[no sch today]today i slept until 8 plus lolx..hahax..i feel so relax today cause i am not studying hehex..den in e morning i play maple for awhile den tidy my whole house..cause i always tidy after my exam one..my sis and bro dun do de..den also during exam period..suddenly my whole house like sell books like tat..hahax..now look much more nicer le..den in e afternoon went to sch to meet patrick and chau liang..cause we going to buy teacher's day present..after tat went home..i also brought something for jamie tan..cause out of this 5 yrs she is e best teacher..tml go sch at 9am..yeah!!den e celebrations end at 12pm..i also have media chalet tml too..
haix..today my aunt maid go back to her hometown le..den now no one to look after her child whch is onli 3 yrs old this yr..after thinking so long i think i should let my grandma look after my cousin..anyway we alreadi tie her for so long le..she have been looking after us for 17 yrs le..if i let her go den i have to look after my bro and sis le..must cook for them etc...haix..i also dunno la..almost everyday my tears will dropped...
[POA paper 2]yeah!!i did really wake up this morning at 4am..i thought i cant wake up..cause i veri sleepy.. den chat wif jin guang in e morning while memorising e theory...today paper was quite difficult..at e behind part..i think i did alot of careless mistakes..haix..den i have to rush through cause not enough time..den got no time to check also..there is a qns on disposal acc..and tat qns is similar to wad i ask jin guang teach mi yesterday..hehex..but i think i 4get to calculate something..haix..
after exam..suddenly feel so happy although i think i fail alot of subject..cause finally i can take a rest le..and i can sleep early too..hehex..after tat went to mac to have breakfast den after tat went home..in e afternoon meet jackson and patrick at downtown..and everything was nicely done..den after tat they went to play pool..and jackson pool is better den patrick..den after tat went to arcade..and now is patrick better den jackson lolx..hahax..actually i had alot of fun..den i slept in e bus too..cause veri tired..yeah!!i watch tv e whole day and play maple..hahax.. tml going sch to settle some media stuff although i dun need too..and also buy something..hehex.. dunno wad happened today lolx..keep on coughing e whole day..well i going to slp soon..cause veri tired..so not going to online until veri late..
[physics/chemistry Paper 1]actually didnt study much for this paper..den when doing almost fell asleep cause my eyes veri pain guess didnt have enough slp ba..but i still tried to finish e whole paper 1st b4 i slp..den after e exam went to eat wif michelle in sch den after tat i went to tecc mac to study POA...omg..i cant believe tat i actually study from 10am-5pm..hahax..tat y i got headache after tat..think study too long le..hehex..actually i meeting jin guang at 12pm cause wanna ask him teach mi POA..den can guess tat he sure late de..actually today he not purposely late de..cause he having headache den overselpt..its ok..den he came around 3pm den we study until 5pm like this..den after tat we take e same bus cause he going home to take something 1st..den mi and patrick went to downtown cause he wanna book e chalet..den later gerald also join us..
yeah!!tml is my last paper..finally i can rest le..hehex..patrick ask mi tml go downtown play pool lolx..hahax..siaoz one...keep on one to go out..hahax..see tml how lolx..i have been waiting for this days to come..i have been studying like mad person for 2 and a half week le.. guess after resting a few days must chiong for my O lvl le..cause from e prelim..can sense tat i didnt do well..tml will b having my POA paper 2..i am so tired now..think i going to slp now den wake up at 4am to do revision ba..hopefully i can wake up..hahax..
things happening on 27 aug 06
well..today is my studies day..in e morning went out to study POA wif lay ting..and while studying we also had some fun...study until 5 plus we went to koo jee house void deck to study again..cause we wanna ask her somthing..den study until 7 plus den we went home..so tiring.. den went home to settle some things abt teacher's day..cause patrick wan mi to oganise teacher's day celebration for media teachers..den we plan to have a chalet at downtown east.. yeah..hope teacher will like it wif all our activities planned..hahax..oh ya..we also planned to make invitation card to all teachers..sound so formal ritex..hehex..is a suprised to them..i think in all my sec life..this is e 1st time celebrating teacher's day so grand..really hope our teachers will like it..well..we also call all e graduation to come back..we will nv missed them out..
i also noticed tat alot of guy changed alot after they graduate from sec sch..i also dunno y... haix.. i cant believe wad some of friends did..haix..hope they will changed to a better one ya..i think i really give up my chem le..but because it is a combine science, if i give up one is equal to two.. so i didnt really study much for my physics and chem paper 1 tml..i concentrate on my POA.. yeah!!tml i onli go sch for 1hr..hahax..and after tml i am left wif one more paper..after tat i can enjoyed myself le..
