is it abt, but i seriously quite angry. After that from room 3-8, help desmond to move it to his car. So, he brought some of e box to e collection point 1st, waited for him to come back, den bring e remain of the box to e collection point. Rested awhile, den went wif vionna to collect newspaper, after tat shi chang and his friend came to help us. Had lots of time chatting wif kelvin, desmond and bernice.
After the collection, i went to give out the remaining flyers. thank vionna, ka ching, bernice and clinton for helping mi. But clinton left half way, so i went to give out alone. den meet bernice at cc. There is still alot left, since i going cc tml so maybe spend sometime to give out the remaining. Met bernice and she ask mi accompany go to east point to get something for desmond, so we quickly took a bus there, buy and took bus back to cc.
After tat went to y2 hse downstairs to wait for them. so, went to y2 hse to help out. at e same time use y2 computer to do some yec stuffs. quickly finish up den meet kelvin and rush off to cc.
Does my story sound real=) Maybe he know we got suprises for him le. so celebrate desmond b'day in cc office. opps, we made alot of noise.
Hope he like his present. Sometime i study or work until i 4get today is wad date. and i thought he b'day is still like a few more days later, didnt know tat is actually so near le. after that all of us went for supper together. Dunno y, still feeling no appetite.
Felt something missing. when wei li say daphne, i felt sad too, cause i did e same thing as wad daphne did, if wei li know it, i will sure get scolding from her. But for everything i did i did it wif a reason, but tat reason can be a stupid reason. I am just doing some stupid things. it depend on whether e person appreciate anot.
quite sad, actually today i should b in pasir ris sec having camp, but e camp got postponed le, so no more. anyway going sch tml to do my case study, den going to meet kelvin to study tml in cc.
upload photos other day.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Blogging at this late hour. Time flies, today is fri, i left one more week to study for MST and doing of all my reports and case study. But i cant find e mood to do anything. As usual work for mi again, if i dun go, i will get scolded. Sometime i really feel that no one understand mi. I have lost a parents, and later on someone and now my 2 aunties. What happened actually? Did i do something wrong. i really dunno. Felt so sad, i always wanted a family love. Although my last auntie treat mi gd, but she dun understand mi at all. i need time to do my own things too, but as long as i dun go work for one day or i nv stay until in e evening i get scolded. Y is everybody leaving mi further and further away. I always wanted a LOVE. tHinking of this always make mi cry..
Meet hyder in e evening to update joanna abt e meeting yesterday. discuss for quite long. going to help joanna. I felt so useless suddenly, i am sorry if i did not help much, in YEC or in SuperNova.. Somehow something happened, that suddenly made mi a different person again. No mattar how tired i am i am going to finish everything. No appetite to eat this few days.. Work tml again, always thought of sitting down to study but no time.
On our way back.
Group photo
Gals
finally all the gals are inside e pic.
Group photoMui Hoon at mi, during my break time @ doughnut shop
Gals
Gals
At vivo city
Meet hyder in e evening to update joanna abt e meeting yesterday. discuss for quite long. going to help joanna. I felt so useless suddenly, i am sorry if i did not help much, in YEC or in SuperNova.. Somehow something happened, that suddenly made mi a different person again. No mattar how tired i am i am going to finish everything. No appetite to eat this few days.. Work tml again, always thought of sitting down to study but no time.
Oh, thank andrew for his ice-cream treat. Shall meet again during leo BBQ.
Anyways some photos taken at Sentosa
On our way back.
Group photo
Gals
finally all the gals are inside e pic.
Group photoMui Hoon at mi, during my break time @ doughnut shop
Gals
Gals
At vivo city
Vivo city
Will upload more photos again.
Friday, June 13, 2008
I was happy and yet angry at e same time, so e 1st part of my entry will be happy one and 2nd part the angry one.
Well, meet Si jing, leanna, Faizah, Hui Shuen, Chu zen, Nuan qin, zheng heng, qi ming, jackson and nicholas at harbourfront station. We took the train to sentosa, think is my 1st time taking tat train. we play volleyball 1st, after which we went to ride bicycle for an hour den follow by swimming in e sea water. Pic, will upload other days. Met gerald there too, my sec sch classmate, bully by him again, always bully tHis mother de.
the last time i actually went swimming and cycling was like so long ago le. yes, got tan and is like so tiring. after tat went to vivo city for our dinner. Overall i am tired and my whole body is painful. Shall upload e photo other day to do e talking.
