Thursday, June 18, 2009

My Mood is never better

I feeling so stress now, is it the stress that i give to myself?

I told my god mummy this, I told her i don't know how to plan my calender now, everything seems to clash and I even thought of throwing away my calender book. Things that i have to do seems no ending at all.

Attended the campfire meeting yesterday,
the meeting was only meant for Judith, Belinda, Daniel and me,
But Daniel could not make it.

Before that went to belinda table to do something 1st,
then she suddenly sms me and ask me to go down
so, in the end rezal want me to update on the program thing
update abit of it and i nv thought that he actually want everything by this friday
I am left with today and i am still not done yet.
My stress lvl has increased again

After campfire meeting went to crossfire to look for jg
initially was to plan for bgm thing but in the end we nv
think i was too tired to think of anything too

Today is kelvin b'day,
went to get him a muffin yesterday as a cake 1st
cause was a very last min thing

I am really very thankful for those who has shown their love & concern for me during this few days where something bad has happened. Thanks verlyn who has help me to ask her friend for some help.

Belinda call me when i was crying and she know i am upset, I told her i got nothing to share with her. She told me that she hope one day i will share with her my problem because she want to help me. I just know her for like 2 months and she treat me so good.

Going to East coast park to cycle later with my classmate,
hopefully i will feel much better.

My tears has nv stop dropping this few days,
everywhere i go my tears will drop.