Sunday, March 23, 2008

Words to describe mi now, Super tired, useless etc.. This coming monday and tuesday gOing to run marathon, cause will be working in my aunt office from 9am-3pm, den after tat going to work at famous amos from 4.30-10.30pm. den e rest of e days just go my aunt office work from 9am-6pm ba. ah, should i do this for this coming 2 days or should i take one day rest, i am really super tired le.

Is like having nightmare everyday, yesterday was not so bad, 'she' is much better, 'she' treat of us so gd, like suddenly but nv know she might be planning something behind it, so i will nv trust tat.

was trying very hard to actually make him sleep but from morning still i left for work, i still failed to make him sleep.. useless of mi.. actually was trying to think during my work time how to make him sleep but i was too tired to think.. hopefully he is back to himself again.. he help mi b4, is time to really help him too..

talk to y2 just now on things that i actually intending to do, plan alreadi but i find it so difficult to say it out or how am i going to face this things alone. I am so scared. sometimes i am too tired to listen to all your nonsense.

Wrote this msg myself, just putting all my feelings in this msg,

I will never let you go,
because of 1 reason,
I love you.
Maybe that not the truth,
or maybe,
you don't like mi.
But i just want to let you know,
what i am doing now,
is all because of you.
I am now waiting there,
for you.
My love for you will,
never change.

All i ever ask for was your love,
My heart was made for yours,
I love you more than you ever know

I don't care who you are?
Where are you from?
What you did?
As long as i love you.

too tired to really think wad i wan to write so shall stop here 1st ba. hopefully that person will not keep going out in e night, and he will slp ba.. if not i will not slp and accompany u to walk at night.