Happy Moments:Study POA e whole morning and afternoon..den after tat went to tampines inter to meet serene, shirley, stacey and michelle cause we going to Soka monthly meeting at uncle dianel house..today i attend e paya lebar divison meeting..and we went there early cause we went there to learn one new songs and we have to sing later..hehex..den after tat we chatted awhile 1st den soon our meeting start..and ya..today e population of pple attending e meeting is veri high..cause today we celebrate family day..b4 e meeting start we had our usual eveing gongyo 1st..today meeting was quite interesting..and ya..i nv regret going there..after e meeting we had refreshment and souvenir did by e leader..so kind of them..den also chatted wif leonard koh den also play wif his baby children..hehex..so cute..i dun dare to carry him cause i scared later he cried..hahax..den also noticed tat jerry came which is our ex student council president when i was sec 2s..den i also chatted wif him awhile and realised tat is leonard koh bring him in one..haiyo he always bring pple in de..and i was one of them..hahax..met jin guang at tampines inter when i going to find my mother..Sad moments:actually after meeting wanna meet my mother cause veri long nv go out wif her le..den suddenly my grandma call and say my father came back ask us to come back..although my parents has divorced i can choose to go out wif who..no mattar wad he is still my mother lolx..i dun understand y..i wanna see go out wif my mother also cannot..and my father is a great liar always anyhow say things which is not true to my grandma..i really cant stand anymore...one day i will sure leave this home one..but where should i go???i wan to have my own life..i thought i can have a enjoyable today but eveytime there is something tat will spoil my whole day mood.. where is my happiness???
[POA paper 1 and Geography]haix..dun think can do veri well for my today paper although i know how to do..dun have e confidence..after e exam went to see principal, mr chua..today was mi, yan teng, vera, lim min, siti nur, netti, azimah and preetpal..but damien and dinesh went again..hehex..den we drank milo den he ask us where we wanna go and do wad course..i think we talk abt 15min ba..den after tat went home to do something 1st..den meet bliss at mac for lunch..after tat went sch to slack around and study abit..den after tat went to tecc to study..den i also call jin guang to come.. i also meet ying chee at 6pm..den we started chatting non stop cause veri long nv see each other le..den got alot of things to share..hehex..around 6plus jin guang came den we went to room 3-8..den we chatted too..hehex..den we went down to dinner den yao xing say tat e meeting is at room 1-1 so we went up to take our bag and head to room 1-1..den we started meeting around 8pm like this..actually i didnt pay attention to wad was e meeting abt cause i am really veri tiring..den my eye also veri pain..dunno y..den i keep on yawning..den they thought i was crying..hahax.. after meeting we went for supper again..den after tat went home..i think maybe i was sleepy tat y dun have e mood to play..haix..i must tell myself to work veri hard and get gd grades lolx..my auntie they all depend on mi.. cause my sis and bro dun study one..haix..every night also cant slp properly cause keep on thinking something den i have to study in order not to think..wad should i do now??? i feel tat there is nothing for mi to stay in this home..perhaps i should b like lay ting like tat..but where to go???haix..got so many qns tat have not been solved..den also got no appetitie to eat..oh know...my eye really veri pain..happening on: 25 aug 06
[physics and A math Paper 2]haix..so long le..my prelim has not end..well today e physics paper e last section all 3 qns also all must draw and explain de lolx..tat is my teacher style..but i think i will do much more better den chem..den e A math paper gave mi a bad headache lolx..need so much thinking..den also not enough time to finish de..den i also dunno wad i doing lolx..a product rule can become a quotient rule..wad am i doing???i really dunno...haix..i am so disappointed in my prelim mark..dun feel like seeing my marks..den study geog from afternoon until night..den later going to study my POA le..geog is so difficult to memorise lolx..feel like giving up e paper..but no mattar wad i must at least try to do..haix..problems tat i am facing will nv come to e end..is coming up one by one..i cant stand anymore..i really dunno wad to do..i am so confused..i also have think thinking of not living in this world..cause i dun see e reason y should i stay..my tears will always drop everyday.. den my proposal also haven do..how??i am really veri tired of doing anything...suddenly feel tat i dun have e strength..but i choose to go for e meeting tml..cause my friends will b coming..den she also ask mi to go..so not to disappoint her i go..den tml in e afternoon going to teach 1 scouts senior, andrew A math..cause he dunno his differentation and integration..hopefully i can help u..ya..hope everyday will b a better day for mi..this is wad i wish to have..but i do know tat i will have to wait veri veri long for e day to come..well...have to study for my POA le..
