Saturday, July 19, 2008

Getting tired and tired
N.E.X.T Challenge Briefing

went cc, around 8 plus in e morning, early ritex, started packing e yec stuff and meet hyder later. Thought of studying abit in e bus but i felt asleep, seriously i find myself getting more and more tired. Dunno wad happened. Alex told mi something, and i told him 4get it already, i already lose hope on that already. It seems getting worse and worse.

Thank joanna, i think she know tat i didnt eat anything she brought mi sometHing from Mr Bean. Actually the more i see them the more i am more angry. Have been going up and down doing lots of things and now my leg hurts. Play with ying ying brother, how wish i am like him, nothing to worry about. and during the official meeting i was fell alseep. Cant take it.

Our was e last to brief, cause paya lebar kovan and our was the overall in-charge. so we got lots and lots of things to do. Guess, after the meeting my whole week next week is fully packed, really very packed. After wad hyder told us tat we have to do. we are meeting next week, everyday and all e way to sat. then help with the tampines north side on the admin too.

When i was talking to Joanna, i nearly cry but i make a excuses tat i got things to do, trying to avoid, cause she ask mi something, and i told her, 4get it, i shall do it myself, no mattar wad i will do it, i wont leave everything hanging. I told her i really hate them alot alot.

Went for dinner after we finish everything, was too tired to even eat. But we had alot of fun talking. talking about hyder engagement. and he say he will be going to countdown on e 31 dec, for pple is a new yr but for him it means no freedom etc. cause he will be married the next day.

after tat hyder say he give mi a leave home. and i was so blur, i thought y he wan to give mi a Lift. oh no, got say by them. once again, thank for sending mi home.

Monday
GRC youth day meeting

Tue
doing N.E.X.T challenge stuff

Wed
no choice but have to go to work cause i tue cannot work already

Thurs - Fri
Finished up all the N.E.X.T challenge stuff, den have to help steven in citizenship thing

Sat - Sun
N.E.X.T challenge
worse of the worse. Meet early in tecc 1st settle everything, including e goodie bag, den set off to tampines north cc for last briefing etc. den soon the race is starting, lots of things to do in between. and e race ended all the way to Sun afternoon. guess, after tat i will be dead tired

*Hyder will be doing up e logistics list and each of us were task to buy certain stuff. When can i find a time to buy. trying to help hyder as much as i can too.

My leg hurts, tml still need to work, guess i am going to slp, really cant take it, den wake up early in the morning to rush my report b4 work.

Seriously, wad is "S", i cry over this, cause of them. Sily of me. I am so disappointed when no one actually lend you a helping hand. I have been asking myself, have i really did something wrong?