[miSS u]ah.. i felt so stress.. and not onli mi.. mostly of my classmates felt so stress.. wif all the practical report... have been thinking veri hard on e chem report.. and e worse thing is individual report.. and it take up like 40% of it..and tml have to hand in e chem report.. think my whole class like all rushing on it.. and finally i finished my report.. i dun think is veri good.. but i managed to do all the qns.. was doing some of e chem report in e morning.. den went to meet dear in e MRT station cause going to his hse.. den study math, practising lots and lots of qns.. den in e evening accompany him to lavender to send him off.. cause he going for leo forum for 4D3N.. den on e way met zheng wei.. den ying chee also went too cause andrew also going.. den we waited veri long for wei ling to come.. she is taking her own sweet time.. onli 7 pple went for the leo forum.. soon they went up to the bus.. and i wont be seeing my him for many days.. will miss u one.. den after tat went back wif ying chee... chatted a few things on our way home.. and i also promised to take care of ying chee.. so i going to help him take care for the next 4 days.. think they haven reach cause he haven sms mi.. promised them to do a few things for leo club:1) help him wif e other half of the I&I proposal2) updated e BOD3) updated e new people who have jux joined leo club4) know as many pple as possibleso from tml onwards going to start knowing pple le..hopefully i got time..
back to sch yesterday again after 1 week of e-learning.. i want holiday.. see my bro and sis no sch i also dun feel like going sch.. maybe i still thinking of sec life.. and now is poly life so everything is different.. had microbiology, math, excel and chem lesson yesterday.. everything was fine.. but my class is so mad la.. they keep saying mi and my bf lolx.. den e onli thing i can say is faziah and jackson but not true la.. i go anywhere they also wan to know.. den after sch went to leo club to meet him.. den i released quite early so leo club onli got andrew and jamie.. was to suppose to study but i onli managed to study abit.. den all of them were preparing things for their leo forum trip to malaysia.. den in e evening went to KFC to eat, but i didnt eat cause not hungry.. den after tat went back and take e same MRT as zheng wei.. in e MRT we talk lots and lots of things.. den at night chat wif kor kor on some issue tat need to be settled..think today i go sch is wasting of my time lolx.. did not study anything except when sch for test.. IDEA module is so sian den have to do presentation by next week.. but later on teacher email us say our presentation is postponed to week 11..den bio lesson was cancelled, math is a waste of time..dunno wad e teacher teaching.. teach so slow.. den have test for rwp... ah.. e test sux man.. have to do so many things.. keep typing for e whole 1hr.. all of us have been using labtop for e whole day lolx.. our class guys worse, play CS e whole day.. Anyway there is media club camp coming up on the 18 and 19 june.. any ex media pple wan to go please let mi know..
omg.. cant believe tat i nearly 1 week didnt blog le.. think i am too busy and tired to blog le.. have been staying in dear hse for a few days.. thankx for helping mi in my math e-learning.. and i enjoyed my days spending wif him.. nothing much happened this few days.. but i am feeling veri tired.. fri, dear send mi to cc.. but b4 tat meet my sis, gao yang and qi hao for dinner 1st den went for meeting..thankx cassandra for helping in e minutes of meeting.. cause my eye was swollen and veri pain.. thankx kor kor for his concern and get eye drops for mi.. thankx jinguang and desmond, insisted mi not to do anything.. went home straight after meeting.. spend this few days studying and doing my things.. gosh.. i am stucked my spreadsheet lolx.. den e report writting presentation i manage to understand abit.. and i got report writting presentation and chem test this week.. somemore on tue and wed.. die la..den jux now went to eat supper wif jinguang, gao yang and my sis.. and is still e same.. when go out wif jinguang sure have to eat de.. but i did eat some den e rest he help mi to finish.. and i realise my things 4ever cant finish de lolx.. jux finish studying half of my chem.. think going to slp soon ba.. tml still got sch..thIngS to dO:1) Chem report2) physics report3) minutes of meeting4) Fac list5) Trueheart stuff6) got to study all my test
