Sunday, August 03, 2008

Nothing makes my day happy

Had yec meeting yesterday, only 11 person turn up and after listening to some thing i am totally disappointed. rezal actually ask mi to sseayp thing when i graduate. i actually told him that i will reconsider. we only mention abt the chingrai trip, actually some of us re interested, but wont mention who is e person. we might be planning together with the help of rezal, i find that this is a gd opportunity, i only went once to chiangmai to help out too. I actually told someone this although he/she is younger but he/she is so much mature by e others.

Was quite sad or totally sad today. Wake up early in e morning and left hse early, went to airport to study, study from t3 to t1, after which kelvin came to find mi, den after awhile we left, went walk walk awhile and met ying chee, so chatted wif her awhile den later on chatted wif andrew abt leo club things. den they went off to movie den we went for the national day thing too. we actually walk around. den i actually ask my auntie along too. but so sorry, did not know that they so late den start, so actually they did not eat and e whole place is making mi so headache cause too many pple. meet ken and ken was funny at times.

while walking can see lots of angry pple but mostly is those auntie or the old pple. ya, i understand, some old pple cannot stand long and also sorry for those misunderstanding that no one actually help. there was 1 guy think he is from CSC cause he is wearing the shirt. He actually wanted to take his goodie bag, but everyone told him to go here and there until he was so frustrated to walk. den he actually ask mi where to collect the goodie bag, i told him at e front, from his angry face, i actually went forward to help him take, at least he is ok.

Den after awhile i came across a old guy his ticket is yellow, he actually approach to some of the helper who is wearing e t-shirt where is e food, but no one actually wanted to help him and ask him go and find. so i actually took e effort and bring him there although i am not any helpers or wad. at this point was already so angry no one actually wanted to help.

After awhile, there is actually one old auntie who do not know that they have to follow e ticket colour to queue for their food, so she actually queue wrongly. but in e end she is nt given a food, i am really very angry at tat moment, so i actually bring her 2 e correct place and help her.

So, actually i went round to see if any old pple need my help. sometime i dunno y they do this, eventually they will get old, if i were to treat them like this next time, do they like it? yes, i am a person who is emotionally, so seeing no one helping them i actually did cried. at e same time was so angry, i know there re lots and lots of pple around, i cant possible help every single person, wad i can do is to try my best.

But something happened later on, dun wish to say. knowing is my fault for some reason, i actually say sorry to someone for e absence of someone. had almost a 1hr chat wif alezec, something is nt very gd to actually post it here. Whatever is it, e both of us know what is going on and hopefully know wad we going to do. I told him earlier what i see now and what i see b4.