Thursday, May 08, 2008

Stress

this word keep appearing in my mind which is 'Stress'. This stress have been increasing and increasing since i am yr 1. starting from sch until now, either i go work or i will go out alone after sch when i nv work. although i dun really like to go out alone but no choice, cause i am really feeling veri stress, i dun wan to see any more books when i reach home.

From e day i start sch, i have been crying every night cause e word stress too..

i really cannot take it, i just hope tat i can b a happy person after i left e sch. having bad headache cause of e 3hr lecture of OSRM. After sch meet steven den we go out together for awhile.

So sorry, for throwing my mood at you. Maybe i am veri sensitive ba, i hate pple to say that i slp so late or pple who say i dun slp.. i know wad i am doing.. i reach home at 12pm after my work, giving myself 1hr to bath and finish up my hw, den i went to slp after tat.. Like wad i have said i will slp early tonight..

I am alreadi feeling veri stress by all my sch work, i dun wish pple around mi to give mi some stress too.. i really wan to be a happy person after sch.. even if i go out alone i also dun mind..

Met xin ying and alvin at arcade.. omg, whenever i see them i am so happy.. cause they really veri loving.. how i wish i have a bf who is like alvin. go out after sch for a walk in order not to feel so stress..

Anyway thankx to all my friends for their concern.. my head is really damm painful, i cant absorb anything now.. i really feel like going out now.i have yet to go to east coast which i wanted too..