[fri]e onli day tat i can go to sch later..and i onli go sch for 3hr (chem practical).. e practical was quite easy but many steps and waiting time.. e worst part is e individual report.. i dun even know how to ans and write e report..die le.. have to really think veri hard abt it.. it take up 40% of my mark lolx.. den went for supernova meeting at night.. i was early by 10min.. but i went in there re so many pple lolx..sommore so noisy.. many things to go through during e meeting cause e camp is less den 1 month.. more things need to be done.. den i also got a new kor kor (steven).. he treat mi quite gd.. at 1st we ended 9 plus.. den program, logsitics etc were discussing their own thing.. den mi and my new kor kor was chatting.. den at around 10 plus..we have another meeting..telling us whose is e main fac, assistant fac and e fac.. den in e end meeting at 11pm.. den all of us went home.. is e 1st time tat our meeting end so late..[sat]was supposed to go dear hse in e morning to study but was shocked tat he is at my blk downstairs.. so we went to his hse together... at jurong we meet his room mates cause they wan to have breakfast.. den after tat go his hse study.. den at night went to orchard to meet his room mates den have dinner together... we went to seoul garden to have our dinner.. den dear send mi home but b4 tat went to long john to find my sis.. den on tat day is syed b'day so we celebrate for him also.. so dear had to stay at my hse cause no trian le..[sun]went to accompany my grandma to see doc in e morning den study awhile.. den in e afternoon went out wif friends..[Mon]went to study wif friends in e morning until afternoon.. den went back early to accompany my grandma.. ah.. have been studying onli chem today.. it take mi time to absorb all lolx..haix.. so difficult to study..
well.. back blogging again.. sick on mon and tue so didnt went to sch.. thankx dear, classmates and friends concern.. back to sch on wed and i was so sleepy in class den i slept.. and bad news is tat many test will b coming up soon on week 7 and 8 lolx which is after e-learning week.. after sch meet ken and shen long.. den we went plaza sharing together at t15.. thankx for all their concern.. den had a chit chat session wif shen long.. den they say wanna accompany mi to club hse.. den they went to all e club hse to ask them join milk run.. den went to dear hse, den dinner den went home..
yesterday lesson was quite slack..keep on break.. den after sch meet dear den went club hse study awhile.. thankx dear for sending mi home..
[sP leo cluB, SP welfare club, SP rotaract club camP 07]
well.. i am back from e 3D2N camp.. On fri went to sch earlier b4 e camp start.. cause i went to find e SPSD pple.. den help them to wrap cause they have a graduation celebration on e next day..den kent bring mi to e their locker and ask mi try to open.. lolx.. he got a shocked when i know how to open e locker.. think i am e 1st one to open e locker at e 1st attempt.. den soon went for camp..
1st day:
den meet tricia and shani there.. den we were chatting for so long cause is like e registration took them so long lolx..den disturb neil also.. omg.. this is e 1st camp tat we have so less gals.. i think in total we onli have 8 gals campers and e rest are guys.. den we went to put our bags 1st.. den soon we were separated into grps.. gosh.. onli 1 gals in each grp lolx..den our fac was chay ying.. and she was supposed to bring us to FC 5 foyer and in end she walk 1 big round to get there..den all of us sit into grp and introduce ourself.. den we have to think of grp name and cheers too.. den soon we play game called wacko.. and e worst thing is tat they actually combined all e 8 grps together to play e game..and we dun really know each other except our grp member.. and after e 1st game, i told neil tat can i go home.. and for dinner i do not have appetitite to eat maybe cause of e mood too ba..e mood tat i have is totally different from my CLS camp.. den neil sitted at my grp to have dinner.. den he thought shawn e different ways of rubber bands.. after dinner have wash up and then self introduction of e club.. den all of us were separated according to which club we come from.. den mi, tricia and shani went to leo club.. patsy was not here so andrew introduce e club.. after e introduction of e club we went to T11A for night walk.. b4 that, we discuss abt e performace tat we wanted to put up on D&D.. and night walk was delayed.. 1st we went to FC6.. cause our starting point is at FC 6.. and night walk started around 2am..was actually partner wif one of my grp guys..but there is 1 grp guys tat dun have partner and we dun wan him to walk alone.. so neil partner mi.. den we were e last pair to go..neil released 1 pair in 1min time, den e camp chief called and say there was a crash and ask neil to release them each pair at 5min.. den in end they dun care and release them in 3 min time..had so much time playing wif e light stick and e ghost is alreadi veri tired to scare pple le.. den it ended around 4am.. and all of us went back to slp.. couldnt slp for e whole night so i chatted wif neil e whole night..
