Monday, July 14, 2008

Feeling uncomfortable

Finished up and checked my corrosion report b4 sending to amos goh, after tat start abit on my material science. watch the show "the prince turn into the frog" and i cried, yes i cried easily. Went to work in e afternoon, fatin is back. long long see her one time, cause onli when her sch in malaysia is having holiday den she come back work. Had happy time talking and we talk about relationship, fatin and daphne actually say how they treat their bf. they haven patch back and daphne plan something for his b'day. actually i wanted to do tat during his b'day too, but is quite expensive so did not do it.

my heart is like bleeding, e time where i need someone beside me is no longer. Y treat me like this, taking everything away from mi. Tat person can be so gd and can be so bad to you. tat person actually break e promise, promise tat we have made. tat person seems getting further and further away and yet i care and help. tat person seems so fierce, wanted to talk to him scared i might just get a scolding from him. when can e person actually treat me good. when can we go out? this blog seems like a place to pour out everything, but it do not know how to reply back or tell me wad should i do.

if tat person is reading my blog, plz give me a ans. I seriously dunno wad happened? it look like i am someone who do not exist, you can happily do something and break the promises. Did u 4get or u purposely did it. In front of you i smile, cause i dun wan to argue wif you. Cause i will always be e loser when i am correct. So angry of myself.

feeling sick all over me, dunno wad happened also.