Actually was deciding whether to go e meeting anot, when i feel like goIng home to slp. But i cant possibly throw hyder there when we will get bully. So i went there. was so angry when i heard that they actually ask y tampines east yec so less pple come today, thought e last meeting so many pple came. Den ask where is joanna, min min, steven, ken, si jie, all not coming today. stupid pple. den during meeting until e inline skating part, as wad i told joanna, the budget which we proposed, everything will be deleted away in e end. so, wad can be cancelled they tHink of ways to cancelled. even editing of e last min, they also give us face, they seem so unhappy of us like that, as if we did not do our job. mi and hyder was so angry.. really i cant wait for nov to come so that i dun need to see their face anymore. Dunno wad they thinking. mi and hyder tml going to meet joanna and tell her today meeting. After meeting took bus together wif hyder.
Some photos, few months ago
Well, meet Si jing, leanna, Faizah, Hui Shuen, Chu zen, Nuan qin, zheng heng, qi ming, jackson and nicholas at harbourfront station. We took the train to sentosa, think is my 1st time taking tat train. we play volleyball 1st, after which we went to ride bicycle for an hour den follow by swimming in e sea water. Pic, will upload other days. Met gerald there too, my sec sch classmate, bully by him again, always bully tHis mother de.
the last time i actually went swimming and cycling was like so long ago le. yes, got tan and is like so tiring. after tat went to vivo city for our dinner. Overall i am tired and my whole body is painful. Shall upload e photo other day to do e talking.
Actually was deciding whether to go e meeting anot, when i feel like goIng home to slp. But i cant possibly throw hyder there when we will get bully. So i went there. was so angry when i heard that they actually ask y tampines east yec so less pple come today, thought e last meeting so many pple came. Den ask where is joanna, min min, steven, ken, si jie, all not coming today. stupid pple. den during meeting until e inline skating part, as wad i told joanna, the budget which we proposed, everything will be deleted away in e end. so, wad can be cancelled they tHink of ways to cancelled. even editing of e last min, they also give us face, they seem so unhappy of us like that, as if we did not do our job. mi and hyder was so angry.. really i cant wait for nov to come so that i dun need to see their face anymore. Dunno wad they thinking. mi and hyder tml going to meet joanna and tell her today meeting. After meeting took bus together wif hyder.
Some photos, few months ago
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Was too tired and kind of late to blog yesterday, so shall blog early in the morning.
Yesterday went my auntie office to work again, after which meet tsai ting and her friends at clementi, den bring them to CSSC. Thank for their help, cause e CSSC duty is compulsory den just nice i cannot make it yesterday too. Haven got e update from them yet. After which was suppose to meet alezec and kelvin at bugis.
And kelvin hp no batt, den he say he went to national library to wait for alezec den did not say where is he. in e end we could not find him. So we waited at bugis for 45min and alezec went back to national library to look for him and still cannot find him. while waiting we met yip kai, who just knock off from his work too. So is like kelvin is replaced by yip kai. Trying calling him but no ans. So in e end e 3 of us took MRT to tampines. On e way to cc we had lots of joke.
Now i know guys have elephant feet, said by yip kai. Know why? He told mi, his sch gals can wear slipper but guys re not allowed, they have to wear shoes cause if the guys wear slipper they will walk veri loud and interrupt other pple who is still having lesson.
Had YEC meeting, not many pple came, guess is like most pple who came re from SuperNova once. Anyway, i think i dun feel that scared in YEC like wad i did b4. Last time i use to think that YEC is like so fierce meeting, until i went for e GRC youth day meeting, i realise that YEC is so much better compared to them. Now, i began to treat YEC as friends le. As for GRC youth day, if u were to ask mi to go alone, i wouldnt dare to go. i think ken know to, so he msg mi yesterday say if i alone go, den he accompany mi go. But luckily hyder is going wif mi. I am seriously scared of going to the meeting, think e pple are scary too. Should say that everything is so much better after this event has passed.so faster reach NOV.
omg, now is e 2nd week of my holiday le, which mean i left wif next week. I still have loads of things to do. Going to study 24/7 next week already, working in e day time so left wif study in e night time. SuperNova camp is postponed, and just nice my media camp is on that day to, so shall see who go back den i considered whether i going anot. If not i will drag yanteng wif mi to study e whole day. Since i alreadi told them that i cannot work on that 3 days. Or anyone wan to study can come along too.
well got to go for work already. Yeah, going to sentosa wif my last yr classmate, cant join them for today buffet cause of work.. but can come find mi..