2nd Day:
then in e morning i went to wash up den neil went to leo club to take a nap 1st.. den after tat then i went there to find him..den we ate bread for breakfast.. after which we went to T11A to play games and at e same time wait for e kids to come.. our 1st game is to guess wad item is inside e box..and we managed to get 3 correct.. den after which each grp have to blow 2 balloon and write two forfeit and put inside e balloon.. after which we were actually going to play e 2nd game but e kids came.. so we have to postpone e game..e kids was from grace heaven.. den 1st e kids play soccer wif all e guys campers 1st.. while they prepare e later game.. den we were sitting in a circle den they ask e kids to choose someone to look after them..lolx.. den i was one of e unlucky one..actually i love kids but cause i didnt slp e whole night and i was veri sleepy too.. so we played games together.. and e kids veri naughty lolx.. run here and there den i have to run wif them too.. soon it was lunch time..den we have to eat wif e kids too.. den i feed them to eat..den i didnt have appetite to eat so doesnt wan to eat but was forced by neil to eat..den he told andrew and his fake mummy den in e end i had to eat.. den all e seniors doesnt have food to eat cause they 4get to order e kids share.. so they went to order pizza.. den after lunch they went back to have a rest 1st.. den i was still eating.. after which mi and neil went to leo club to rest.. i was so tired tat i fell asleep there and was having headache.. den neil look after mi in leo club until i wake up.. den when i wake up is time for us to bath.. so jonna ask mi to accompany her go bath.. cause her welfare gals dunno go where bath le.. den was suprise tat she thought i was yr two.. cause she say i was mature and e way i talk.. den after bath, tricia is back.. den we went to T11A to have our dinner together..
after dinner was actually having disco night but i dun think anybody did.. den i cant stand e music cause was still having headache.. den mi, tricia and zheng wei went behind to talk.. den later on neil came.. after tat had to went back to gather cause they wanted to give out e prizes.. and my grp was e 3rd.. and e 1st grp dun need to take a balloon, 2nd and 3rd grp have to take a balloon and e rest have to take 2 balloon each... after everything has ended we went back to slp.. den tricia say wanted to go to leo club to slp so i accompany her..b4 tat we went to wash up 1st.. den mi and tricia waited for neil at fc5 there cause they having briefing.. den tricia slept on e bench.. den when we went to leo club, tricia was veri tired and she felt asleep..den cliton slept on e floor, zheng wei slept on e chair.. den i accompany neil to watch anmi 1st.. den mi n neil went to e sofa and sleep.. den i know tat andrew came in, den tricia dunno go where..
3rd day:
den in e morning i went back wif tricia to change into e camp t-shirts for e amazing race.. den suddenly neil told mi tat e camp chief ask mi whether i wan to be e stationed master wif him anot..lolx.. den neil ask mi to accompany him..den our stationed was at national museum.. den halfway during e amazing race it rain.. den we left our stationed around 3pm.. den we met some pple in e MRT.. den mi and neil went back to club house to take e feedback form for e campers to write.. afterwhich i went to take my bag and put in e club hse.. den after tat help them to check all e classrooms, put all e table properly.. den after tat all left.. den left mi, andrew and neil.. so neil and andrew were talking abt wad happened during e camp.. den i help them to write e minutes of meeting.. den all of us left e sch around 6 plus..
lolx.. can see tat andrew quite stress.. cause andrew is also e vice-president of welfare and leo club.. den didnt went to sch today cause was having bad headache and veri giddy.. haix.. i am also quite stressed too.. got so much things to do.. got supernova things, hw, milk run etc.. den i dunno should i join poly 50??? den neil also told mi tat mathew wanted andrew to be welfare president..
