Monday, March 17, 2008

I was awake like 7am in e morning, and i felt so tired that i wanted to go back to slp. Yes i did, but i woke up like every 15min. Trying to put everything down, and dun think of those things that i am quite unhappy with. omg, i am now not in love with maple but other games. Think playing maple, make mi quite sian for e moment. So started to play new games like www.viwawa.com and www.y8.com. Had fun playing.

since i am not working today so decided to accompany cassandra to pasir ris sec to find out e canteen vendor quotation for her welfare. y2 will be late and cassandra dunno how to go there so i meet her at e bus stop and walk there wif her. y2 told us to go in 1st, so we actually lie to e security tat we re from ex pasir ris, and yes i am not veri gd in lieing. So actually we pass and suddenly one of e teacher pop infront of us and say that "do we know him?" and "you re not from pasir ris sec".. omg, so we so called got scolded by him and we went out. Think he is e discipline master cause everyone who is from that sch sure know him. then, tried calling tiffany see whether is she in sch but nope, so ask kelvin for help. Thought y2 will reach quite late. So in e end kelvin and y2 went in.

Was so happy today, know y? cause i actually play wif y2 brother. yes, i am in love wif small kids, i like playing with them. Maybe can try going to childcare centre to look after them. well, if one day i decided not to give birth or not 2 get married, think i will adopt those children and see them growing up. Actually, i did not even have a childhood, did not get to play wif lots of childhood games.

my brother was sick and did not go 2 sch, so is like, if we still have medicine to eat we wont visit e doc, so my brother msg mi 2 ask mi 2 write for him letter. And i thought veri long how to write. Should i write "My brother" or "My son". Saying this, i once remember tat my pri sch teacher actually ask us to bring our family photo and talk abt it. Guess wad, i did not even have a family photo wif my parents at all, so i cut out e pic and paste them together 2 make a family photo. I still remember my pri school mates actually laugh at mi, cause is like i am actually having a pasting class, jux cut out e pic and paste it.

Was quite sad that i did not attend e soka 3.16 at singapore expo yesterday, i kind of 4get e date, den when my IC actually remind mi, is too late to change my working day. So, i did not go. Was quite sad la. cause is actually quite a grant event. And i sort of pity e Soka pple from Japan university, they have lots of sad story behind them, is too long to actually post it here.

On the way to meet cassandra, saw a car accident, e car did not knock into any of e car, think e car has some problem and it hit onto a pole and onto e grass patch. actually, i dun wish to have a car, cause i think is abit too dangerous, esp when u met into those inconsiderate driver. and when it rain, u will see lots of accident, u dunno when you gonna to die. think i am a person who cant drive, cause when there is pple who suddenly cut my lane etc, i will get a shocked and dunno wad to do. And if i were to drive think i will drive slowly and in e end i might get honk by pple. Is best tat i take bus everywhere i go.

This morning i den remember tat tml there is a YEC meeting and oh no, i working at night, so quickly call them and change wif jennifer. So in e end i work in e morning. So forgetful of mi.. My thumb still hurts.


To my friends:

Tiffany thankx alot, i have also done alot of stupid things to someone who i like.
Bamboo, i think i am so much stupid den you, you re not stupid, you are smart. yeah, i did mention that i am really veri stupid.
Cassandra, i agree but sometime when i actually did it, i felt so regret and upset of doing so many things, yet..(you should understand what i mean)
y2, yeah, sometime i really think too much, but whenever i see " ", i start to think wad has happened and yupx, is not e 1st time. And there is actually one thing tat i saw and made mi upset. Shall tell u e next time i see u.