Yesterday went my auntie office to work again, after which meet tsai ting and her friends at clementi, den bring them to CSSC. Thank for their help, cause e CSSC duty is compulsory den just nice i cannot make it yesterday too. Haven got e update from them yet. After which was suppose to meet alezec and kelvin at bugis.
And kelvin hp no batt, den he say he went to national library to wait for alezec den did not say where is he. in e end we could not find him. So we waited at bugis for 45min and alezec went back to national library to look for him and still cannot find him. while waiting we met yip kai, who just knock off from his work too. So is like kelvin is replaced by yip kai. Trying calling him but no ans. So in e end e 3 of us took MRT to tampines. On e way to cc we had lots of joke.
Now i know guys have elephant feet, said by yip kai. Know why? He told mi, his sch gals can wear slipper but guys re not allowed, they have to wear shoes cause if the guys wear slipper they will walk veri loud and interrupt other pple who is still having lesson.
Had YEC meeting, not many pple came, guess is like most pple who came re from SuperNova once. Anyway, i think i dun feel that scared in YEC like wad i did b4. Last time i use to think that YEC is like so fierce meeting, until i went for e GRC youth day meeting, i realise that YEC is so much better compared to them. Now, i began to treat YEC as friends le. As for GRC youth day, if u were to ask mi to go alone, i wouldnt dare to go. i think ken know to, so he msg mi yesterday say if i alone go, den he accompany mi go. But luckily hyder is going wif mi. I am seriously scared of going to the meeting, think e pple are scary too. Should say that everything is so much better after this event has passed.so faster reach NOV.
omg, now is e 2nd week of my holiday le, which mean i left wif next week. I still have loads of things to do. Going to study 24/7 next week already, working in e day time so left wif study in e night time. SuperNova camp is postponed, and just nice my media camp is on that day to, so shall see who go back den i considered whether i going anot. If not i will drag yanteng wif mi to study e whole day. Since i alreadi told them that i cannot work on that 3 days. Or anyone wan to study can come along too.
well got to go for work already. Yeah, going to sentosa wif my last yr classmate, cant join them for today buffet cause of work.. but can come find mi..
Monday, June 09, 2008
Shall try to make a quick and short post.
Went my auntie office to work in e morning, my uncle fetch us there. Go lunch wif uncle johnny and was supposed to go hougang mall to eat, but in e end we talk until we end up in compass point and did not realise it. Left and 3 and went to bugis to work again. But work was so stress for me.
What i did was staring into space. cause something happened to daphne and her bf. so she is keeping quiet e whole day, den like crying like that, so mi and wei li also keep quiet, cause e environment is not in e mood to joke and laugh.
So, it made mi think back on how i look like few months ago. den throughout e 8hrs i think of lots of things again, which is not correct. yanteng aslo msg mi tat y i fa dai. thinking of those things i actually cry to wif my red eyes.
Thankx andrew ex for going for e CSSC duty tml, cause i really cant find anymore and thankx to her friends too. Shall meet them tml and bring them to CSSC 1st.
Sp Leo Award
Stupid tag that we must wear it for everyday
Saw the word laughter Yoga? that is fun, but so tiring, laugh for like an hours. Keep laughing
Went my auntie office to work in e morning, my uncle fetch us there. Go lunch wif uncle johnny and was supposed to go hougang mall to eat, but in e end we talk until we end up in compass point and did not realise it. Left and 3 and went to bugis to work again. But work was so stress for me.
What i did was staring into space. cause something happened to daphne and her bf. so she is keeping quiet e whole day, den like crying like that, so mi and wei li also keep quiet, cause e environment is not in e mood to joke and laugh.
So, it made mi think back on how i look like few months ago. den throughout e 8hrs i think of lots of things again, which is not correct. yanteng aslo msg mi tat y i fa dai. thinking of those things i actually cry to wif my red eyes.
Thankx andrew ex for going for e CSSC duty tml, cause i really cant find anymore and thankx to her friends too. Shall meet them tml and bring them to CSSC 1st.
Sp Leo Award
Stupid tag that we must wear it for everyday
Saw the word laughter Yoga? that is fun, but so tiring, laugh for like an hours. Keep laughing
Tag By Ying Ying
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will get very angry and upset when the person is someone I love or I trust. I will get very upset that I just don’t feel like stepping into another relationship, afraid someone might do this to me again.
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
If there is, I really wish the people around me live happily, stay healthy always. Especially my best friends, good friends, friends and my family, although my family dun treat me well. As for me, there is nothing I wan for myself. Just hope that people aroud me is fine.
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
No particular wedding dream, as long as he treat me good and stay together forever. Don’t wish to ask for more, although is only one time.
