Friday, July 04, 2008

woo, think this is e 1st time i am blogging so early. Lots and lots of things to do, and i am working veri less days for this months due to lots of things to do. had YEC meeting yesterday instead of today. After sch, went TM to walk walk 1st, and now e arcade there gt my favourite game which i always see pple play, so happy, i teach 2 auntie how to play, cause they wanted to get the thing for their grandaughter and e grandaughter so cute, i play wif her. after that went to cc to look for joanna to show her e registration form. cause scared off by Hyder, cause he call and told mi tat there is GRC youth day meeting n he also call cc to confirm wif it. so he ask mi go for e meeting 1st, so i double check wif joanna again, and she say not today. everybody is so confused, and finally e truth is out rezal gt e wrong things is actually e racial harmony day thing.

Everywhere surani and hyder go they sure quarrel wif each other de, den sometime pull mi in also, they veri cute, e way they say each other. After yesterday meeting, more and more things is coming up, which means i need to mark my calender and keep myself free on tat day, some of them even clashes. so i have to make a decision which one to go. Since everyone is not free shall den separate myself into 2, shall go to e silver connect meeting 1st den e in-line skating since i got e help from joanna and verlyn 1st. And when going home, hyder ask for help in e Next Challenge recee so going to help. so i think i will be dead tired tml. and i am meeting my leo pple cause they dunno how to go cc, which means i cannot go home and slp 1st.

Since someone told mi tat if i think tat i owe them something, i help them, so tat i dun owe them anything. So i am going to help as much as i can. but at e same time i am not going to neglect my studies too. I am actually quite contented tat i can still come to poly. Serious speaking wad teacher teach in e class for tat hr, although i do take notes etc, i onli can understand half of e lesson. i understand things quite slow, it take mi like how many time longer den other pple. but actually seeing my own result, i am quite sad.

i went to photocopy past yr paper yesterday and some of them say y so early start doing le. actually cause i am a slow learner tat y i need more time. and i wanted to ask joseph whether is he a patient guy to teach mi OSRM anot. cause this module is very chemistry. qi ming told mi ask mi how is my marks, i told him i failed and he also know tat i failed OSRM. cause he too understand mi le, like last yr AP chem and IO chem. but really thank him alot for teaching mi last yr, but too bad he cant teach mi this yr.

and i really felt so happy when i understand something, cause it took mi a long path to understand wad thing. and sometime i am stuck in my report for so long, cause even understanding e qns took mi sometime. like my MST, i read e qns and i dunno wad it mean, but when later on i found out e ans, i actually know e ans, but i just dunno tat tat is e ans, so i left it blank.

Since i have choosen my path to study chemical process, so i told myself tat i have to love CHEMISTRY no mattar wad. Although i am feeling so stress but i still have to do it.

Going to settle my work 1st den going to pack my bag and going to cc.