[E math paper 1 and Chemistry]i am so sick today lolx..having a veri bad headache and slight fever..eat panadol also no use de lolx..haix..and i still got a few days more b4 my prelim end..today E math paper was still ok but i did careless mistake..oh..how could i..haix..no time for mi to check..den i give up my chem paper lolx..this is e 2nd subject le.. hopefully no more..had my 'O' lvl eng oral too..luckily not so difficult..hehex..and i was e 2nd one so veri early end..den after tat went tution for A math.. did a few qns and went home to study my physics..yeah.. and so kind of my tution teacher, he going down to our sch tml u help us if we have difficulties b4 e exam start..thankx alot..haix..from last week till this week..e most i onli slp 3hr per day lolx..i am really veri tired..dun feel like doing anything until my prelim end...i need a gd slp..when can i have it???haix..tml got physics and A math paper..
[No Paper today]yeah..finally 1 day i dun have paper..but need to chiong my E math and chem..but i concentrate more on chem cause my math much more better den chem lolx..went tution in e morning den practice some paper on E math..den our tution teacher also ask us to write down wad re e qns tat will come out for A math paper 2..den he also going to prepare qns for us..den during tution time..i slept for awhile den continuing doing...den after tat went to layting hse cause helping her to do something...den after tat accompany her go eat and help her solve some math qns...no mattar wad i will try to help u as much as i can..den jin guang sms mi ask mi wanna go study anot..den i say anything lolx..after tat meet jin guang and chee meng at tampines cc mac..but when i was walking in i saw jin guang at e staircase cause he say chee meng late..hahax..den we went in to e mac to study..guess jin guang also didnt study much cause he keep on running up and down lor..poor thing..but i manage to study all e chem topic..but i still quite blur lei..cause dun really understand lolx..haix..after prelim must ask my god brother help mi le..he is our ex teacher sure veri clever de.. hahax.. after studying pei jin guang go YES supermarket buy something..den we took e same bus back... den after tat he went to find somebody..haix..next time cannot go study wif jin guang at night..if wan must daytime..or else later he say cannot go home alone...but i still prefer to go home alone..hahax..haix..still thinking whether to continue..well tml is my E math P1 and chem paper...gd luck to everyone..hope prelim faster over den can relax abit..die la..think i going to fall sick soon..got abit fever le..haix..
A math Paper 2this morning i wake up e usual time( going to sch time) although my paper start at 10.30am.. today went wake up tat time having headache again..so ate panadol b4 studying again.. den went out of my hse around 9 plus..den got so angry wif e teacher..cause our exam was in e hall..den u know wad happened..they 4get tat some 5NA students taking A math paper also lolx..haix..every yr also 4get de..so disappointed in them..so they jux ask us to sit behind.. not onli tat they also 4get to print e qns paper..luckily they got leftovers..haix..den my friends say tat one of e teacher say "wa..so many 5NA students taking A maths..and we onli got 12 pple lolx.." they looking down on us lolx..somemore our class MSG for mid-yr is much more higher den e express classes..den e paper today was so difficult..no time to finish all e qns also..den i think i lost alot of marks.. die liao la..A math paper gone again..i think no mattar how hard i score for paper 2 also wont get veri gd marks..after e paper i heard 1 student from express class say tat "i think i must score full marks for paper 2 den i hit around 50 plus marks"..after lunch, went to inter to top up ez-link card 1st..den michelle wanted to go popular so accompany her lolx..den after tat went home.. i was so tired tat when i reach home i slept for 1hr b4 i continue to study on my chem..luckily tml got no paper..but will b having a long tution tml cause still got E math paper 1 and A math paper 2..haix..at this time of my hse is so quiet lolx..all sleeping like pig alreadi..den always i watch tv alone..do homework, study alone..everyday when i reach home, my bro and sis playing games den my grandma cooking..haix..nobody to talk to..den i reach home bath and study le..cause all so busy..want to find somebody to share things also dun have..i always got e thinking tat my home is a place for mi to do work and slp..