#4 Are you happy?
Well, have been asking myself this qns, have I been a real happy person. Yes, but not all the time. There is sometime where I am happy that is when someone made me happy. But if someone were to make me upset, I will never be a happy person, and it take me very very long time to become the real Ying Hui. I am easily upset and a person who cry always, that I get scolded for crying.
#5 What鈥檚 your ideal lover like?
Someone who treat you good and love you always. Must have a good heart.
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both.
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I will keep waiting until that someone actually found his own love.
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I will wish him all the best and wish that he will be happy always. I shall treat him as my best friends.
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yup, a lot. But very sensitive to mention it here.
#10 Is being in the poly fun?
50 50 ba. Had some fun but there is time where there is no fun too. The time where there is no fun when you are stress up with the studies, that you are just going mad, and 4get about having fun or even have the mood to play.
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hmmm. Maybe I am still what I am now. Cannot imagine.
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
The 1st person who is very important to me, is someone. Others are, SuperNova, friends, Leo friends, YEC friends etc. Family seems to not important to me anymore le. I have declared myself that I have no family.
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A happy go lucky person. Stay happy always although she may be upset, but she is able to put down everything not like me. A nice gal to mix with. A very good listening ear too.
#14 Do you believe in God?
I don’t know whether I believe anot.
#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
If the person is someone who I like, I dun mind if we are poor. If I were to be single and rich I will donate the $ to the poor. Cause I dun wish to be rich. I am contented that I have $ to survive and use, I do not need more than that.
#16 What鈥檚 the first thing you do every morning?
Pack my bed 1st, b4 I go and brush teeth and wash up myself.
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes, I will, if the person is someone who I like.
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will only pick, someone who I like the most, that my heart told me that I really love him a lot.
#19 What type of friends do you like?
Most of the friends which I have now.
#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
I hate people who do something behind my bad. People who use you to do something. Basically a lot.
Tag:
Zheng Wei
Janet
Shi Min
Janice
Yan Teng
Chu Zen
Si Jing
Bernice
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will get very angry and upset when the person is someone I love or I trust. I will get very upset that I just don’t feel like stepping into another relationship, afraid someone might do this to me again.
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
If there is, I really wish the people around me live happily, stay healthy always. Especially my best friends, good friends, friends and my family, although my family dun treat me well. As for me, there is nothing I wan for myself. Just hope that people aroud me is fine.
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
No particular wedding dream, as long as he treat me good and stay together forever. Don’t wish to ask for more, although is only one time.
#4 Are you happy?
Well, have been asking myself this qns, have I been a real happy person. Yes, but not all the time. There is sometime where I am happy that is when someone made me happy. But if someone were to make me upset, I will never be a happy person, and it take me very very long time to become the real Ying Hui. I am easily upset and a person who cry always, that I get scolded for crying.
#5 What鈥檚 your ideal lover like?
Someone who treat you good and love you always. Must have a good heart.
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both.
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I will keep waiting until that someone actually found his own love.
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I will wish him all the best and wish that he will be happy always. I shall treat him as my best friends.
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yup, a lot. But very sensitive to mention it here.
#10 Is being in the poly fun?
50 50 ba. Had some fun but there is time where there is no fun too. The time where there is no fun when you are stress up with the studies, that you are just going mad, and 4get about having fun or even have the mood to play.
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hmmm. Maybe I am still what I am now. Cannot imagine.
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
The 1st person who is very important to me, is someone. Others are, SuperNova, friends, Leo friends, YEC friends etc. Family seems to not important to me anymore le. I have declared myself that I have no family.
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A happy go lucky person. Stay happy always although she may be upset, but she is able to put down everything not like me. A nice gal to mix with. A very good listening ear too.
#14 Do you believe in God?
I don’t know whether I believe anot.
#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
If the person is someone who I like, I dun mind if we are poor. If I were to be single and rich I will donate the $ to the poor. Cause I dun wish to be rich. I am contented that I have $ to survive and use, I do not need more than that.
#16 What鈥檚 the first thing you do every morning?
Pack my bed 1st, b4 I go and brush teeth and wash up myself.
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes, I will, if the person is someone who I like.
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will only pick, someone who I like the most, that my heart told me that I really love him a lot.
#19 What type of friends do you like?
Most of the friends which I have now.
#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
I hate people who do something behind my bad. People who use you to do something. Basically a lot.