well.. nothing much happed this few days.. but i can say tat i am quite stressed now wif all e lab work, tutorial etc..yesterday lesson was quite relaxing but we went back late.. our math teacher is so gd he let us study for our bio.. actually we all know how to do e math tutorial.. den had early break also.. den went for physics tutorial.. and it ended fast too.. den we have to stayed in sch until 5.30.. cause our test start 5.45pm.. gosh.. den some of e gals and guys we went to moberly study area to study.. and e place is like damm cold lolx.. had so much..
luckily e bio test was easy.. manage to do.. den after exam, si jing and chu zen accompany mi go find kent to pass him e paper.. den we went back.. den did e lab work tat have to pass up today yesterday night.. den slept qutie late.. and work up early.. cause my sis say wanna go find jasmine.. den we eat breakfast there.. den went to sch..
yeah!!! today practical ended quite early.. think today e experiment my grp did was e most easiest one.. den now at home.. going to pack my bag and went to sch for camp.. b4 tat i ask kent to accompany 1st.. hehex. e worst part is after e camp.. i am going to chiong all my tutorial work.. haix.. i am damm sleepy now lolx.. abit dun feel like going for e camp le.. but i LOVE camp..
will update probably next week ba..
well, it have been since a long time i updated my blog le.. cause was quite busy e past few days.. although this is my 1st yr in poly but i dunno y i jux feel stress and tired.. i felt tat i got alot of things to do.. and some pple say yr 1 is actually e slack yr...oh gosh.. maybe is because e module tat i am taking ba.. i have been trying veri hard to understand wad teacher is teaching.. so gonna ask christine to teach mi.. cause she in JC now.. maybe weekened we will study together.. really miss u guys..
but i am glad tat i have so many friends around mi to support mi..and i nv regretted joining SPSD..e pple there re veri gd.. i have a nice classmate too.. and i really dunno wad am i thinking and i also dunno wad am i doing.. i jux feel veri tired alreadi.. well this week is a busy week for mi.. tml have microbiology test until 6 plus..gosh.. den will b away for camp from fri -sun.. 1 think i realise pple joining leo club.. heard many pple telling mi e same thing.. they say they join for e CCA point onli.. haix.. dunno y they dun like to do community service while i like to do community service esp when i see they re being abandoned, no $ to eat, buy things etc.. and some pple who re old and still have to work like my grandma..i jux like giving up my life alreadi.. really..really..
people who i wanna thankx:leonard koh: he have been a great teacher who always care for mi.. although we were now in different sch but he still contact mi and ask mi how life's.. he will bring mi out to eat and teach mi study when i took my N and O lvl.. and he is also e one who introduce this buddhism to mi.. love u kor.. miss u too=)jinguang: he have help mi alot and alot.. he will always tries his best to explain to mi and i am quite stubborn.. i jux dun take listen to wad he say.. he also encourage mi not to give up my life.. and he will always help mi when i have problems.. and he thought mi in POA and English during my O lvl last yr.. thankx a million time..willie: although i jux know him a few months.. but he treat mi veri gd too.. he have been helping mi alot too.. and he have been a great chingay trainer too..whenever i have problems he will help mi too..kent: although i know him like 2 weeks onli but he treat mi veri gd too.. thankx alot.. when he 1st ask mi abt my parents and i told him my parents re divorced he say sorry to mi.. actually i dun mind alreadi.. i jux dun wish to see them anymore.. and he have been encouraging in my studies and everything.. he ask mi to join milk run and poly 50..dunno y i jux feel like thanking pple today.. i think there is still somemore but this few re e pple tat i can think of now..if i can think somemore i will updaye it e next time..
