Saturday, March 22, 2008

As usual, went to my aunt office to work again. Having Nightmare, Nightmare and Nightmare this few days, and is from e same person. was really tired, tat i fall asleep for like 15min b4 i actually wake up to do my things. after work went home 1st after tat meet y2. after tat we head off to singapore expo to look for cassandra, cause promise her tat we will look for her. went walk walk awhile b4 we actually left expo. den y2 accompany mi to eastpoint, cause my sis call and say she need $, so i transfer her my $, i transfer everything to her which i still have. had a great day with y2 today.

my auntie actually told her office pple that 'other pple are gold, but i am just a grass', know wad it means? had so called a quarrel in e afternoon wif e nonsense pple(my parents). If you all wan to do until all this things.. dun worry, i will ownself go and look for e mp and tell them tat i dun have all of you, ask them to give mi some place and some $ for mi, my sis and bro to survive. I am really veri angry, please stop. I am going mad soon if u all continue like this. I have alreadi lost him, yet now i still dun even know how to say it. I am such a coward person.

yes, i dunno how to cheer a person up when i myself re not veri happy either. I am speechless and i am useless.

yes, this person is important to mi and my heart may be still full of him but wad is e use.. i actually read back some stupid thing b4 i really post this entry..

yes, i am sad after doing this stupid things.. Some words which have been say but is not true, you lie to mi. it will nv come true. Really dunno how to continue anymore, it will make mi even more sad onli. waiting for your ___, waiting for your ____.. it seems so difficult.

will upload those photo which cassandra send mi when i am not so tired ba.. received a suprise call from yong lin, he told mi tat he is NS now and is in bedok camp, he wanted to date mi out den can have lunch or dinner together since e both of us re in bedok. he is actually a veri nice guy, wish u gd luck in NS now. Den will be having a guides outing soon, n shu chun say tat xin ying bf is giving her some surprise on her b'day.. omg so sweet.. i am jealous..