haix..today was quite a tiring day for mi..cause today study e whole day..so decide to rest awhile to update my blog..today wake up was having a bad headache..think not enough slp ba..went to tution in e morning..den today my main focus was realative velocity..haix..veri scared of A math paper cause scared not enough time to complete e paper lolx..but have to thankx patrick for helping mi, teaching mi..den almost everyday he call mi will ask mi to study wad and not to study wad..hahax..but not to 4get...thankx Jin guang for your encouragement, your help and willing to listen so many things, chee meng for trying to help mi and thankx michael for your words..i am glad to have friends like all of u..tml would b a long day for mi again..tml going to spend my day in tution..cause mon dun need go sch too early for e exam..tml will b celebrating my auntie b'day..well..gd luck to all of u who re having your prelim or exam:p
Social studies and Chinese paper 2i really give up my ss paper today..not onli mi..my class alot pple also give up..y??cause of madam lee..she should have ask us to study theme 5 which is easier to study lolx..haix..den e source based was also difficult..haix..but e chinese paper was quite easy..except some of it.. hehex..den after exam went to study wif friends den help us in e chess competition thingy..at night went for meeting..actually dun feel like doing one..in e end went..actually i dun really listen to wad they talking cause i was thinking of something..i am really veri tired le lolx..have so many things to do..and e main thing is no mattar wad i must concentrate on my prelim.. haix.. jux feeling veri tired..i am still thinking and yet to come out wif a ans..haix..i also dunno how sia.. well..there is more subject coming up for prelim:p
E math Paper 2 and Chinese Paper 1today both paper also so long..haix..almost fell asleep when doing e test..hahax..luckily i still can manage to do e E math paper...but have to rush cause of e duration..we started our paper late.. den in e end e chinese paper also started late..hahax..den everytime b4 our prelim start..our class and 5c2 will always get scolding de..cause e boys always play a fool..but veri funny lolx.. haix..today have to come back early to study SS cause got so many to memorise lolx..haix..hope tml ss paper will b easy..
Prelim: Eng Paper 1 and 2haix..today is e start of my prelim..damm fast lolx..1st sch to have their prelim in S'pore.. hahax.. is it a gd thing? haix..dun really have e time to finish e paper but i have to rush and manage to finish in time..after sch went for math tution..and did one paper 2 b4 i went home..so tiring lolx..den jux now compare my eng paper 2 ans wif patrick..and i got so many wrong lolx..die liao la.. my eng gone again..haix..when can i passed???well..i got more confident in my math..no mattar wad i need to get A for my math..
so fast tml is e start of prelim le..haix..den this morning suddenly jin guang sms mi lolx..den he called..i thought wad happened..den he say he around my block here..wanna take bus wif him.. cause he wanna go home at e same time..den must teach him how 2 come by blk here..hahax.. anyway thankx..we were chatting veri happily..den today in lesson so tiring..keep on going to fall asleep..after sch went home to take book den go bedok inter mac to study..den while studying, jin guang call mi say wanna meet mi den go for dinner..den he ate e duck rice until stomach pain..so sad..den he came to my hse to use my toilet..lolx..den after tat he went to somebody hse..hehex..well..have to really study hard for my prelim le..gd luck everyone=)
prelim is getting nearer and nearer le..haix..did some physics revision in class..and thankx nicholas quek for teaching mi..hehex..this few days slp quite late..den today after physics EPP we went to watch my class N leauge..den mr tan also came to support...yeah!!! Mr tan u have done a great job..i know u guys have tried your best..and i also can see u all have done a great job.hehex..plz dun b unhappy..den after went home..and den its study time again..haix..
