Sunday, May 25, 2008

SuperSad day

before starting i dunno whether am i having e mood to blog anot..i am just crying now..

Went facial in e morning, cause my auntie ask mi to go.. while doing facial i cry and cry softly cause i was so sad after listening to wad my auntie say.. my small auntie dun wan to let my brother go her hse anymore le.. our relationship has gone further and further.. now i know y yesterday my grandma nv come home slp.. cause my auntie say she cried e whole day, she dun wan to let us know..

went to study wif yanteng in e afternoon, thankx for her accompany.. actually thought of posting up photo wad i brought today.. but i really gt no mood to.

watch abit on e si chuan charity show, was so touched and sad seeing them becoming like this and was crying while watching too...i think in total i donated $50 plus alreadi.. i always thought when i do something good, i will get something good in return, but this does not seem applying to mi..

my grandma and mother quarrel, and i am so sacred.. my mother wan to bring us to e police station and court...i dun wan to go.. y am i not 21 yrs old yet... i wan to live on my own.. i hate e place alot alot, i dun wan to go back there again..i really dunno wad to say in court.... i am going veri crazy le, one by one treat mi like this, one by one left mi...how i wish i gt someone beside mi who i can hug and cry..

my grandma keep scolding pple.. i am really feeling veri sad.. y is this happening again now.. i really really feeling veri veri xin ku now.. zhen de heng xin ku.. he alreadi left mi le..