Fri:
weNt sch earLy to dO phySics praC.. den after tat go for chemistry prac.. e prac is so fun to play.. den after tat all of us went to CLS club cause they guys wan to play basketball den went therre to borrow ball.. den e guys went to basketball court den we went to foodcourt 3.. den after tat went for bio make-up lesson.. haix.. or else can go home at 2.30pm.. and bio is getting more difficult we dun even understand.. den this coming thurs have quiz.. die.. have to draw, names e part, learn how to spell.. den in e evening went to work awhile cause nurani nv come.. den after tat meet my sis, michael, jasmine and her lao gong at KFC.. den we went to east coast park walk walk.. den we went back around 2 plus.. den e next day i am working at 9am..
sAt:
luckily i can wake up.. den meet yan teng and koo jee to study..den koo jee came 1st cause yan teng was late.. den after work, we went to eat 1st b4 studying.. i been trying hard to study bio.. talk lots of things wif yan teng cause we nv met like few weeks le.. den hidayat came so chatted wif him awhile too.. den later on irwan and alif come den we also talk talk.. den fauzi come.. lolx.. suddenly all come today.. den help them to do closing.. dunno y today i feel like doing.. mi and nurani have been cleaning like this is our 2nd hse like tat.. den went back 12 plus..
sch ended early on wed.. think wed end earliest time.. den after sch went home cause was having bad headache and veri tired.. so went home to slp awhile.. den went to long john to study.. e life of studying and studying is back.. and next week i going to have microbioglogy test.. gosh.. e subject tat i dun understand lolx.. den study until my sis end work.. den after tat went home together..
and yesterday end e latest but onli for odd week.. cause had bio practical.. but can say tat yesterday is one of e slack day.. cause in e morning had math.. den we got no qns for teacher so we went math cad to learn how to draw a graph.. den had break.. den 1 hr of physics tutorial den break.. den got 3hr of bio practical.. after sch went home 1st.. took Mrt wif nicolas.. den went to long john to study until 12 plus.. cause e aircon pple coming to wash.. den poor jasmine have to wait until veri late.. den her bf work full-shift yesterday.. so we wait for her bf to come 1st den we go..
well.. sch start 11.30pm for mi.. actually today also veri gd go sch for prac.. but have make up lesson for microbioglogy.. ah.. den today end at 5pm.. but we re going sch earlier to do e physics prac data sheet etc..
as usual went scH yesterdaY.. and had 2 hr break in between.. so i went lunch wif chu zen they all cause at 12pm mi and chu zen going for SPSD plaza sharing.. den mi and chu zen was chatting wif shen long.. den we mentioned until chingay.. den he also know willie which is my trainer.. den we start disturbing each other.. den after plaza sharing until e whole day we been msging non stop lolx.. was msging ken, shen long and willie.. so fun lolx..den after sch went to CLS club awhile 1st..den went to take MRT wif euratus.. den was supposed to meet jinguang at 6pm to study but i was late...but 1st time.. den i went to office to find desmond.. den we went to room 3-8.. den was studying over there.. den stupid steven go see my sms den disturb mi lolx.. actually i not in e mood to crack jokes but no choice dun really wan to pull everybody mood down.. but dunno where i keep thinking and when i think of it i really cant pay attention to wad i was doing.. den during meeting time onli got mi, ee sheer, jinguang, desmond, steven, ying chee and andrew was there.. after meeting we celebrate ying chee b'day cause her b'day is on e 2nd of may.. and i 4got to bring e present tat i bought for her.. den after meeting i went home.. but i went home quite late cause i jux hate myself.. i really hate myself..den today was suppose to go for CLS FO outing.. den i was having veri bad headache in e morning so i didnt meet them.. but i meet them in e afternoon.. den i meet them at marine parade there den we took bus 36 to somerset there to find my mummy meiyu.. cause is her b'day and she is working.. so we wait until her break time den we sing happy b'day song for her and she is so touched.. den after tat we walk to plaza singapura to buy our dinner den we go to the shelter to have our dinner together..den we play wif the water there too.. after tat we all went back together.. den mi, cassandra, lawerence and TK took e same MRT cause all of us stay in e east.. den in e MRT went wing tung.. den tml gonna study wif him..tml go sch for 4hr onli.. den maybe going for plaza sharing awhile..
