Sunday, July 11, 2010

Let me finish up what i did for this whole week

Wed and thurs was just working and working. But after thurs work rush down for syog training at CHIJ toa payoh. Althought i was there very very late but at least i am able to do 2 music run and some formation run.

Friday work as usual but couldn't really concentrate on work due to something, actually was thinking should i go cause i really hate to send people of, i will feel very upset but in the end i still went to send des off. I told myself i must control myself and i must not cry. Pass him also his last present. so overall, his farewell gift we got him a magic kit and wallet and i also did a calender book for him with lots of memories. Time up and he has to go in, really feel so sad, but i controlled. few minutes later we received a msg from him saying "thanks for sending him off, and he will miss all of us and ending with a sad face". I feel so pain when i read there and that moment my feeling was really really very bad. But i told myself I must controlled. after that went supper with jg and ying ying cause didn't had my lunch. Really had a good catch up ying ying, we share alot of things and I know that you still know that I am not those kind of people who can put down every so easily.

I ended up crying at home while seeing of the photos. BFF, I will miss you, thanks for everything. Please take care of yourself when you are there, when you feel like giving up, think of us, we will always be there to support you. See you back soon, can't wait it nov now.

Later going out to celebrate one of my pig family 21st birthday. soon, it going to be mine turn. but i am not sure if I am going to celebrate.