For the year 2009, i feel that I am much happier cause I have grown up alot alot, everybody say that to me that is why you can see some changes in people who treat me. Suddenly I feel that they are right beside me now just like last time.
Went for a countdown organized by Punggol East. Before that in the morning went swimming with yt, the weather was so cold suddenly so didn't stay long. After that went to Tampines 1 to have our lunch, but we spend like 30min waiting for our food etc and the service provided by them is really bad. After that went to meet belinda at Tampines inter, den walk over to the library to meet jinguang, desmond, alezec. Don't know what happened so many people take 27, we waited for 3 bus and none of them we can get up, so looking at the time we will be late if we continue waiting, so in e end we took a cab down.
Had a enjoyable day with them although they always bully me. Actually I was feeling so tired to go but looking at the number of people who can make it, i went and considering belinda is the only gal. Suddenly, all the active members are all the guys except me that why everyone ask me your YEC you are the only girl.
Was having block nose and can't stand the smoke of the otah, until now my nose is still pain and feeling like dry dry like that. So, i walk away for some time and went to the back to enjoy the breeze and at the same time reflect what I have done for 2009.
The event ended around 1.20am, so we help to load all the left over drinks and tidbits onto the car den we walk to punggol east cc. Guess their leg too long le, walk especially fast so during interval I will start to run and catch up with them. After that alezec and kelvin took a cab, den i took a cab with jinguang and desmond. I always tell them that I am old enough to go back myself but as a guy is their responsibility to ensure that I reach home too.
Anyway during normal days you all can treat me as a girl but when it come to event I can do a guy job. I know you can't carry all those things but nothing can stop me from doing all this things. I am also a person now who don't depend on people, i am not the person who I want people to drive me around. No mattar how long the distance is, I will walk. I know you care for me but there is something that I will always be different from you.
Sometime I really wish the timing could stop cause I really do not want to let go.
2010
1. Hope to pass my last year in school and graduate and able to find a good job
2. I want to help people out there who really need help
3. I want to spend more time and participate in SSA activities, district meeting, zone meeting etc.
4. Hope to get everyone back to YEC, the people are getting lesser and lesser
Still cant think of the rest yet.
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 8:43 PM
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