Sunday, February 21, 2010

I really regret everything that I have done today

Wasn't at home from morning until now, just came back not long ago. In the morning, went to Mr Mah house for CNY but before that went to mac to study 1st. After that took the bus to Mr Mah house. There was lots of problem for the transport thing so we have to quickly solve it, luckily it was somehow solve by abit. After that went back to cc to study 1st before the CNY dinner. But could not absorb much too, as in between start to discussing YEC things, SuperNova things etc.

before the dinner start went down to kheng chiu to bring the elderly over, luckily i really got all the guys help, really appreciate it. During the dinner, couldn't just settle down to have dinner, 1 reason is to help the elderly with the food, e other reason was I was feeling very weird in my heart. After dinner, actually waited for the bus to come but I was totally not in the mood already, so is also my 1st time that I did not follow them back. I am so sorry.

After that went to take bus home, but my heart was feeling even weird, so i took a cab home and really something happened at home. I really regret for all the things that I have done. I am simply not a gd daughter, gd sister, gd grandaughter etc. I really failed. Can someone just tell me what to do. Why is there always something happening during the period where is my exam period.

Someone today is my bad day, shouldn't do something, shouldn't see something etc.