Altough i have lots of things to do but do you know y am i blogging cause i really wan to take a rest. Have been asking lots of pple wad should i drink to actually keep me awake.
Wednesday
Went sch for gems tutorial, after tat went to help out for poly 50 (SPSD), leanna went wif mi too cause she dun feel like going home. well, went to help out and manage to talk to some pple which i haven meet and see them for quite a long time. Help out in 1 of e stations for awhile cause i have to go to work. this is e 2nd yr i am helping out. if nt cause i cannot run too long i would have join. Maybe i can try one of e year. SPSD alumi actually came back and 2 teams somemore. Poly 50 is one of our SP grand event where it involve everyone.
Thursday
Had OSRM quiz, when to tampines mall mac like 8am in e morning, study and den went to sch. Drank a new drink call 'red bull' which lay ting ask mi to drink, glad tat it keep mi awake for e whole day. no confident for today quiz although i really study very hard but still i 4got. what happened to me? after tat went home to actually print out some info for e GRC youth day meeting. went to find lay ting at cheers, cause she is working at e cheers beside tampines central cc, went to meeting lik 9pm cause i really need some rest but sharon was there.
After today meeting lots of things to actually settle by this month, y they didnt want to tell us earlier, this month is like my exam month. Someone told me to put all this aside 1st but how can i. Rezal is so busy with his sseayp. Hyder and surani is busy wif their wedding preparation, didnt wan to see them quarrel, they will be a loving couple. Justin, busy with his O lvl stuff. So left me and sharon. Si jie will be busy too.
After meeting, si jie actually call me and we talk until i reach bedok inter. that is long. Guess wad tml is my major exam, and i am going to chiong, luckily is at 5pm.
Dunno wad happened to me, get very giddy this few days. took mrt home, suddenly really feel like fainting when i actually wan to walk to e end of the platform, everything was so blur so i actually stop den after awhile try to walk again but i still feel so giddy. even i walk home i really feel like fainting but i try to hang on there.
Cause of all this stress i have been doing things which i dun do. Suddenly when i felt so tired studying i will walk to some quiet place, sit down and sleep for awhile, den when i am tired i will start to walk around to see something which i like.
ying hui, 21 more days to go, hang on there. dun faint at during this period. if you want to faint, faint after 21 days.
How i wish someone is there to help me, to encourage me, to support me and someone to brighten my days.
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