Tag:
Zheng Wei
Janet
Shi Min
Janice
Yan Teng
Chu Zen
Si Jing
Bernice
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Back to the 2nd part of leo forum
1 thing i dun like abt the leo forum is the rule by them. E rule damm strict. Cannot do this cannot do that. When we go toilet need to surrender the tag, den come back den collect back again. Then cannot call room service to request anything like extra pillow, extra towel etc. then somemore in the middle of the night they will come to the room and check wad u doing whether got guy in your room or pple who re not suppose to be in e room. cannot play cards, cannot drink, basically everything also cannot. Then if the program end cannot leave early also, until they say so.
Their rule damm strict lor. If once the rule is broke something serious will happened. Talk to some of the malaysian leo yesterday during MSN, cannot remember their name, but see their face still can recognise. Everybody is inviting each other to Installation & Induction. Their is one incoming president invite us to batu pahab for their installation during august, but guess we re still schooling so most probably not going. But will be going to Ahmad Ibrahim, Singapore Raffles City, Ngee Ann Poly, Unity Eagles and maybe North View I&I. TJC not confirm yet, cause they we re like enemy. Cause of their advisors and principal, they re veri supportive towards their student, heard tat TJC leo is one of the top CCA. because of them we re like not friends with each other.
E next post going to do y2 qns which she tag mi to do it.
1 thing i dun like abt the leo forum is the rule by them. E rule damm strict. Cannot do this cannot do that. When we go toilet need to surrender the tag, den come back den collect back again. Then cannot call room service to request anything like extra pillow, extra towel etc. then somemore in the middle of the night they will come to the room and check wad u doing whether got guy in your room or pple who re not suppose to be in e room. cannot play cards, cannot drink, basically everything also cannot. Then if the program end cannot leave early also, until they say so.
Their rule damm strict lor. If once the rule is broke something serious will happened. Talk to some of the malaysian leo yesterday during MSN, cannot remember their name, but see their face still can recognise. Everybody is inviting each other to Installation & Induction. Their is one incoming president invite us to batu pahab for their installation during august, but guess we re still schooling so most probably not going. But will be going to Ahmad Ibrahim, Singapore Raffles City, Ngee Ann Poly, Unity Eagles and maybe North View I&I. TJC not confirm yet, cause they we re like enemy. Cause of their advisors and principal, they re veri supportive towards their student, heard tat TJC leo is one of the top CCA. because of them we re like not friends with each other.
E next post going to do y2 qns which she tag mi to do it.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Hello People,
Back from 3D2N leo forum in Johor Bahru. Is my 1st time there, and ya, lots of things to say, happy things, angry things etc. Well, meet Patsy, Crystal and Neil 9am at woodland Mrt Station, den we took bus to s'pore custom and after that to malaysia custom. Reach JB went to find vivy, cause vivy drive us there. Omg, vivy so pro, e way she drive veri steady. Someone on Malaysia rd. We there earlier, so vivy drive us to city square to have breakfast 1st. Then we headed towards our hotel.
Reach there, and so many pple, pple from district 308 A1, B1 and B2. we went to register and got our tag wif our photo on it which we have to wear it throughout the 3 days. Collect our forum kit and went to take no to take our room card. just nice the 4 of us stay in e same room. While waiting, was talking to jeremy and terry from Raffles City(RC). den 1 person came to find us and tell us that he is from SP also. But he is also malaysian leo, den from tat time onward we call him betrayer. but he is still our sp leo. Well did not really talk to other pple in the 1st day. Realise tat we do not have a namecard, so we have a hand written namecard.
We also get to know cai ting on tat day, who is andrew ex, he once told mi and she is also from SP. During e opening ceremony, we sat together wif e Ahmad Ibrahim(AI). Then so funny, they dun even look like sec 3s and 4s, one look like P6 to mi and e rest like sec 1s. Had a talk on 'Your attitude determine your Altitude', most of us felt asleep. After tat went back to our room for a bath and prepare tonight fellowship night which is "Horror Nite". But we did not dress to the theme, we just simply wear a dress. Then we went to the grand ballroom, and we got a shock in e lift la. we were taking e lift down, den at 1 of the floor the lift open, and suddenly someone scare us, he damm scary la. Then went we reach the ballroom outside, there were so many scary pple. Omg, really scare us lei. Then we have to queue up and go into the ballroom, guess wad, they scare us inside. Then someone e whole place is so errie lor. they will suddenly scare u de. Throughtout the whole dinner, e place is so ghostly feeling.
