oh no, although is the last paper tml, but i dun see the happiness in me, cause i really dunno wad to say abt my this sem test. My confidence is like onli 30%, how? I really got no more confident to take the corrosion test tml, dunno wad happened it will turn out too. Just reach home not very long ago so going to rest awhile den going out to study again.
Yesterday went for e skating meeting and si jie project meeting. b4 tat was really damm angry, my bro insisted on wanting mi to buy him a slipper, and i was coughing so badly tat i dun feel like walking too much, and he actually bring mi up and down, just to find e slipper tat he want and i got to rush for meeting too. In e end i brought him a slipper worth $20. Dunno y i am once again involved in another project, but for si jie project we gonna help abit. den had meeting wif skating assoication, den after that we went recee until 10 plus, den the we actually went to mac to discuss further and distribution of work, had a lot of fun chat. But i am so glad to know pple like hyder, suraini, joanna and si jie, thank for caring abt mi, cause throughtout e whole day i cough non stop. and joanna will always ask mi wad i wan to eat she buy, like a mother to me. all of them actually ask how is my exam and i told them die, anyway thank for the encouragement.
Had alot of gossip, fun chat, talk abt long time ago etc and of course hyder and suraini quarreling. i actually laugh and they say i use to it le, den got no feeling. all the KAH seems missing, left si jie, verlyn and sharon, but verlyn also missing den now sharon started too. so poor si jie. cause you re e only one left. Although tml is the last paper but tat doesnt mean tat i am more free. I need to rush out the inter-generation thing b4 the next meeting, GRC youth day etc. We left until the mac closes, like 12 plus.
So i actually went airport to study overnight again, cause i already wasted my eveining. anyway once again thank joanna for sending me there. she actually ask mi to take a licience but i told her i nv think of this yet. on our way there, we actually chat on lots of things but all is relationship.
Some qns ask by Joanna,
Do you want something back?
Decision is not made by 1 person, if i want but the opp partner dun wan wad can i do still. decision has to be made by 2 persons.
Y would i choose him although he isnt a very good looking?
Cause i have feeling.
Do you know y chee meng left yec?
she told me that he actually told her that he like mi and because of something, he left. I really felt so guilty, how come until now den i know this is the reason, but in e 1st place who told him about this.
I actually told her, if i were to go into relationship now it is meaningless, cause i will only hurt the other person. Because i know wad i wan, my heart already tell me a ans. But i didnt tell her wad is it. i think it will actually took mi a long time to 4get everything. Do not have mood for anything. i am getting closer wif joanna, we can talk abt lots of things, so i told her after my exam den we chat. Suddenly i miss those few yec pple tat we ususally see each other, miss all the laughter tat we had. Let all enjoy for e RSAF open hse, cause the pple tat i miss re all going, but hyder dun overselpt.
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