Happy
baking day for mi today.. Cassandra and y2 came too.. yeah, someone to accompany and talk too.. bake chocolate today.. think i bake too long le, if not should be ok ba. Did i really put all my happy feeling when i am doing e cake. Nope, lesser den wad i use to bake last time. Then we got left over melted chocolate, went to buy marshmellow and dip..So nice.. chocolate, chocolate and chocolate..
After tat we went to tampines to walk walk.. oh, i think i am still in love with those nice notebook, cassandra brought 1 for her welfare things. den we went popular to buy pen. den cassandra left 1st.. den we went cs to walk walk awhile and went home too.. met ying chee too, wanted to talk to her but... nvm..
i am still feeling veri tired, my mind is tired, every part of mi is tired.
Sad and Angry
2 days have passed, yet i did not received anything. tell mi wad to do?
tears keep falling when i am alone at home in e night. Does it worth it for all those tears?
Doing so many things does it worth it?
yes, we all sad and angry at e same time. Anyway e conclusion is after all we are still not compared to her. we treat him as friends, wad do he treat us as now. Really veri disappointed. wad is e use of mi to actually an wei him, yet he treat us like... wad do u treat us now as?? tell us la.. i still remember one time when i actually talk to you, i actually say tat we re friends but you say can just dun treat mi as friends. So do you mean tat? you re actually not alone, you have us, but since u choose tat i gt nothing to say.. Boiling now.. dunno wad to do now.. Give up??
Realtionship falls apart:
- When someone you like yet that person reject you
- When you break up with someone
- When something happened that made e opposite party angry of you
Currently, i am so suay tat i falls in e 2nd and e 3rd one. oh, i think is so difficult to actually find a long lasting friends..
thinking of things which you have told mi.. and i am so stupid that i actually believe wad u say.. actually thinking back those were actually a lie from you.. nothing will actually come true. Stupid gal of mi..
Currently think too many unhappiness things i am having now.. shall go somewhere else one day when i am free to san san xin.. cry out loud.. Since crying for mi is an offence, shall go somewhere quiet where nobody knows and cry alll i wan..
How i wish there will be one medicine which will eat and 4get all my unhappiness.. and leave all e happiness left in my mind. If there is this medicine i will surely take.
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 10:02 PM
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