2nd day:
Had breakfast in the morning, den follow by talk, and e talk was as boring also, many of them felt asleep. But later on the laughter yoga was fun, guess wad we do, e whole an hour was like keep laughing. After tat many sch tell their badages, but i dun think we will ever make profit if we sell ours. Then we go round finding those cute cute badges. Then had lunch and after that sub districts forum. the forum nearly made mi fell asleep too, cause many speakers. Then we have to do presentation, and we onli know abt tat on that day. but TJC is always so well prepared. TJC, Unity Eagles, SP and RC present wad we have done and future event. North view, cai ting dun wan to present. den AI, Lion Charlie nv present.
Then we went back to our room to prepare for banquet dinner "Nite de Glamour". so wore dress again. Then we enter by walking e red carpet. is also our award presentation. and yes, SP got platium award. But we was announce as a omega. but alpha is until age 18, 19-28 is omega. But i am 18 yrs old now, so am i a alpha or omega?? Den we had a photo taking together wif A1 which consist of Singapore. Vivy left us halfway cause she going home. and is 2hr car ride to her home.
Left the ballroom 12 plus, cause had lots of photo taking wif pple from other school in malaysia. and throughout e days we were exchanging our name cards and get to know more pple. and our sister club is KL unity.
3rd day:
had breakfast in the morning, den after tat have closing ceremony. Had Q&A section. and know y Singapore cannot organize Leo forum? actually is quite true, cause if we were to organize, not many pple will turn up cause if they were to come they need to play like 600RM, which is veri expensive for them, so our leo forum is always held in Malaysia. Actually this yr is our turn but cause of this reason, malaysia take over.
Was quite unhappy of something but not going to mention here but another blog. but anyway had alot of time wif vivy, crystal and patsy, of course wif jeremy and terry and AI pple. pic re all in patsy and vivy camera, so will upload e photo when i got from them during e BBQ.
Msg e pig, cause e place we re in is like to Singapore, so can detect Singapore line. will i be going for next yr leo forum? But glad to know more pple, and i nv regret going. So fast 3D2N have come to a end.
Back from 3D2N leo forum in Johor Bahru. Is my 1st time there, and ya, lots of things to say, happy things, angry things etc. Well, meet Patsy, Crystal and Neil 9am at woodland Mrt Station, den we took bus to s'pore custom and after that to malaysia custom. Reach JB went to find vivy, cause vivy drive us there. Omg, vivy so pro, e way she drive veri steady. Someone on Malaysia rd. We there earlier, so vivy drive us to city square to have breakfast 1st. Then we headed towards our hotel.
Reach there, and so many pple, pple from district 308 A1, B1 and B2. we went to register and got our tag wif our photo on it which we have to wear it throughout the 3 days. Collect our forum kit and went to take no to take our room card. just nice the 4 of us stay in e same room. While waiting, was talking to jeremy and terry from Raffles City(RC). den 1 person came to find us and tell us that he is from SP also. But he is also malaysian leo, den from tat time onward we call him betrayer. but he is still our sp leo. Well did not really talk to other pple in the 1st day. Realise tat we do not have a namecard, so we have a hand written namecard.
We also get to know cai ting on tat day, who is andrew ex, he once told mi and she is also from SP. During e opening ceremony, we sat together wif e Ahmad Ibrahim(AI). Then so funny, they dun even look like sec 3s and 4s, one look like P6 to mi and e rest like sec 1s. Had a talk on 'Your attitude determine your Altitude', most of us felt asleep. After tat went back to our room for a bath and prepare tonight fellowship night which is "Horror Nite". But we did not dress to the theme, we just simply wear a dress. Then we went to the grand ballroom, and we got a shock in e lift la. we were taking e lift down, den at 1 of the floor the lift open, and suddenly someone scare us, he damm scary la. Then went we reach the ballroom outside, there were so many scary pple. Omg, really scare us lei. Then we have to queue up and go into the ballroom, guess wad, they scare us inside. Then someone e whole place is so errie lor. they will suddenly scare u de. Throughtout the whole dinner, e place is so ghostly feeling.
2nd day:
Had breakfast in the morning, den follow by talk, and e talk was as boring also, many of them felt asleep. But later on the laughter yoga was fun, guess wad we do, e whole an hour was like keep laughing. After tat many sch tell their badages, but i dun think we will ever make profit if we sell ours. Then we go round finding those cute cute badges. Then had lunch and after that sub districts forum. the forum nearly made mi fell asleep too, cause many speakers. Then we have to do presentation, and we onli know abt tat on that day. but TJC is always so well prepared. TJC, Unity Eagles, SP and RC present wad we have done and future event. North view, cai ting dun wan to present. den AI, Lion Charlie nv present.
