Friday, February 29, 2008

Alot people might think today is a special day cause is a four years once, actually i am looking forward to this day but i am short of something. actually i did not really care abt this special day, but ying ying say she wanna watch e "leap years", although not really in e mood to watch but i still watch wif them, dun really wan to disappoint her.

i think e song is my blog best describe my feeling now. have been listening to it over and over again. maybe 100 times a day or more den that. And my father actually took my hard earned $, such a father i have. Which means next time my wallet can onli put $5 tat is y got no $ to see doc. keep thinking where my $ had gone too, den i realise tat he is at home yesterday.

So, today meeting is cancelled, mi, ying ying, tiffany, kelvin, desmond, kevin and hayden went for e movie together.. Not alot pple ba..but i still enjoyed my days today i think it will be happier if i am not short of that something.. feeling veri weird when watching movie without the something. actually e show was nice, it was touching to mi too.. they say that when a gal proposed to a guy on the 29 feb, the guy would agree. does it apply to all? i don't think it will apply back to me, if i say. maybe is just a mattar of time for mi ba..was quite sad when watching e show cause of some reasons ba.. anyway got to thank them for giving mi some happy time.

As usual, went to alezec shop to find him, it did remind mi of something, but i have to try to forget it. den went to have dinner, did not eat there cause quite expensive, so decide to go to my hse downstairs coffee shop to eat. Ying ying accompany mi home and accompany me eat dinner. thankx alot ying ying.. on e way home chatted happily wif her, at least i got someone to lend mi a listening ear and talk to mi.

dunno really whether am i awake or whether i am asleep.. coming came into mind, i think i rather choose a simple life, is actually quite sad when u set your goals but it did not come true, when your dream does not come true.. So i think it is best that i do not have a goal or a dream, so i wont be so upset. Like some of them ask mi whether am i helping or whether am i going, i just take it as i know all those things but actually i didnt know maybe if i go and help onli will bring him more burden so i think is best tat i dun do anything. was quite sad that so fast everything will come to a full stop. i really need pple who can lend mi their listening ears can keep mi accompany..

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