Had my LM paper on the Friday and is another evening paper. After that went queenway to help wei lang to change his shirt den went back home.
I once told rezal that due to my exam I don't wish to help out in any of the events. So, he ask me why am I helping out for Chingay, my reply to him was if I don't help who is helping. Maybe I still find myself quite stupid maybe I was soft hearted. People give the reason of having exam and they don't need to come but I gave the same reason also but I was there. There is about 30 YEC member now, everything I msg them when I need their help badly, half of them will reply that they couldn't make it and the rest don't even bother to reply. Sometime I feel tired inside too. At the same time I felt more love from other committee. It seems like other committee are giving me more warmth and love but in YEC they give me more stress and work.
But still the same wanted to thank those few who really help me out when I ask them too. Although I was only helping out in Chingay but I felt unhappy, actually I did raise up my voice on belinda on that moment. I think I was with them for very long so I know the elderly better. There are also many volunteer helping out in the event also and I know I am a volunteer too. That is why they don't listen to me at all, really so angry that I really scolded them.
Sometime I really felt all the volunteer are so horrible, some kueh was meant to give to the elderly for them to bring home and I ask one of my side volunteer to take a look, she is new. Once of the RC member actually told my helper that she need to bring back and she take over. When I was back there, I was so angry about it, I know I can't blame her cause she is new. But I really can't believe that even a RC member did that too.
Sometime I really wish I can cut up myself into many parts so that I can be there in all areas. I really felt tiring in doing all this things.
Anyway got 2 buck up for my remaining 2 more papers. JIAYOU Ying Hui.
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