Then we went back to our room to prepare for banquet dinner "Nite de Glamour". so wore dress again. Then we enter by walking e red carpet. is also our award presentation. and yes, SP got platium award. But we was announce as a omega. but alpha is until age 18, 19-28 is omega. But i am 18 yrs old now, so am i a alpha or omega?? Den we had a photo taking together wif A1 which consist of Singapore. Vivy left us halfway cause she going home. and is 2hr car ride to her home.
Left the ballroom 12 plus, cause had lots of photo taking wif pple from other school in malaysia. and throughout e days we were exchanging our name cards and get to know more pple. and our sister club is KL unity.
3rd day:
had breakfast in the morning, den after tat have closing ceremony. Had Q&A section. and know y Singapore cannot organize Leo forum? actually is quite true, cause if we were to organize, not many pple will turn up cause if they were to come they need to play like 600RM, which is veri expensive for them, so our leo forum is always held in Malaysia. Actually this yr is our turn but cause of this reason, malaysia take over.
Was quite unhappy of something but not going to mention here but another blog. but anyway had alot of time wif vivy, crystal and patsy, of course wif jeremy and terry and AI pple. pic re all in patsy and vivy camera, so will upload e photo when i got from them during e BBQ.
Msg e pig, cause e place we re in is like to Singapore, so can detect Singapore line. will i be going for next yr leo forum? But glad to know more pple, and i nv regret going. So fast 3D2N have come to a end.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Will be back blogging after i came back from leo forum.
pack some of my stuff in e morning, woke up later cause was feeling veri tired. Den went sch in e afternoon to do something for awhile, den went Jurong point walk walk 1st.. and i gt myself a new dress. After tat went work.. oh gosh, feeling veri sick but i can still blog.. Feeling veri cold e whole day.. den alex and japter came to find mi after their work... came to disturb mi.. den they went for dinner, i dun wan to go wif them, den wei li ask mi y i dun wan to have dinner wif them den i told her cause they veri noisy.. but later on i went KFC to find them, and also had my dinner there..
Den came and disturb mi again.. but heng they went home.. having bad blocked nose now.. and just finish packing my things..
Anyway SuperNova camp is postponed, so sorry to my brother friends, they told their parents le and i told them is cancelled. I think is a gd thing also, at least we still have more time to find pple or book pple in advance 1st for e camp.. At least we still have the camp this yr.. so since is early, shall book them in advance 1st, shall go find Madam riza(media club), Madam Hayati(Guides), hopefully she can help mi in the scouts side too, Patrick(Student Council), Miss Tan (other CCA)..
actually not much time to go out during leo forum cause e program like quite pack, from morning and all e way to 11pm.. Yeah, i know some pple will miss mi.. Pig ritex?? Pig ask mi to take pic and let him see, shall see whether i got e mood anot..
Got to reach woodland at 9am, tat early, going to slp soon.. Guess someone 4get abt it le..
pack some of my stuff in e morning, woke up later cause was feeling veri tired. Den went sch in e afternoon to do something for awhile, den went Jurong point walk walk 1st.. and i gt myself a new dress. After tat went work.. oh gosh, feeling veri sick but i can still blog.. Feeling veri cold e whole day.. den alex and japter came to find mi after their work... came to disturb mi.. den they went for dinner, i dun wan to go wif them, den wei li ask mi y i dun wan to have dinner wif them den i told her cause they veri noisy.. but later on i went KFC to find them, and also had my dinner there..
Den came and disturb mi again.. but heng they went home.. having bad blocked nose now.. and just finish packing my things..
Anyway SuperNova camp is postponed, so sorry to my brother friends, they told their parents le and i told them is cancelled. I think is a gd thing also, at least we still have more time to find pple or book pple in advance 1st for e camp.. At least we still have the camp this yr.. so since is early, shall book them in advance 1st, shall go find Madam riza(media club), Madam Hayati(Guides), hopefully she can help mi in the scouts side too, Patrick(Student Council), Miss Tan (other CCA)..
actually not much time to go out during leo forum cause e program like quite pack, from morning and all e way to 11pm.. Yeah, i know some pple will miss mi.. Pig ritex?? Pig ask mi to take pic and let him see, shall see whether i got e mood anot..
Got to reach woodland at 9am, tat early, going to slp soon.. Guess someone 4get abt it le..
