Happy B'day to Steven & Patrick
still feeling giddy and head pain, but i got to bear with it. woke up like 7 plus to bake cake in e morning for someone whose b'day falls today.. i really cannot stand e weather, went out in e afternoon to get something from phoon huat and brought my lunch back home. and it was so sunny that my headache became worse.. faster get e things i want and get back home.. omg, e food is getting more expensive everything like need at least $2.50 lor.. wa, sooner or later everything will be at least $3.
actually i have thought wad to buy but everything is in e past alreadi.. so when i have to think wad to buy, my mind became blank.. quite angry of myself, i really wan to get something but i cant think wad to buy.. think of buying something, i have lots of consideration in mind.. y is buying a gift so difficult for mi??
he came my hse, watch DVD and ate the cake..playing maple and chat in msn today..
Sometime i am really feeling veri tired.. my auntie keep blaming mi if i dun go her office to work.. like i did not do it purposely, either i have to work morning shift in famous amos or i really have things to do.. even i work in e afternoon shift i will go her office in e morning to work.. and sch going to reopen le, she expect mi to work everyday..
wa, sometime i feel tat, tat day i should just bang my head.. but pple around mi stop mi.. have been asking myself lots and lots of qns..
my mind is like full of $, my father not paying e bill, my sis hp cannot use, going to help her pay.. HDB keep calling.. wa.. can all these things stops.. and things re getting more expensive each day.. and pay re not rising up.. i really feel like just banging my head onto e wall..
Michael knows my situation and he ask my sis go work but she is like full of cca where got time to work den i just ans him back as long as i am still alive now, i work as much as possible, b4 i actually go off they have some $.. he ask mi to bring my bro to him den he will teach, thank.. my bro did scared of michael b4.. everybody in my family is giving mi lots of headache.. my auntie, my bro, my parents(no longer treat them as one)..
All i am having now is stress, stress and stress.. when i am so angry yet pple actually bully mi in maple... wad is e world becoming?
Dreams, had alot of dream thought of having it b4 i actually choose to live or choose to stop having all this stress.. but my dreams will nv come.. y?? everyone of u seems spoiling my dreams.. y treat mi so unfair..
brought a book just now and it say this:
i wanna love you
love is what makes the world go around
my whole life seemed to start and end with you
tell mi how to win your heart
i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i care
i just called to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart
posted by [Y][I][N][G] [H][U][I] @ 9:46 PM
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