Saturday, January 16, 2010

I seriously seriously hate my life so much, I dun want to stay at home cause I feel much more happier outside. I really really scared I am going back to last time but I have been telling myself, what most of them want to see in me is what I am now. Must be surprised why am I home so early today, actually after the event I really don't feel like coming home, but everyone see how tired I am, they told me to come home and rest, so I came back and I felt so unhappy.

I think I am really very STRESSED now. The STRESSED symptoms is coming up.

Today health screening was quite boring, I dun see the purpose why we should be there where they request so much helper and we have like 15 helpers but we felt like doing nothing. It was quite disappointing. I thought learning stage will never end. I do know that those pple are good in this, so I personally actually request whether I can follow them door to door for the health screening but without much thinking they actually rejected me. I seriously don't know why we can't learn, was so angry about this. Kevin went up to take photo, they say it their policy not to let so many people in.

It is seriously waste of my time, although I am not feeling well but belinda put me as in-charge so even when I am sick I still rush down. Before that they still say 15 people was not enough luckily I did not waste more people time.

But I really want to thanks all this YEC people who have brought me some laughter, support me and care for me and they are people like shi chang, jg, desmond, suriani, hyder and verlyn.

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