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
omg, i am here blogging wif my blocked nose..
had fun yesterday, went parkway 1st wif faizah, leanna, jackson and karren, went there to play arcade happily, is like a long time since i got there and e machine which i always go too.. Miss something when i reach there. After tat went walk walk awhile 1st b4 we went to East Coast to meet the rest..
our class tutor, mr amos goh, came awhile and he left after playing like dennis PSP for 2 round, cause he intending to get one for his son.. he left us cause he is on a hot date... help them to start fire, start fire together wif wen kai.. and later on e rest came to help..
Oh, so nice of pig zheng wei came and find mi, chat while enjoying e breeze, someone bully mi lor..but he is still veri nice, accompany mi home.. reach home around 1 plus.. was so tired but i cant slp cause of blocked nose.. e sea water fault.
went my aunt office to work today after tat continue my e other job.. having blocked nose, so xin ku.. omg, and i ignore zheng wei today went he came down guess i was too tired..
there is something i wan to do but left wif tml, so guess i do it after i came back ba.. someone wan mi to treat him lollipop cause he help us to take leo vest..
will be going for leo forum until sat, so dun miss mi pple..
had fun yesterday, went parkway 1st wif faizah, leanna, jackson and karren, went there to play arcade happily, is like a long time since i got there and e machine which i always go too.. Miss something when i reach there. After tat went walk walk awhile 1st b4 we went to East Coast to meet the rest..
our class tutor, mr amos goh, came awhile and he left after playing like dennis PSP for 2 round, cause he intending to get one for his son.. he left us cause he is on a hot date... help them to start fire, start fire together wif wen kai.. and later on e rest came to help..
Oh, so nice of pig zheng wei came and find mi, chat while enjoying e breeze, someone bully mi lor..but he is still veri nice, accompany mi home.. reach home around 1 plus.. was so tired but i cant slp cause of blocked nose.. e sea water fault.
went my aunt office to work today after tat continue my e other job.. having blocked nose, so xin ku.. omg, and i ignore zheng wei today went he came down guess i was too tired..
there is something i wan to do but left wif tml, so guess i do it after i came back ba.. someone wan mi to treat him lollipop cause he help us to take leo vest..
will be going for leo forum until sat, so dun miss mi pple..
Monday, June 02, 2008
Omg, i am blogging now and disturbing pple at the same time.. Today work at compass point..met jesline for 2 days, yesterday at bugis today at compass point, so suay... sometime i dun like the way she talk, so scarastic..
working was ok for mi, but too long nv work there.. alot of things dunno put where le.. den e way tasha and juli way of things is different. when closing, did something which i always do in bugis, but 4got tat i am in CP so change everything back again..
yupx, class PTN tml, going to enjoy and relax myself for one day.. going out and at e same time play arcade tml..
at e same time, was thinking abt SuperNova thing...hopefully everything turns out well.
working was ok for mi, but too long nv work there.. alot of things dunno put where le.. den e way tasha and juli way of things is different. when closing, did something which i always do in bugis, but 4got tat i am in CP so change everything back again..
yupx, class PTN tml, going to enjoy and relax myself for one day.. going out and at e same time play arcade tml..
at e same time, was thinking abt SuperNova thing...hopefully everything turns out well.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
oh, my i am blogging at this hour?? actually did not want to go my auntie office to work one, but my auntie insisted, so i drag myself up early in e morning.. help her to finish one stack of work le.. thank to my uncle for sending mi to bugis to continue working.. damm tired tat i keep yawning e whole day.. but i had happy time working wif wei li and juli..
tml working at compass point.. oh, our Stage A Industrial Chemistry PTN is this coming mon at east coast, combine of 3 classes.. who wan to pei mi until at night to enjoy e breeze??? b4 tat going out wif faizah, leanna and jackson to parkway 1st.. enjoy shopping and playing..
Leo club BBQ is on e 20 June.. hopefully andrew tat batch of committee can come back.. miss all of them.. lots of lots of things to do.. but i seemed packed in this 3 weeks holiday.. now i cant wait for my 2 months holiday.. post some photo when i have e time..
oh yeah, thinking of changing my blogskin..
tml working at compass point.. oh, our Stage A Industrial Chemistry PTN is this coming mon at east coast, combine of 3 classes.. who wan to pei mi until at night to enjoy e breeze??? b4 tat going out wif faizah, leanna and jackson to parkway 1st.. enjoy shopping and playing..
Leo club BBQ is on e 20 June.. hopefully andrew tat batch of committee can come back.. miss all of them.. lots of lots of things to do.. but i seemed packed in this 3 weeks holiday.. now i cant wait for my 2 months holiday.. post some photo when i have e time..
oh yeah, thinking of changing my blogskin..