+gd luck to everbody who will b having their prelim+
today almost late for A math lesson..cause yesterday slp quite late..luckily i onli late for 5 min..hahax..luckily today A math topic was abit easier den e last time one..but overall i still veri blur in velocity topic..haix..well..prelim is getting nearer and nearer le.. in e afternoon went for soka concert cause koo jee and yan teng ask mi accompany them..den after tat went to eat dinner wif Mr Koh(kor)..and den after tat meet gerald, favian and martin to watch fireworks.. they last min say wanna go den since i outside so i say anything lolx..it was so crowded..hahax..den thankx gerald for taking care of mi..after e fireworks went to meet michelle, yung xin, damien..den after tat walk walk awhile den went home...haix..we waited e bus so long lolx..haix..i think i should listen to christine, put away all my things tat is not studies aside 1st..but i cant bear to give them do everything..
haix..yesterday couldnt slp veri well lolx..cause worried abt my O lvl chinese mark..den today go sch like no mood to study cause i know i did badly for my chinese..haix..wad to do..had a gd SS period cause madam lee told us wad to concentrate on..at least i wont have to study so many theme..miss tan quite sad and she say infornt of our form teacher..cause no one got a distinction.. actually we have tried our best le...actually is a sad things to see miss tan so sad.. cause she also dun wish to see everyone back again..i am so sorri miss tan..after tat had A math lesson..and e A math lesson onli made mi headache cause is like veri diffiucult to ans..how??prelim is coming..how??den in e evening had meeting at tampines east cc..den i chated wif e scouts(sec 3s, ruhan and andrew) for awhile cause i have to wait until e time..hahax..den meeting was another stress one..cause must do things again..haix..i really wan to stop attending meeting le..but if i dun go how my teacher know wad we re doing..and some of my sch campus wan mi to go den they go lolx..how??is like i have been stuck there..there no way where i can escape from..i am really veri stress..haix..well tml will b going to sch at 9am for lesson..hope tml will b a better day 4 mi:p
yeah!!today got no school..but is not a veri gd things also..cause will b missing lesson again..den prelim is next week..omg..getting veri stress up..in e afternoon went tution and having headache lolx..cause relative velocity is so hard to understand..and i have to think so long lolx..den after tat went to tampines inter to meet chee meng..den teach him current etc..cause tml he got basic test..well wish u gd luck..and i am so worried abt my O lvl chinese result..i think tonight i cannot slp well lolx..haix..hope tml will b a gd result..at least a B..den i am also worried abt 1 more things...i am really sorry tat i cant accept u..cause their re reason behind..although many pple wanna ask to b together..give mi sometime..i know tat u re a gd guy..i dunno how to explain to u..+hope tml i will get back a gd result+
Happy 41th B'day to Singapore:ptoday didnt go out..stay at home e whole day to study and relax abit..i am getting veri stress le.. left 1 more week to prelim..is damm fast lolx..all my friends in other sch sept den start..omg..we need more time to do revision ok...den today study A math and POA..yeah!! watch e national day show on tv..i like this yr national day song..hehex..well..tml need to go tution and after tat meet chee meng to teach him..hehex..i am teaching a ITE student..cause wad he learn now we learn in physics le..hahax..tat y i know..kkx..continue on my studies..
erm..i got my own blog alreadi..i also dunno y suddenly i create one blog..maybe too many pple wanna mi to create ba so i create lolx...hahax..yesterday i had alot of fun..in e morning went to study..den michelle say she also wan so we study 2gether lolx..den after tat i went for mass meeting..den during meeting jin guang say he need volunteer for tonight national day dinner so we went to help..and we went to yumin pri.. cause they having national dinner there..after doing all our things we went to jin guang table there to sit and eat..and we had alot of fun..and we took many pic too..yeah!! and mr chua and other 10 teacher were there too..so we chatted wif e teacher..hahax.. everything ended at 11pm..today didnt go out..spend my whole day at home..studying and watching tv...so tiring..study until wanna fall asleep alreadi..den left 10 days to prelim le..damm fast lolx..our sch is e most earliest one in S'pore..cannot play too much le..must study veri hard..i am so stress lolx..so many thing waiting for mi to do..haix..
