at this period of time i am so busy tat i got lots of report, tutorial to do.. and yet things happened at this time.. i told ying ying tat sometime i really dunno whether to listen or not to listen wad my bro say.. i cant slp on sun cause i guess something is going to happen again.. so received a msg from my aunt this afternoon, and i totally break down in sch.. wad i told ying ying is true..
As a sister, i really dunno wad to do.. crying alone at home, feeling so sad.. my aunt call mi just now, she cried too.. i hate to make decision i really dunno who i want.. in order to avoid all this decision how i wish i was 21yrs old now, i can live on my own, do things which i like..
i need some of my father information but where e hell is him.. wanted to apply something but cant even find him how am i going to apply.. mother no more and father now equal to no more.. u know how sad i am right now, wanted to apply something but no one..
had prac in e afternoon and i am so glad tat i have joesph chan who is our OSRM prac teacher.. at least someone who can joke wif, laugh wif not like ng su ling.. thankx for making mi tat hr full of laughter.. going to consult him during holiday and ask him teach us OSRM..
went to work after e make up by ng su ling.. e guy told mi something, 3 letter word.. omg.. i am sorry but i just dun like you.. keep asking mi to call him.. i really dunno wad to do.. feel so stress, actually he wanted to wait for mi to end work..
I am feeling so sad and down now.. i still hope something, but where is it.. Gaps has gone further and further away instead of going nearer.. is just like earthquake happening..
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 12:30 AM
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