Wednesday, July 30, 2008

N.E.X.T challenge reflection, SP Leo I&I

Reflection

well, have been helpers for 3 yrs of next challenge, e 1st yr help out as a station master, 2nd yr help to go round the station n distribute the food, 3rd, actually do much of the things which includes doing of clue, buying of logistics, station master, distribution of food, safety etc. wad i can say that i am doing more things as e yrs goes by. does it mean that i have grown up?

Well, although i cried, i get frustrated i start scolding pple, i am sorry pple. I cried cause of the clue that we gave wrongly, at e point, i really cried quietly. Sorry to those whom i actually scolded during e event. But i am still very happy when in e end the event actually goes on smoothly. Do you know what was my feeling when the event ended. I felt so relaxing, cause no more weight on me, i felt really really very happy although i am tired

Dunno y, mi and hyder can actually chat very well, but rezal not so. during our chat, we actually chat on lots of things. he told mi i grown up alot. But where did i grown up? there is things i always want to say out. But i dun dare to say.

hyder told me this, "i hope that you all have learnt a thing or two along the way to make us a better organisers and people". the 2nd time i cried that i have hyder and surani who is a gd person, i am happy that i know them too. thank alot. When i got the pic from kevin i actually wanted to blog about next challenge on YEC blog, i have lots of things to say.

SP Leo I&I

1 yrs has past, is another yr of I&I, is my 2nd yr. i actually remember i left early last yr I&I and went to eat dinner wif someone. so fast 1 yrs has past, but those memories i still remember and i will nv 4get. i really felt that this yr I&I is so different from last yr. i felt so much happier last yr. Not because of the committee but my life ba. although i only know most of the committee for like a few months. but they are really a nice pple. thank for actually my life more meaningful in SP beside studying. nevertheless i am still happy today. hopefully i can work with this batch of committee well.

P.S. Please do not treat me so well, cause i dun have feeling for you anymore. Sometime is gd to be missing and not appear too much time. although i may help you but dun get the wrong feeling. I have someone whom i like, i only treat you as friends from the start.

was watching a show and i cried too. how can i understand what the guys thinking. Y are you always in my mind. Y the person who get hurt is e gals. can someone tell me what the guy thinking. i really hate the feeling right now. Hate it. Y must i pretend?